Chapter 180: Pain
Yu Zijin stayed in place alone, and in the blink of an eye, the director and Xiao Ren had disappeared without a trace. The laughter and laughter in the car when she set off yesterday and the sadness and shabby of being alone now made her unable to accept it all of a sudden, and she felt uncomfortable with an empty heart. Unlike hunger, this feeling has a tinge of throbbing, as if some kind of chemical reaction is burning in the heart. It consumes oxygen, and leaves pain.
She remembered a word "pain" that her elementary school teacher had said, and the word "Chu" had two meanings, one referring to a deciduous shrub, and the fresh leaves could be used as medicine. The branches are strong enough to be used as a staff. Also known as "Vitex", it is a variant of Vitex in the genus Vitex in the Verbenaceae family, with quadrangular branches. Leaves opposite, palmately compound, leaflets lanceolate or elliptic-lanceolate, apex acuminate, base wedge-shaped, margins coarsely serrate, surface green, backside pale green, usually pubescent. Panicles apical, corolla pale purple. The fruit is nearly spherical and black. It blooms in June-July and bears fruit in August-November.
Born in the bushes on the roadside of a hillside. Take the fresh leaves of vitex into medicine, and decoction with water, so bitter that it can not be eaten, but it has a miraculous effect on wind and cold, sha, abdominal pain, vomiting and diarrhea, dysentery, rheumatism, athlete's foot, flowing fire, carbuncle, athlete's foot and other symptoms.
The second refers to the ancient torture rod, or the small rod that the school reprimanded the students. Once when she was in a math class in the fifth grade, Yu Zijin remembered very clearly that she had a very congested nose because of a cold, and she was groggy. The math teacher thought she was sleeping in class, and whipped her in the neck with a whip made of bamboo, and now there was a very shallow, shallow scar there. What she didn't know was that most of the other classmates had given gifts on the teacher's birthday, and she hadn't. She thinks that as long as she studies hard, she will repay the teacher, although the teacher usually asks for this.
Yu Zijin felt that if this pain was combined with loneliness, then it would constitute "pain". A person's pain is like a broken body and a connected head, which can neither be stopped nor broken.
She looked around, but there was no one. Only the lonely mountains stretch endlessly, like doom surrounding a little girl who has just stepped into society.
Yu Zijin once thought that he had found the real savior. After groping for so long in the dark life, the cold underground tunnel-like life finally saw the light, she thought that she and her father, and sister had finally survived, but she didn't expect that this happiness came too quickly and went too quickly, and it seemed that she had taken everything away from her before she had time to enjoy the wonderful experience.
She lowered her head, wanting to cry but couldn't. The ancient money in her palm was like a knife, sharpening the toughness of her palm.
Yu Zijin took the ancient coin in front of him and looked at it carefully. It is almost exactly the same as the one given to him by the abbot monk of the nearby temple, if there is a difference, it is that this one is newer and brighter.
Yu Zijin didn't know what this ancient coin was for, and he didn't know what the relationship between the last one and this one was. She remembered what the director had told when he left, Changlin people are people with a capital letter. Although she was ignorant, she also understood in her heart that this was a noble belief, not only an entrustment, but also an expectation.
Yu Zijin carefully hid the ancient money on his body, and looked at the direction where the director was running. A strong wind blew and blew through her clothes and hair. There were faint tears on her delicate face, and when they had dried it, she would run in her own direction.
Remember, the soft stick, the 9 in the palm of the hand, Mr. Fairy and the rabbit, he ran briskly down the hill while chanting the instructions of these comrades.