Chapter 183: Who Knows How My Heart Is

"Ahem... Cough... That Qiu Di, we have something to do, let's go first. ”

It was the old horse who broke the embarrassment first, and Dai Lanjun, who was holding the Qiu flute, glared angrily, which made him unnatural, he walked silently past the two of them, and Dai Lanjun did not mean to give way, he turned sideways and walked against the wall, but he still didn't dodge, Dai Lanjun held a wall in his hand, and asked directly: "What's it called?" Live there, take out your ID card. ”

"I ...... Did you commit a crime?" Ma Shucheng was stunned and said, he didn't expect to meet an unreasonable policeman here, he was still a woman, he looked at Qiu Di, Qiu Di nodded slightly, signaling Lao Ma not to be disobedient, Lao Ma was nervous, and quickly took out his wallet, ID card, and release certificate, Dai Lanjun swept it away, and said unhappily: "Oh, I said how do you look at you unpleasantly, the prisoner who has been released after completing his sentence is unpleasant...... What are you doing here?"

"Hmm...... Chatting, aren't you going to eat?" Ma Shucheng said with a smile, he could see that the other party seemed to have a fire and did not send it to Qiu Di, and it was all on him, no, he hooked his finger and called Cui Xiaotian: "You...... Come here, papers!"

"Hey, here you go...... Contemptible Cui Xiaotian. Cui Xiaotian looked at Qiu Di's face, piled up a smile, and said very politely.

I can't find any trouble here, Dai Lanjun is embarrassed to be embarrassed!

Geng Baolei ran to Dai Lanjun, nodded and said, "Sister Dai, when are you coming back?"

Dai Lanjun didn't pay attention to this stubble, and he was embarrassed to spitting out the first cow carcass. The pipin faint also resumed the apologetic flash

"Didn't do anything...... You don't know him, he's just come from a world full of men, a prisoner, he's a man who likes men, a gay. Geng Baolei introduced with a smile, Dai Lanjun frowned and looked at Cui Xiaotian, crying and laughing, Cui Xiaotian explained with a gentle smile: "He introduced it very clearly, the only thing that was missed is that I am his boyfriend." ”

As he spoke, a hand was put on Geng Baolei's shoulder, uh...... Geng Baolei was nauseated, and Cui Xiaotian stimulated him and said: "My dear, from a scientific point of view, men and men will not have symptoms of morning sickness, you are like this these days, is there someone outside?"

As soon as Geng Baolei was angry, Lao Ma and Cui Xiaotian laughed, Dai Lanjun couldn't stand it a little, and directly pulled the door and pointed outside: "Go out and be disgusting, who are they?"

A few people went out of the door like an amnesty, knocking ...... The door slammed shut behind them.

Running out of the door of the building to relieve this breath, the old horse said with palpitations: "Oh mom, this reminds me of prison life, and the discipline is so tiger-faced for a day...... Qiu Di is miserable now. ”

"There is no worst, only worse. Geng Baolei said.

"What do you mean?" the old horse didn't understand.

Geng Baolei whispered, and the old horse exclaimed: "Ah!? can't it, it's such a coincidence? I pried other people's women and ended other people's nests, Qiu Di's thing is too inauthentic." ”

Cui Xiaotian was stunned when he heard that this was actually Yu Shicheng's ex-girlfriend, and even he didn't believe it a little, theoretically, Qiu Di's sling, if he repaired it for another five hundred years, he couldn't reach the same level as others, Geng Baolei said, believe it or not, do you go and talk about it now, Shenghua's stock price turned over in half a month is a group of slings, will anyone believe it?

This is also true, Cui Xiaotian pondered the connection, he walked and asked: "It seems that something is wrong, I must know something about the situation when I come so angrily...... Based on her reaction, how do I think her old love for her ex-boyfriend is unforgettable?"

"It makes sense, if you have broken up and gritted your teeth with hatred, you should be eager to see Yu Shicheng fall so unlucky. "Ma Shu became enlightened.

"I make you sad, a philosopher said that love is not hurt and hurt, sweetness and marriage are nothing more than a kind of comfort for hurt...... Brother Ma, if you don't say it, I can see that you have been hurt. Geng Baolei smiled, the phone rang, he stopped to take it, Lao Ma slapped him on the back of the head speechlessly, and this group of young people, more and more bottomless, only Cui Xiaotian was unmoved, he smiled and said: "Boss Ma, on emotional issues, I welcome you to join my ranks." ”

"On the side, I'd rather be hurt. Ma Shucheng was stunned and avoided Cui Xiaotian.

