Chapter 752: Leaving is a Stimulator for Growth (Second Update)
Dabao came out of the shower, thinking that he was going out to accompany his younger siblings, opened the bathroom door, and sat on the bed in the bathroom, sitting Niuniu, who was supposed to play games in the living room.
"Didn't you go to Xiaobao to form a team to fight monsters?" Dabao asked, and his eyes were hooked by the Niu Niu in front of him.
Niu Niu leaned sideways on the pillow, wearing a small T-shirt that fitted her upper body, slightly revealing half of her fragrant shoulders, and wearing shorts on her lower body, her two snow-white straight long legs were folded on the bed.
Niuniu's gaze moved from the ipad spread out on the bed to Dabao. "Oh, he thinks I'm a pig brain, so he won't play with me anymore."
Niu Niu replied indifferently, propped her hand, and sat up.
She sat cross-legged with neat movements, and the hem of her small T-shirt was slightly upturned, revealing a small patch of snow-white skin in her right waist socket.
Dabao's breathing suddenly stagnated, he never knew that he was so "colorful".
Just seeing a small patch of skin, the heartbeat is out of rhythm.
It seems that his strong self-control has met the biggest challenger since the official.
She is not only the person she likes, but also her nemesis!
"You'll know the results tomorrow, right?"
Dabao threw the wet towel that wiped his hair on the sofa on the side, climbed into bed, and sat cross-legged beside Niuniu and followed her example.
"Well, I've thought about it, and if I reach the cut-off score, I want to go to a middle school."
Niuniu has been thinking about Dabao in the past few days, and she has also thought about going to school.
Of course, the current school spirit is very good, and the learning method is also very flexible, and the teachers are very polite and friendly to the students, after all, those who can study in this school are either the second generation of officials or the second generation of rich, how can these parents be willing to spend money to let their prince and princess go to school to suffer, and the teachers of the school can't afford to provoke such parents and students.
This kind of environment really protects Niuniu very well.
But Niuniu felt that she was too well protected.
It's true at home, and it's true at school.
Before, she didn't have any ideas, so it didn't matter where she went according to her family's wishes.
But since Dabao went abroad, she has slowly become more and more aware that she is too squeamish, if she does not have the protection of the Ji family, she really doesn't know how to survive.
Especially, at the moment when she knew that she was actually an adopted child, the stronger ** in Niuniu's heart became more urgent and real.
There will be this kind of **, not that the Ji family's attitude towards her has changed.
Instead, she secretly made an assumption.
If, one day, she has to leave the Ji family and follow her own parents to live, will she still be able to live as freely as she is now?
Don't think about it, her biological parents have always been very bad, otherwise, she wouldn't have been thrown in that kind of place where birds don't lay eggs. So, can she, the second miss of the Ji family, who has been clothed since she was a child, reach out for food and open her mouth, can she live a normal life?
"If it's your decision, I support it. But can you tell me why? ”
Although, Niuniu has repeatedly emphasized that she and Si Jun are just good friends, but if the purpose of her going to No. 1 Middle School is because of this good friend, so that Dabao doesn't mind, it is impossible.
"Brother, do you remember what I said in the park that day?"
Regarding this, Niuniu has no intention of hiding it.
Of course, she would never have thought of it, she said that she wanted to go to No. 1 Middle School, and the first reason that her brother thought of would be Si Jun.
"Hmm!" Dabao nodded.
"After Mommy told me about adoption, I couldn't help but imagine what I would be like now if my biological parents hadn't abandoned me."
Dabao's heart tightened, didn't this girl say that she was not sad, why did she mention this matter again?
Reaching out and grabbing her hand, he put her hands in his palms in his hands despite her struggles, and then nervously declared.
"Niu Niu, there is no such thing as ifs. You've been picked up by me, that's the truth. You are now a child of the Ji family, this is the truth. You're still my Ji Yu's girlfriend, that's the truth, understand? ”
Niuniu raised her little face and looked at him without blinking, sure enough, as such, her brother couldn't bear her at all, how could he dislike her?
"Brother, I know! Don't worry, I have absolutely no intention of leaving, you love me so much, how can I be willing? I just thought, if I am in that environment, I don't have the same smart head as you and Xiaobao, and I don't have Daddy Mommy and Xiaobao to protect me and love me so much, and no one can help me arrange everything like you are now, then how can I survive? ”
Niu Niu's words silenced Dabao.
He wanted to say something nice to comfort her, and he could even put his arm around her willfully and tell her, "You can do nothing, you just have to stay with me forever." ”
But even if he loves her again, he doesn't have the right to trap her.
And he knows better than anyone else, just like learning to walk, the skills of survival, the way of survival, all have to be learned by herself.
No matter how strong and loving he was for her, he could not and could not give her this.
"In the three years since you left, I hated you at first, but I have to say that my thoughts and actions have been ** a lot because of your departure. Therefore, your departure is actually the biggest stimulant for my growth. If you have never left, I am afraid that now I am still as selfish, squeamish and cowardly as I was three years ago, no matter what happens, I will only hide behind you, let you protect me and spoil me. ”
When Dabao heard her remarks, his feelings were very complicated.
Niuniu said this, which was his original intention to leave.
He really wants to give her a space to grow, and also give her the freedom and opportunity to choose.
But her growth has far exceeded his expectations.
"Niu Niu, you've really grown up."
The sentence "growing up" contains too many meanings, and also contains too much sadness and helplessness of Dabao.
"Therefore, I hope that I can use my ability to get into the corresponding school like ordinary children, and I also hope that I can integrate into the surrounding society earlier."
If she didn't understand these things when Niuniu was young, in the past few years, she has also thought clearly.
Although she followed Teacher Fan to perform outside, no matter how much Daddy Mommy emphasized that she would not engage in specialization, she was qualitatively different from other members of the troupe from travel to diet to protection measures.
Even when it came to receiving endorsements later, if she wasn't the second lady of the Ji family, how could the people around her be so friendly?
In the past, she didn't understand interpersonal connections, and only thought that whether she was performing or endorsing, she relied on her own ability, including fame and respect.
But now, she understands, a large part of the reason why she got this is because she is the second miss of the Ji family.
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