Chapter 386: Morley
Morley was born in Shanghai to a father who was a middle school teacher and a mother who worked as a grinder.
His father wanted Morley to have a skill, so when Morley was young, he wanted Morley to learn a musical instrument.
When he was about to enter elementary school, Morley went with them to Zunyi, Guizhou, where there was an industrial base, and many Shanghainese went there to support the construction. The environment is extremely difficult, food is insufficient, non-staple food is scarce, and meat can only be eaten once a month, and soy products can only be eaten twice. Cultural life is even poorer, and learning music is almost a luxury. Children's toys are mostly scrapped screws, bearings and polished pebbles.
Even in such an environment, his father did not miss any opportunity to expose Morley to music. Downstairs from the Morleys lived the militia company commander Xiao Wang, and his Jinghu was doing well. Morley studied with him, and the tuition fee was that Morley's family invited him to dinner every week.
Learning from Mr. Xiao Wang is both fun and boring. Jinghu's bow technique is very special, requiring good arm strength, wrist strength and finger strength, and for children, it needs painful training. The father cooperated with Teacher Xiao Wang, with a red face and a white face, almost indoctrination and cramming. But in the future, this kind of education is necessary, and the bad habits of children can be corrected as soon as possible.
Two years later, Xiao Wang's piano skills were no longer enough to teach Morley. His father took Mo Li to Zunyi City to visit famous teachers, and Mo Li remembered that there was an old man in the Peking Opera Troupe who had two strokes, and he corrected Mo Li's fingering and talked about how to properly use the upper and lower glides. At this time, Molila's repertoire was all part of the model opera, which was extremely fortunate for beginners. Because, these music absorb the strengths of others and integrate the achievements of several generations of national and folk artists, which can be said to be the culmination of Chinese music, and it is simple, simple, and upright.
In third grade, his parents sent Morley back to Shanghai.
Morley began more formal musical training. Morley's new teacher is a well-known pianist who is very old and has lost his job because of rightist rhetoric and is at home. He gave Morley some of the general scores of the model plays and taught Morley to practice with staves. Morley was able to understand the variations of the various voices, and abandoned the bad habit of adding flowers at random, and played strictly according to the pads of the score. His score for Morley became Morley's earliest musical enlightenment material, and played an immeasurable role in Morley's later development. However, at that time, Morley was too young and playful, and always used hide-and-seek methods to avoid teaching, and did not satisfy the teacher. Morley still has a copy of the score of The Red Lantern with his name written on it. Now that he is no longer alive, Morley keeps the book as a memorial to his teachings.
Later, Morley went to the Municipal Children's Palace and participated in many literary and artistic activities, often going to factories, villages, and troops to perform for workers, peasants and soldiers. In the fight against the right-leaning overturning wind, there were many singing competitions, and Morley's school let Morley serve as the choral conductor, in fact, it was just a decoration, a performance gimmick, but it was also a glorious thing to be able to show off in front of teachers and students from many other schools in the gymnasium. Because Morley is in the limelight, he doesn't study hard, feels that he is a little special, and attracts the envy of others. There are a pair of brothers in Morley's class, they are old repeaters, and I heard that they are the sons of the commander of a certain military region, and there are a group of "little brothers" gathered around them, and they always have trouble getting along with Morley. To this end, Morley also organized some "fellow believers" to confront them. What is particularly interesting is that Morley also bought a single copy of "On the Protracted War" for each of Morley's "fellow believers", which retailed for only seven cents at the time. Who can read such a book? It has become a kind of logo and fashion for Morley's gang. However, the Morleys' activities were more interesting than theirs, and the girls were willing to associate with the Morleys, and gradually, their people joined the Morleys' side. By the time Morley was about to rise to the fifth grade, Morley had twenty or thirty people, and they were well-known in the area of Yongjia Road. The Morleys often meet in the idle buses, and I remember one time when Morley told the story of "The Pearl Tower" to everyone, and was overheard by a car mechanic, saying that it was a pornographic story, and warned the Morleys; The Morleys are getting more and more excessive, and even hide in a fellow student to learn to smoke; Discover the secrets of sex between men and women in the bomb shelter of a nearby Chinese middle school; until the night to secretly change the signboards of "Shanghai Film Translation Factory" and "No. 5 Middle School"; Of course, there are also crowds to fight, skip classes, and cheat on exams...... It wasn't until one day, when Morley's school organized a movie, that a girl who was usually very good with Morley told Morley in the movie theater that Morley had learned badly, and Morley began to be alert. She was older than Morley, and precocious, and seemed to know more than Morley, and Morley listened to her advice. On the way home, Morley walked together for a while, as if it was snowing, very peaceful, and Morley could feel the temperature of her warm and moist breath falling on Morley's face. She said Morley was different from them, and talked about her parents. Somehow, these words touched Morley's feelings of longing, and Morley suddenly missed Morley's parents in the southwest very, very much. So, Morley suddenly became silent, and sent three letters to Morley's father in a row, asking him to pick up Morley.