The more afraid of things, the more things will come to the door, Geng Baolei's phone is from the hospital, and when he receives it, it seems to be struck by lightning: "Ah...... What? The man is gone, what are you doctors and nurses doing? He can run away with a lame leg?...... Waiting for me to sue you......"

Putting down the phone, he pulled the two of them nervously and said, "Hurry up...... The escort called, and Erpi ran away...... This girl, you can't think of looking for a short view, right?"

"It's impossible, at most to have fun, how can you find a short view. Cui Xiaotian said.

"How impossible, I can't accept the fact that I am disabled, what is impossible to find a short-term vision. Geng Baolei said. Ma Shucheng said: "Wrong, absolutely not, becoming a disabled person will not be worse than his previous life, if you care about the eyes of others, can he live to this day?"

"Let's go, what if he repents and wants to abandon this life and this life and reincarnate as a new person?" Geng Baolei said.

"Can't it, he will be reincarnated again like that, isn't he stealing chickens and dogs, eating, drinking, prostituting and gambling?" Cui Xiaotian said.

The three of them stopped a taxi and went straight to the hospital, one was still unconscious, the other was limp and lost, no matter what, it always makes people's hearts heavy............

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The one who went out began to be anxious, but the one who stayed was quiet, closing the door, Dai Lanjun leaned against the door, looking at Qiu Di who didn't say a word, lazily leaning against the wall, that calm, that quiet, as if waiting for the eyes of lovers who had been reunited for a long time, the difference was that the eyes were not as hot as usual.

"You've been back for a week and this place is still there for the only reason you. Qiu Di said.

Dai Lanjun was stunned, and suddenly felt as if he had lost something, and his heart ached faintly. From vaguely knowing to slowly becoming clear, under Qiu Di's handsome face, she still looks like she is covered with a veil, and she seems to be transparent to him.

"Sure enough, it's you. Dai Lanjun said, she felt a little inexplicable when she said this.

"I don't shy away from it, in fact, you can ask me directly. Qiu Di said.

He watched Dai Lanjun stop talking several times, biting his lower lip several times, suppressing his temper, and tilting his head to the ceiling several times, but he didn't want to look at him. He silently sat back on the sofa, poured a glass of water, siped, and then opened the pot again, reminding Dai Lanjun: "You just stand like this?"

This reminder shocked Dai Lanjun, she had an urge to open the door and leave, just like she mustered up a lot of courage and no longer saw Qiu Di, but in the end she failed, she silently sat back on the sofa, holding her cheeks with her hands, and re-examined herself in a slowly calm thought.

The sound of whirring water sounded, and she looked up at Qiu Di several times, Qiu Di was waiting quietly, as if to give full consideration time, she closed her eyes, as if she had no choice, as if she was unable to speak.

"Sue me, how did this qiΔ“ happen, Lao Dong chose to sit idly by, Guan Qianjiao was the first to discover the hacker, and Yu Shicheng is now on a red notice...... And Bao Xiaosan is in a severe coma, how did this happen?" Dai Lanjun asked.

"Then you must know Du Chaojun, nicknamed Lao Poison. Qiu Di said.

Know, of course I know, when I fell in love with Yu Shicheng, a lot of trivial things were run by the army, this person gave her a good impression, just like all the mixed looks, standard dog-legged characters, Dai Lanjun nodded and said: "Of course I know, I even know his wife, he is in prison, and her wife contacts me to find a way out." ”

Since Bao Xiaosan is already like this, then Dai Lanjun will not be unable to think of the reason for the accident on No. 81, if he can achieve that level, he really can't find a few people, or, even if there is one in front of him, Dai Lanjun stared at Qiu Di, staring very complicatedly, he said softly: "Why do you want to target him? You don't know each other at all...... If I hadn't known you, I might have married him. ”

"It's not that I'm targeting him, without me, there are also people targeting him, you should contact more, such as Shenghua, such as Singapore's stock market, for example, for example, recently rumored, the merchant alliance collectively resisted the sniping of short-selling institutions. Qiu Di said, the story on the face is very positive, Sheng Hua is at the forefront of public opinion, it is impossible for Dai Lanjun not to know the connection.

"Luo Chengren, I also know ...... I know a lot of customers at No. 81, just a group of profiteers. Dai Lanjun said.

"Also Yu Shicheng?" Qiu Di asked.

"Yes, in that circle, no one is immune. Dai Lanjun said.

"Then I still don't understand your intentions, I thought that we might never get a chance to meet...... I've cleaned up your home, and Fei Ming handed over the key to you, right?" Qiu Di said.

