"I said, I'll never be reckless again!"

Although, what she meant by this was not the case. FO [Fengyun Reading]

But anyway, it's still Luo Yifan's birthday, so let's keep some words for later.

"I probably drank too much, my head was a little dizzy, I slept for a while......"

Afraid that Luo Yifan would say anything more, Le Tong simply tilted his head on the back of the chair and closed his eyes and pretended to be drunk.

Luo Yifan glanced at her deeply, sighed secretly in his heart, and drove the car away from his parking lot.

Along the way, Le Tong didn't sleep, and his mind kept flooding with Luo Yifan's actions today and the helpless look just now.

Luo Yifan should be a very patient person, from the time she was eighteen years old to the time she was almost twenty-four years old, for nearly six years, he did not do or say any behavior or words that crossed the line.

A long time ago, she thought that he was dead.

But it turned out that he was not dead, just waiting for a suitable time.

She didn't know how he would find out his feelings for her if it weren't for Zhang Yi's incident, but judging from his performance today, it should be, and he wouldn't be able to hide it for long.

"Tongtong, I like you!"

Just when Le Tong closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep but his heart was rolling, Luo Yifan's voice suddenly came from his ears.

The low, magnetic sound, against the backdrop of the whine of the car engine, seems a little ethereal, a little, not very real.

Le Tong hesitated, whether to open his eyes, or continue to pretend to be drunk and pretend to be asleep.

But I heard Luo Yifan say, "I know you're not drunk, but you just continue to listen quietly with your eyes closed, so as to save us both embarrassment." I like your words, I should have said it a long time ago, but I haven't said it, not because my feelings are not deep enough, but just the opposite......"

Luo Yifan paused, as if he was organizing the language.

Le Tong obediently closed her eyes, because, as Luo Yifan said, let her open her eyes at this time, she really didn't know what eyes to use to look at him, and she didn't know what words to use to respond to him.

"When I met you, you were only eighteen years old, and I was twenty-two, and you had the innocence that an eighteen-year-old girl should have, but you also had the delicacy and steadiness that Yuan'er did not have, probably because you and Yuan'er were two completely different people from the Yuan'er I knew best, and the qualities that attracted Yuan'er in you also attracted me deeply. I believe that you already knew what I thought about you at that time, just when I wanted to confess to you, you suddenly disappeared, even Yuan'er, I didn't know where you went, and later learned from Professor Liu that your mother was sick, and you took a leave of absence to take care of her. ”

Le Tong has always been reluctant to think about these past events, although it was only five or six years ago, but in Le Tong's view, it is like a different world.

Once, when she thought of that day when it seemed like there would never be a light in sight, people would fall into inexplicable anxiety, confusion and great panic, and struggle painfully with insoluble thoughts of self-loathing and rejection.

Even now, she still couldn't break free from that great net, and lately, the feeling of suffocating pain had been stronger and more frequent than ever.

She knows that in this life, she will have to live with this pain, but she deserves it!

"Your mother's illness must have made you suffer a lot, and after you came back, your whole person has changed."

Luo Yifan's words floated in her ears, and Le Tong's heart seemed to be instantly hollowed out by those past that she didn't want to recall.

She knew that she shouldn't blame herself, and that she had no choice in the circumstances.

But she couldn't help but blame herself.

Especially recently, too many touches have made her extremely suppressed self-blame, and the self-blame seedling has grown into a towering tree in an instant like watering fertilizer and seeing the sun, pressing on her heart so much that she is about to lose her breath.

"Yifan ......"

Le Tong suddenly opened his eyes and looked at Luo Yifan, who seemed to be concentrating on driving, but in essence, he was also in pain.

"Huh?!"

Luo Yifan glanced at Le Tong with a slight sideways face, and under the dim light, Le Tong could still distinguish the gloom in his eyes. "My words make you uncomfortable, right?"

Le Tong wanted to shake her head, but in the end, she still nodded, because now, she is not strong enough to bear that painful memory.

"I'm sorry......" Luo Yifan looked away, and looked at the road in front of him intently.

Facing Luo Yifan, who is like a little daughter-in-law, Le Tong is not only guilty, but also guilty.

She let out a long breath and stared at Luo Yifan's handsome side.

"It's me...... It's time to say I'm sorry......"

This man is actually quite handsome, but unfortunately, he doesn't know how to appreciate it.

Or rather, don't dare......

Le Tong vigorously pinched her thoughts of going deeper, and when she was sensible, she never wanted to let herself fall into the mud of memories and entanglement.

Luo Yifan didn't look at her, "Tongtong, I don't know what you're afraid of, but I'll wait!"

has known Le Tong for so many years, even if she hides it well, he can still vaguely detect her uneasiness and avoidance.

What Le Tong is most afraid of is Luo Yifan's persistence.

"Yifan ......"

"You don't have to persuade me, if you can turn back, I will have turned back a long time ago. However, you don't have to bear any burden, I'm still young and can afford to wait! Luo Yifan interrupted Le Tong's words.

Such Luo Yifan gave Le Tong a headache.

In fact, there are not no people who have chased her all these years, but under her coldness, basically no one can maintain interest in her for a long time, only Luo Yifan has always been by her side.

At first, she lied to herself, but he was only because he loved Yuan'er, so he loved Wu and Wu to be good to her.

But now that he had made it clear, she could no longer deceive herself.

"Yifan, you are very good, you deserve a better woman, you don't waste time on me anymore."

The only thing Le Tong could respond to him was these ruthless rejections.

But these ruthlessness is exactly the manifestation of her affection for him.

She knows very well that blindly consuming her feelings knowing that she can't respond to him is irresponsible to him.

"Tongtong, you don't have to persuade me! I'm waiting, it's my business. ”

Luo Yifan's stubbornness far exceeded Le Tong's imagination.

Seeing that he couldn't persuade him, Le Tong had no choice but to stop talking.

After that, the two were silent all the way until the car stopped downstairs at Le Tong's house.

"I'll take you up, it's late." Luo Yifan looked at Le Tong while unbuckling his seat belt and said.

"No, all the people living here are old neighbors, and there are no new people. You're tired too, go back and rest early. ”

In the past, Le Tong was very careful and tried not to be alone with Luo Yifan as much as possible, but now that he has made his words clear, she is naturally even more reluctant to give him the opportunity to be alone.

If it had changed, Luo Yifan would have been obedient and obedient, and let Letong go upstairs by himself, but today, he didn't listen to Letong's words and chased after her got out of the car.