When his father came to pick up Morley, the leader died. The whole country is enveloped in an atmosphere of grief, and Morley is also sad, but it is not because of the death of the leader, but because of the growth of the youth. Growing up requires some unexpected events, such as the end of an era, such as Morley is about to leave and say goodbye to you.
Morley's junior high school was in Guizhou, and Morley's high school returned to Shanghai.
In junior high school, Morley's music education almost stopped. No one asked Morley to practice, and Morley's jinghu hung on the wall, covered with a thick layer of ash, and when the rain passed, the snakeskin cracked.
In junior high school, Morley's education was mainly done outside of class, and his father prepared a lot of poetry books for Morley and made a plan for Morley. Morley reads these books, reads them hard, loses the opportunity to play with other children, and becomes like a nerd. Fortunately, there is a record player at home, and Morley and his sister often use it to listen to music. Morley's sister studied cello and now plays the piano well, but she seems to have no connection with music. At that time, the younger sister was Morley's musical classmate, and Morley listened to Tchaikovsky, Beethoven, and Strauss, and listened to it with fascination. One day, however, his father suddenly asked Morley, "What's the point of all this?" Can any of you tell Morley what is written here? Morley finally discovered that his father was very ignorant of music, and he even hated music at times. Later, Morley started a band, and he didn't appreciate Morley's works, and he didn't like the people who worked with Morley. Morley was even more certain that he hated music. However, many years later, one day when Morley returned home from his way to earn a living, he told him that he had just had a dream in which he seemed to hear Morley singing, and the singing was as clear as if it were coming from the back building. Morley gradually discovered that when Morley was not at home, he always took out Morley's records and listened to them over and over again. Now, Morley doesn't talk much about music with almost anyone, but he often talks to Morley's parents. Morley found that their reactions were so sharp and so accurate. Especially my father, who was a little deaf in his ears, and Morley wrote a song on the piano, which he didn't seem to hear, but suddenly he noticed some very unusual details.
Because he wanted to go on to higher education, Morley returned to Shanghai again. The city is already very different from when Morley left it. The streets are no longer quiet, and there are more pedestrians. Morley often wanders around Yongjia Road in Xuhui District alone, not looking for his elementary school classmates, but just listening to Morley's childhood frolicking in those alleys and triangular gardens. But nothing could be heard except the sound of the wind, the rain, and the glamour of pop songs. Morley returns to the cinema where Morley frequented, where he unexpectedly meets his companion who had read "On the Protracted War", and he tells Morley that after Morley left, everyone was still playing together, but then the trouble got bigger and bigger, until one of them was caught for rape.
Two years ago, Morley remembered these memories again, and some of the voices lingered, so he wrote a string quartet.
In the fall of 1982, Morley began studying at the medical department of Shanghai College of Traditional Chinese Medicine. This school is top-notch in business.