I went back to the house, and that warm little building had a deep meaning to Dai Lanjun, she looked at Qiu Di strangely, and asked inexplicably: "That used to be the place where Yu Shicheng and I lived, when you think of me being someone else's girlfriend, it will definitely make you feel embarrassed, sue me, is there?"

"I'm going to say no, it's definitely a lie. Qiu Di smiled, picked up the boiling water, changed the cup and poured a cup, he looked at Dai Lanjun, looked at it warmly, as if recalling the moment of happiness between the two, he said: "Men are selfish, so my answer is: Yes!"

"I see, if I don't come to you, you'll never see me again?" Dai Lanjun asked.

"What's the use of me seeing you if your heart is still somewhere else?" Qiu Di said.

"Do you know where my heart is?" Dai Lanjun sneered disdainfully.

"Now I know. Qiu Di smiled and stretched out his hand, trying to soothe her face, but Dai Lanjun dodged it with one side of his head, Qiu Di retracted his hand in embarrassment, Dai Lanjun groaned: "If it was someone else's doing, I might be able to sit back and watch, but why are you ...... That group of profiteers did not have a good thing, they laundered money, manipulated the stock market, sold insider information, and even helped the bureaucrats who were released to sell and buy officials, and helped those corrupt officials to transfer assets abroad...... This is what I've always been thinking about, and I really can't figure out how Yu Shicheng became like this...... But no matter what, we had that after all, and ...... He was genuine to me. ”

Dai Lanjun rested his head on the back of the sofa, as if he was groaning in pain.

"Do you want me to say sorry for this?" Qiu Di asked.

Dai Lanjun looked at him sideways, and there was a hint of apology on Qiu Di's face, and she muttered, "Don't spoil your mood, you must be very proud...... In contrast, I think Yu Shicheng is a little cuter than you, we used to be childhood sweethearts, you know? His father and my father have a very good relationship, both were born in design, and they were both sent to work because of the Cultural Revolution, they almost went back to the city together, and even my parents got married because of his father's introduction......... He was a few years older than me, and when he was a child, a large number of children in the courtyard said that I was his daughter-in-law, and if anyone bullied me, he would be the first to stand up and protect me...... That's him!"

Qiu Di was a little painful, from the surprise of the first meeting to the present, he didn't know that the other party had such a deep feeling.

"What happened later?" Qiu Di asked.

"He has always been good at character and learning, but his life is always not good, his parents returned to the city and their lives just took a turn for the better, his mother was in a car accident, his father has never married, in the 80s to help build Africa, he is the first generation of designers to go abroad...... I can now remember Uncle Yu's appearance, he is a very pure person, a person who has dedicated his blood and youth to the motherland, and his children and grandchildren......" Dai Lanjun said.

"Deceased?" Qiu Di asked.

"Overworked and died in office...... At that time, Yu Shicheng had just entered middle school, and later he was admitted to the public to go abroad, but he didn't rely on anyone, he relied on his own ability to study abroad...... And I, because I was too stubborn, I couldn't even go to a decent university, and I was driven into the army by my grandfather, hehe, I think it was all yesterday, and it changed so much in the blink of an eye. Dai Lanjun seemed to be laughing at himself. She never imagined that she would narrate the love story with another man in front of a man, but she took a few sips of water like a demon, and said stupidly: "He came back like his father after graduation, became a civil servant, and soon got a position in the embassy because of his excellence, and he went for a few years...... And I became the leader of the army, or the worst kind, if it weren't for the blessing of my family, I am afraid that I would have had a problem finding a job......"

Women's chatter doesn't need a reason, and many times you can't find out what makes them chatter, but Qiu Di can see that perhaps, Dai Lanjun also really likes Yu Shicheng, at least it used to be.

"I've been talking about him, you won't feel embarrassed, will you?" Dai Lanjun asked suddenly, again inexplicably.

Qiu Di looked at her, his face was tired, his eyes were once smart, with a bit of resentment and haggardness, he smiled and said, "You know, I have always respected you, including your feelings. ”

"Including my feelings for him?" Dai Lanjun asked.

"Yes. Once a relationship. Qiu Di said.

"How do you know that I don't have feelings for him right now? Maybe I have a lot of feelings...... We've been in love for many years, and even though I know that he hasn't done anything serious since he returned to the Ministry of Commerce, and even though I know that he may have done a lot of illegal things in private, I still can't forget him...... What kind of feelings do you know? Maybe I will never forget him in my life. Dai Lanjun said, when she said this, inexplicably, two lines of tears flowed on her face, she turned her head sideways and wiped them away silently.

