Mr. Huang parked his car in front of a nightclub he had shut down, where the lights were dark and the lights were on in the distance. He knew there must be a parking space here. He wanted to find a place to be quiet by himself. Bangkok is big, where can I be accommodated? Turning off the fire and loosening his seat belt, he turned on the reading lights in the car, took out Shiya's letter and read it.

The letter was written on a pale A4 piece of paper, using the same signature pen he had given her before, and the words written in this pen were thinner than ordinary fountain pens, which was given to Huang Youhuan by a Hong Kong businessman, saying that it was very valuable. He has been reluctant to use it himself. One day, Shiya came to do something, saw it, and thought it was very beautiful, so she had to play with it, so she gave it to her.

Dear Yellow:

Does that make you angry? After all, I used to call you stupid big man. Now that you have seen this letter, it means that I have left you and left this world. The other world must be happy, without wicked people and without troubles. Even if there were, it wouldn't be more disgusting than here. I'm just fed up here.

Do you know? The first time I saw you, I wondered that there was no difference between you and me knowing those bar janitors, but the second time, when I was so hungry that I couldn't speak, I asked you for money, just to tease you. I didn't expect you to really give it to me. You saved me, you know? I don't know if you're casual, but if other girls ask you for money, you must not give it, I'll be angry! It's true!

Since it's goodbye, I'll tell you some of my little secrets, and don't tell anyone else.

My dad died very young, and I never remember what he looked like. When I was 16 years old, I was tricked out of my body by a badass teacher and became pregnant. Then I went to the principal, who threw me a little money and asked the guards to take me to kill the kids, and they fired me.

My mom scolded me at the school and at the same time, so I left home in a fit of rage and came to Bangkok on my body. Don't think I'm dirty, in the new world, I'll wash myself.

You're the first good guy I've ever met, and I didn't trust any cops. I secretly looked at your police officer card, but I didn't expect that our ancestors were still from the same place, and it was fate.

You helped me rent a house, gave me money, and made me feel like I could spend money under the sun for the first time, what a joy! I even want to repay you with my body, if you don't dislike it.

I dragged you down that day, but I couldn't help it, I didn't know that the press would come, and I didn't know that you would make a noise. I'm sorry, I apologize for you, stupid big man.

I'm gone, I'm never coming back, remember to miss me. I hid three bottles of wine in the bar where you went to find me, and they had the answers you wanted. Let's find it back!

Silly big man, remember to come to me when you get old, if you can't wait for you in 20 years, I'll die there again! If you don't come in another 20 years, I'll die again.

I will never let you go next time, haha, am you afraid.

Thy Ya, thy Ya......

The handwriting below was beginning to be completely unrecognizable, presumably she had opened the gas bottle when she wrote the letter, and was now confused.

Huang Youhuan couldn't hold back anymore, he cried in the car, he slapped the steering wheel vigorously, and the innocent disk made a "bang, bang" humming sound, mixed with the sound of rain outside the window, the world was dark, and no one had ever passed.