Dabao's inner struggle and entanglement, he thought he was hiding well, he thought Niuniu didn't understand. FO [Full text reading]

Niuniu may not be able to say the exact reason, but she really feels that her brother is moving away from her step by step during this period of time.

This kind of distancing is not only the physical distance, but also the invisible distance between the hearts that cannot be touched, which is also gradually becoming farther away.

This kind of distance that can't be touched makes Niu Niu afraid!

The physical distance may be narrowed by means of transportation, but the invisible distance between the hearts, not to mention Niuniu, a child who is only eleven years old, even if it is an adult, there is no exact way to bring the two closer.

Therefore, she vaguely noticed her brother's abnormal Niuniu, and subconsciously wanted to hold her brother to death, for her, she couldn't do it to bring the hearts of the two closer again, and she had to try her best to keep her brother by her side all the time, so as to ensure that her brother would not leave her.

"Niu Niu, Daddy Mommy will get old for a while, and my brother has to make himself very powerful before they get old, so that my brother can protect you and Xiaobao and Daddy Mommy, you know?"

Dabao's words, Niuniu seems to understand whether she understands or not.

"Can you move back home sooner? You don't have time, it doesn't matter if you don't pick me up and Xiaobao from school, we can also let the driver's uncle send it when you go to school, can you move back home? ”

Niuniu knew that she couldn't convince her brother, so she had to retreat to the next best thing, hoping that her brother could commute to work normally like Daddy Mommy, so that at least, she could see her brother at night.

"Niu'er, I'll move home when my brother is done." Dabao refused to let go at all.

Because, he has no confidence in whether he can maintain normal self-control in front of Niuniu.

Niuniu lowered her head again and sulked, and the uneasiness in her heart was eating away at her little by little.

Because of the uneasiness, the little girl began to think crankily out of bounds.

My brother has grown up, he understands and sees a lot, does this make him feel more and more that her stupid sister is very naïve and boring, so he no longer wants to spend a lot of time with her like before?

There is no doubt that no matter from which point of view, my brother is a top and excellent boy, and there has never been a shortage of girls like him since he was a child. And now, he doesn't like to go home more and more, has he had a girlfriend?

These messy thoughts were spinning around in Niuniu's mind, but she didn't dare to ask Dabao for confirmation.

Because, she was afraid of hearing Dabao's brother tell her personally, "Yes, you are very naïve and you are boring", "That's right, I have a girlfriend".

Whether it's that she deceives herself, or that she doesn't want to face reality, as long as her brother doesn't say anything, she pretends to know nothing, and keeps sticking to him with a dead face!

"Okay, my hair is dry, it's not early, go to bed."

Dabao knew that the little girl was angry, and he also knew that she was very uncomfortable. And he, in fact, knows better than anyone that as long as he makes a slight concession, he can make Niuniu happy and make her laugh, but this concession, in terms of the current stiff relationship between the two, is tantamount to drinking doves to quench her thirst.

He knew very well in his heart that the most rational way now was to deal with it coldly.

Niuniu stood up silently, walked straight to the opposite bed, lifted the quilt, and covered the quilt from head to toe angrily.

In the past, as long as she was like this, Brother Dabao would definitely come over and tear off her quilt, saying that it was unhygienic and that she would be suffocated to death.

Niuniu thought that this time, her brother would also run over and tear off his quilt as impatiently as before.

She hid in the sparsely airy quilt, held her breath and pricked up her ears, waiting for her brother's arrival.

But outside, there was no movement at all, and slowly, she heard her breathing getting heavier and heavier, and the air seemed to be getting thinner and thinner, and her eyes were getting hotter and hotter......

Niuniu sniffed heavily, as time passed little by little, Niuniu felt as if she was about to suffocate to death, there was darkness in front of her, cold tears were obviously just flowing down from the corners of her eyes, but the biting chill made her tremble.

Her eyes were wide open, but she couldn't see anything, her ears had always been very smart, but the world at this time was so quiet that it seemed that she was the only one, she was holding in the quilt, the more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, she opened her mouth, wanted to cry loudly, but found that she couldn't cry at all, only tears in the corners of her eyes, which kept flowing......

The quilt was lifted without warning, and the blinding light made her subconsciously close her eyes and raise her hand to cover her eyes.

"Niu Niu ......"

The familiar and gentle call seemed to unscrew the valve of her grievances, her hands were still tightly covering her eyes, and her mouth was finally opened, and she cried loudly with a "wow".

Niuniu's cry was like two invisible hands, tearing Dabao's heart into rags and hanging on the dead branch in the empty field, and was blown around by the fierce wind.

Reason told him that it was better to turn back now and walk out of this room without saying a word, and even if he squatted in the yard and froze into a popsicle tonight, he would not mess with Niu Niu.

But Niuniu's tears have always been the killer weapon that makes him collapse, as long as he touches it, he is completely irrational.

Dabao, who was crying so much, couldn't care about it anymore, he lay on top of her on the bed with one hand, and stroked her tear-stained face with the other.

"Good, girl, don't cry! My brother is wrong, is it okay to forgive my brother? ”

Niu Niu cried wow, her hands still covering her eyes, and her head shaking vigorously.

She was so aggrieved in her heart, she had been holding back her anger and anxiety for so long, how could he easily forgive him by simply asking for forgiveness?

Dabao was so overwhelmed by her crying that he simply lay down beside her, scooped her up with one hand, pressed her directly into his arms, rubbed her head and coaxed.

"It's my brother who deserves it, and Niuniu won't forgive if she doesn't forgive...... Baby, don't cry, okay? ”

Dabao coaxed her while gently rubbing her forehead with his lips.

Niuniu cried for a while, and finally opened her mouth sobbing under Dabao's incessant coaxing.

"Not good...... Brother doesn't want to be a girl......"

Dabao gently kissed away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and a faint saltiness spread on the tip of her tongue, but Dabao felt bitter in his mouth.

"Brother didn't ...... Niu Niu ...... My brother loves Niuniu the most, and he won't want Niuniu. It's okay not to cry, my brother will feel distressed if I cry and my eyes are swollen......"

Dabao, who has always been sharp-toothed, defended himself incoherently.

Niuniu stopped talking, but the tears did not stop, and Dabao's heart seemed to be missing a hole in the embankment, and the flood was surging out at the mouth of the hole.

The flood that lacked the embankment swallowed up all his reason in an instant, his mind went blank, and his lips went as he pleased, slamming into her cold and slightly trembling lips.

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