At that time, there were many poetry clubs in various universities, and salon clubs were clustered. Morley was attracted to poetry because he wrote it. At a lecture at Shanghai University on the "Stars Art Exhibition", Morley got to know many student poets from various colleges and universities, and literary and artistic young people in society. His association with them greatly influenced Morley's thinking. Morley also began to organize literary and artistic groups in Morley's school to develop and promote the New Poetry Movement. After a period of hard work, in the winter of 1985, the groups held a conference at the Riva Tea House of East China Normal University, attended by more than 100 people, after which the journal was launched. Momo, Meng Lang, Liu Manliu, Jing Bute, etc., had a close relationship with Mo Li at that time. Because Morley is at a distance from "The Continent" on many issues and concepts, he did not participate in specific work. Many of the people who participated in the New Poetry Movement were motivated by the pursuit of ideals, but later some of them went to the opposite side of the people. Outside of work, Morley often thinks about those unforgettable days, the sounds and smiles of his friends.
At that time, he was still a child, and he didn't know anything about the world. Morley simply learns to marry and often sleeps in girls' buildings overnight, but they are actually the age of the first love, but they do everything they can to hurt each other. Morley and several men and women of the Poetry Society, picking up the train, going up and down from south to north, drunk to the sky, lying naked in the peasant's field; Smoking and smoking, the tongue is numb, and the mouth is full of bitterness; talked all night on the roof of the anatomy teaching building, played love games, and the most excessive one, only slept for two hours in seven days; In order to chase a German girl, desperately learn English and German; All the way to the end, looking for sulfuric acid in pharmacological laboratories, consulting a large number of books, formulating stimulants.
A lot of good things have been done. rescued a drug-addicted youth who fell into the water in Dong'an Park; Every Friday, I regularly visit a terminal cancer patient; tutoring the neighbor's children to learn English; Organize students to fight against the unreasonable school dietetic department; Relief for students from other places with poor economic conditions; Arrange programs for grade level activities during the New Year's holidays; In the winter, I practiced in the hospital, and I put the earpiece on my chest and put it on the patient.
However, it is the inflated vanity that prevails, and everything is just for the show. This offended many people, especially the political work cadres, who were not used to it, and made up their minds to rectify Moli. Later, Morley formed a rock band and wrote big-character posters in response to the student movement at the end of 1985. After the first concert, Morley was invited in by the Municipal Public Security Bureau. After three months of investigation, Morley's case was returned to the school, but the school was not prepared to admit Morley, and they sent him to a labor camp. At the labor camp, Morley stayed for three years.
As for forming a band, it was inspired by Alan Ginsberg. Few people know that Ginsburg came to Shanghai in the eighties. Because I was a little afraid of him at that time, I didn't do a lot of publicity, and I was afraid that he would suddenly sit on the streets of Shanghai and open his voice and sing. The lecture was held in a small building at Fudan University, and foreign students admired him and went there one after another. Morley went with Morley's German girlfriend, and he didn't know that the beats written on the ad were the "Beat Generation". Ginsburg recited excerpts from "Mother" in an infectious voice. He also took out his monophonic accordion and Australian rocks to introduce the unique art of chanting. After the lecture, Morley talked to him for a while, mainly about the modern Chinese poetry he was interested in.
Morley once felt the benefits of the difference between written and spoken Chinese, and was also extremely embarrassed that poetry and song were finally separated in the long river of language. The chants in Ginsburg seem to give Morley a hint. Is it necessary to revive the tradition of string songs in the modernization of the Chinese language? Is the language of hearing simply equivalent to the rough northern colloquialism? Can the modernization of the Chinese language only follow the path of Indo-Europeanization? How to popularize the slang of vernacular literature?