Qiu Di added hot water to her, and suddenly saw her crippled hand, he put down the kettle, and subconsciously touched it, Dai Lanjun was caught, Qiu Di took off his gloves, looked at the hideous wound, and carefully put it on her, and then when he looked at her again, he found that she was also looking at herself stupidly. It's just that my hands are so cold.

Suddenly, Dai Lanjun withdrew her hand, as if she was afraid of being seen on her ugly side, and she said angrily: "Is it necessary to be so fake? What else can't you do for money?"

"Then what are you for? For Yu Shicheng, it is contrary to your professional code of conduct and your personal feelings. Qiu Di asked rhetorically.

"I ......" Dai Lanjun sneered, and suddenly found that his position was very embarrassing, for what?

As if covering up, she suddenly got angry, picked up the cup, slammed it on the ground, clanged loudly, and then got up, about to brush her sleeves away, Qiu Di stretched out her hand, grabbed her left arm, she turned around and shouted angrily: "Let go!"

didn't let go, the grip tightened, Dai Lanjun waved his hand "horn", a crisp slap, Qiu Di didn't dodge, it didn't seem that he didn't expect such a play, Dai Lanjun was stunned, as if he didn't expect it to be so easy, Qiu Di's skills were easy to dodge.

Both of them were stunned, and Qiu Di slowly let go, very surprised. Dai Lanjun sat down slowly, wanting to soothe the corners of Qiu Di's bleeding mouth, but he couldn't muster up that bit of courage.

"I'm sorry, I'm just angry...... I'm ......," Dai Lanjun said.

"It's fine, it's much better than I thought it would be. Qiu Di said.

"What do you imagine the result is?" Dai Lanjun suddenly apologized and disappeared.

"I don't want to go back to how deep your relationship was, but it was a ...... But I can see that you are disappointed in him, if you are still so loyal to each other, how can I have a chance? Do you remember in Wushi? We spend the first month every day, even fools can see that you are strict and lack of emotional life, hehe...... How long have you not been together?" Qiu Di asked.

Dai Lanjun turned his head sideways and avoided the topic.

Qiu Di was not polite, sat closer, hugged her, moved upright, Dai Lanjun pressed against his throat, not allowed to get close at all, Qiu Di stared at her like a lustful heart, and said in a deep voice: "You have been lying to me!"

"Fart, you've been lying to me!" Dai Lanjun tit-for-tat, and the anger was vented.

"You're just farting...... You and Lao Dong have been lying to me since they met, and almost deceived me to my death. Qiu Di said angrily.

"Southern Xinjiang is where you go, and no one is forcing you...... The look in your eyes is wrong from the moment you see me, don't think I can't see what you're thinking. Dai Lanjun glared angrily, a man looks at a beautiful woman, what kind eyes can he have.

"Nonsense, if Lao Dong is a fool, Lao Tzu doesn't care about his life or death...... What's wrong with I like you, what's wrong with liking you?" Qiu Di glared, as if preparing for a duel, holding Dai Lanjun's throat lock hand with one hand, and reaching over with the other hand to touch Dai Lanjun's face.

"You don't want to touch me again...... You bastard, my parents treat Yu Shicheng as a son, how can I face it?" Dai Lanjun said viciously, I am afraid that he has no intention of accepting Yu Shicheng's planting in the hands of Qiu Di.

"What he did was to break the law and commit crimes, and he took the blame for himself. Qiu Di said.

"He earns intermediary fees and commissions, which are much more noble than those who scrape people's fat and ointment...... You bastard, do you know how many people he is hunted down and killed now? He is on the list of stolen goods abroad, and this is the result of endless death, and if he dies, he will be arrested sooner or later. Dai Lanjun said, his hand tightened, as if he wanted to strangle Qiu Di to death.

Qiu Di moved, tilted her head, Dai Lanjun couldn't change her momentum, her wrist was bitten, and then she was caught off guard, and was pressed on the sofa by Qiu Di, she was on her knees, her neck was stalked, and she was about to bite, threatening Qiu Di to leave a certain distance, the two looked at each other at this dangerous distance, Qiu Di was like a chicken blood, ready to commit violence at any time. Dai Lanjun was ready to die, as if he was ready to die together.

"You're still lying to me, and you're lying to yourself. Qiu Di said.

"Fuck off...... From now on, I will regard you as an enemy. Dai Lanjun said angrily, his eyes were on fire, he was really like an enemy.

