Chapter 741: Spiritual Attraction (1st Update)
Dabao stared down at Niuniu in surprise, he thought he knew her very well, and he thought he knew very well the source of her low self-esteem, and at the same time understood the reason for her stubbornness. FO [Full text reading]
He thought that as long as he said that he didn't care whether she was excellent or not, whether she was perfect or not, and she cared about his thoughts very much, he would be relieved and would be able to continue to be her carefree little princess with confidence.
To his surprise, even though he had already indicated that he didn't care, she still insisted unusually.
"Why?"
The extremely determined look on Niuniu's face made Dabao realize that he hadn't really understood this girl.
In other words, now he no longer understands the Ji Sihan in front of him.
Niuniu was silent for a while, and organized her words carefully.
"Brother, I know that Daddy, Mommy, you and Xiaobao, even grandpa, uncle and great-grandpa, don't care if I'm as smart as you and Xiaobao, you just want me to be happy. And I, in fact, am also a very selfish person, I have always been as you wish, as long as I live happily and happily. It's just that what makes me happy and what makes me happy, no one knows better than myself. ”
As for what makes her happy, Niuniu has only thought about it a lot in the past two years. Although, so far, she does not have an accurate and complete concept in her mind, there is a vague cognition slowly forming in her mind.
She wants that one day, like Mommy, she can have a strong heart of tolerance to take care of her family and take care of her family.
She also thinks that one day, she can be like her father's brother, and she can have great power to support a peaceful and safe world for her family.
Yes, if she can be like Mommy or like Daddy's brother, then she can be happy and happy.
Like when she was a child, she hid everything under the wings of her family, especially her brother, she just wants to be history.
Niuniu, who said this, was very calm and calm.
Obviously, these thoughts weren't the ones that popped into her head. On the contrary, it was the idea that she had come up with after a lot of deliberation and even a lot of thought.
Her words shocked Dabao's heart, which was roughly equivalent to the turmoil caused by a six-magnitude earthquake.
He tilted his head slightly and stared at Niu Niu for a long time with a deep gaze.
He didn't know what this girl had gone through in the past three years, so that she had transformed from a little fool who was confused about everything to such a goal-oriented little girl now.
If he was attracted to this little girl in the past, it was more because of her beautiful appearance and her incomparably dependent temperament, which made it difficult for him to let go and give up.
What attracted him now was a kind of inquiry and curiosity about her thoughts and ideas as a person.
At this moment, he strongly and urgently wanted to understand what was going on in her heart?
At the same time, he was also extremely curious, what kind of picture did she have of her future blueprint?
This kind of attraction is like a vortex with a strong magnetic force, he just leaned over to take a look out of curiosity, but he fell into it uncontrollably, and never came out again!
He has never been in love at the age of almost twenty-one, but he doesn't know when he has been extremely sure that the only person who makes him interested is the girl in front of him.
Therefore, he has always thought that the so-called love, just like the Daddy and Mommy he saw, is a faint, natural, and family-like feeling.
And he always thought that he loved Niu Niu. Because, it was never easy for him to take his eyes off her. From the past to the present, his love for her, with the passage of time, will not change, only increase or decrease, only the amount of change.
But now, he clearly realizes that his love for her is changing qualitatively.
In the past, his love for her was somewhat blind, and more of a visual and habitual attraction.
But now, he could clearly perceive that in addition to her appearance and habitual likability, there were many other qualities that attracted him.
And these qualities were the ones she didn't have before. Or, she had it before, but not so strong that he could feel it.
If you say, Niuniu's attraction to him in the past was the attraction of the eyes.
Now, Niuniu's attraction to him is a spiritual attraction.
This attraction inspired him to dig strongly.
"That Niu Niu can tell my brother, what can make you happy and make you happy?"
Knowing that this question was difficult to answer, Dabao still couldn't suppress his strong curiosity and asked directly.
Niuniu's gaze moved away from the floor tiles in front of her toes, swept his face lightly, and then, as if she had seen through his thoughts, she said lightly.
"Brother, I know you love me very much. Whatever I want, you're going to find a way to stuff what I want into my arms at the first opportunity. But do you know that the happiness and initiative given by others will always be in the hands of others. My joy and joy, I wish I could give it to myself. ”
Admittedly, Niu Niu's guess was right. When Dabao's words were asked, she was indeed habitually thinking about what she liked and wanted, and immediately arranged it for her.
But after listening to her words, Dabao changed his mind.
Half an hour ago, Dabao was still questioning whether it was right or wrong for him to leave for three years, but by now, Dabao has been extremely sure that he is right to leave these three years!
From yesterday to today, he has never understood why he and Niuniu can't return to the harmony and closeness they used to be, and he is even frustrated and annoyed by this.
But now, he figured it out.
The main reason why he and Niuniu can't get along as well as before is not because Niuniu is angry with him, nor because Niuniu is deliberately cold and alienated from him.
It's because Niu Niu has grown up. This kind of growth is not only the physical growth that he sees, but also the mental growth that he does not see.
Her current mind and mind are close to that of an adult, but he still always communicates with her with the eyes and habits of looking at children in the past, no wonder there has been no phone call between the two, and it is difficult to integrate.
After thinking about this, Dabao suddenly felt enlightened.
I used to think that the road ahead was boundless, but now it has become a broad road full of sunshine in front of me.
Dabao's handsome and good-looking eyebrows couldn't help but smile, and his long hand stretched out, ignoring Niuniu's shrinkage and dodging, and unswervingly took her into his arms.
Niuniu subconsciously wanted to break free from his embrace, but heard the man who buried his face in her neck socket say, "Niuniu, brother is very happy, you have finally grown up." ”
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