"You can't do it, you like me. Qiu Di said.

"Phew!" Dai Lanjun spat.

"Why bother, to go to such lengths to know what I think, what I will do to you...... Actually, you can ask me directly, there's no need to lie under the same bed with me, and deliberately call out the name of 'Shicheng' when you get up in the morning, right?" Qiu Di said.

Suddenly, Dai Lanjun's hand suddenly weakened as if she had been hit by the vital point, and she looked at Qiu Di suspiciously.

"You like me, but you don't want me to be burdened, maybe it's because I know Yu Shicheng's reason, maybe it's because you think we may have no results, but no matter what the reason is, it will definitely not be the reason why you and Yu Shicheng have a deep relationship, you can't go home a few times a year, how can you have the inertia of getting up to call people...... You did it on purpose, right?" Qiu Di asked.

"It's not. Dai Lanjun turned his head sideways and ignored him.

"You left me the key to your house, and I looked at it like a kennel...... What the hell is it that can be a place to fall in love? You also want to tell me that no one has been to your private space yet...... Is that right?" Qiu Di asked.

"You don't put decals on your face, I can't wait to strangle you with my own hands. Dai Lanjun was inexplicably a little embarrassed, she jumped, and suddenly pressed Qiu Di back, she rode on Qiu Di, pressed her hands together, gritted her teeth, but the gesture stopped, Qiu Di was looking at her, she didn't resist at all, she was as embarrassed as if she was being spied on.

"But you can't bear it, otherwise you won't come...... I know what you think, and you want me to accept your unobtrusive gift......... I'm sorry, I can't accept the way of living on others, what I need, I will take it myself. Qiu Di said, he took out his pocket, took out his wallet, threw it on the coffee table, and said: "You can check, I earned more than 2 million yuan, and I have legally paid taxes...... I have my way, I will live the life I love, and no one can stop me. ”

Dai Lanjun's hand slowly loosened, Qiu Di said it, her unknown intentions, for a while, she was a little ashamed, but she didn't know how to face it, this was a confessional showdown.

"Pretend to be a fart, I found a lot of women in his phone****...... You've been separated for a long time, maybe that's why you broke his good deeds, right? Look at me...... Sue me, do you still love that person?" Qiu Di said, her fingers softly picked Dai Lanjun's chin, Dai Lanjun did not hide, she looked at Qiu Di up close, getting closer and closer, as if she was experiencing a violent struggle, word by word:

"I... Only... Love... Him!"

"Force... I'm strong... Storm you..." Qiu Di got up slowly, with a ruthless face, Dai Lanjun waited for her, gritted his teeth, as if he was ready to fight hard at any time, Qiu Di was not polite, wiped the blood on the corner of his mouth, stretched out his hand, and roughly pushed away Dai Lanjun's blocking hand, pulled, kissed fiercely, kissed roughly, reached into her clothes, caress wantonly, and then roughly pressed her on the sofa, unceremoniously untied her clothes, Dai Lanjun finally resisted in vain, curled up with both hands, protecting her chest, and the hot-headed Qiu Di found that she didn't know when, she was panting with tears。

"Bastard, you don't care about my feelings at all. Dai Lanjun muttered, and she pinched the vengeance flute that lay on her face fiercely.

"It doesn't matter whose girlfriend you used to be, but from today on, I see you as my confiner...... Only I can do this to you. Qiu Di raised his head slightly, domineering.

The momentum was incomparably defeated Dai Lanjun's last resistance, she was paralyzed, her arms were gently wrapped around Qiu Di's neck, her whole chest was released, watching Qiu Di greedily sucking on her chest, she gently pinched Qiu Di's neck, felt him kiss her chest, awkwardly took off her belt, kicked off her trousers, and stabbed into her body so rudely...... The instantaneous pain and irritation made her hand clenched even tighter.

The pain, and the stimulation and pleasure brought by the pain, made her sigh lightly, her eyes opened a slit, and she saw Qiu Di's pants half-faded, and she was throwing her clothes on the wolf coffee table, the dark skin and the private ** parts that the two had touched together were almost the same color, and the naked, naked living room scene made her ashamed to look directly. And Qiu Di, who regarded her as a forbidden body, raised her legs higher as if on purpose, and made a fierce sprint more rudely, she wanted to resist, but she couldn't resist the pleasure that was getting clearer and clearer, just like she wanted to hold on, but couldn't hold back the outpouring of desire...... She murmured like pain, like pleasure, like embarrassment:

"Bastard...... Bastard...... You're a bastard......"