Morley's first thought was singing. Singing poetry is not only a test, but also a direct test. That's where Morley's work really began. Morley and Ye Qifu, a student of architecture, formed a creative group called "Goodbye", which was later renamed "Sun Companions Modern Urban Folk Song Singing Group". However, it was chaotic at that time, with singing at times, rock at times, and ballads at times. Actually, it's just related to the books and records that Morley came into contact with. Woody Gasser, Joan Baez, Bob Dylan, John Lennon, Vladimir Vysowski, Chen Da, Nuglula...... A long list of characters followed the Morleys. The Morleys were not quite sure what path to take, and they were struggling to figure it out. In addition, the theme of growth is not yet complete, and the lives of the Morleys are also flickering and dark.
Morley began to pick up Morley's music again and learned to play the guitar. It was between 1984 and 1985, a time when Morley became quiet, disdainful of social activities and less interested in the modernist modernism of the study. Morley spends a great deal of time studying and experiencing acoustics and experiential languages, and has weekly rehearsals and creative discussions with the band members at the center of his work. Morley once again smells the lilacs of early spring, and once again notices the subtle beauty of the maidens—the people waiting at the same station at regular times, the meticulous rain and the wild birds perched on the power lines, and the railroad line that extends to the seashore, all of which will catch Morley's attention. The days became orderly, however, a new beginning was rudely interrupted. Morley lost his freedom.
After spending three months in the city bureau's detention center, Morley was escorted to the Yingao Road transit station, where the new RTL instructors underwent initial training before being sent to farms in other places. Morley was shaved and photographed, with no dignity and no prestige. Because of his poor physical condition and other special reasons, one of Morley's feet began to become inflamed and suppurated.
The Morleys were to be sent to Chuandong Farm in Dafeng County, Jiangsu Province. This renovated farm was built in the early days of liberation as a women's school, and it was there that prostitutes in old Shanghai were completely reformed. In the more than two years in Dafeng, Morley also saw many reformed prostitutes, who have now become field workers, marrying people and having children. I remember one time, when Morley was crushing buds in the mill and working for several days in a row, his expression was in a trance, and his bones were about to loosen, and his heart was in despair. A grandmother, who was a bad person back then, said to Morley: "Don't be afraid, you can't die if you do it." I'm from the past, and I haven't seen anyone who has died for years. If you are afraid that your heart will die, if your heart does not die, everything will be fine. These words, along with some of the attention she later gave Morley, helped Morley survive the dangerous period.
The Morleys were escorted to the farm during the Mid-Autumn Festival in 1986, when the moon was surprisingly good. At dinner that day, two eggs were given to each person, and the old man said that he would leave tomorrow, and eating eggs meant to let Morley get out. At three o'clock in the evening, a terrible whistle sounded in the cell. After a period of tossing, the Morleys were stuffed into a prisoner's cart and exiled en masse with their bedding. Through the barred car window, Morley saw the night sky of Shanghai with a clear full moon, serene, beautiful and warm. After passing some familiar streets, the beautiful association swelled with tears in my heart, it was really "very good, not round". Originally, Morley was supposed to sit with his family. Suddenly, it occurred to Morley that how many families could not be reunited on such a night?
This Mid-Autumn Festival seems to be a metaphor, and later, all misfortunes seem to have chosen this day to come. As the year passed, Morley looked up at the moon and wrote with tears in his eyes:
"The moon is always round when it is separated, and it always comes when it is loved."
At that time, Morley's family was in extreme difficulty, his mother had retired from illness, and her salary was meager; My sister is doing an internship and has not yet earned a penny; And his father is far away in Guizhou, because to support the family, he must stay there alone and earn a salary of dozens of yuan. In order to buy the necessary books for Morley and mail the necessities of life, his mother, through a relative's introduction, dragged the sick body and got up early and went to the canteen of a factory to cook for others. The most cruel thing is not these, but the mental pressure from all sides. All of Morley's classmates have disappeared, all of Morley's relatives have disappeared, and they have avoided Morley's family like a plague, and even one of Morley's books with reading notes, they are eager to hand it over, for fear that there will be reactionary remarks on it, and the neighbors will point fingers and poke behind their backs, gossiping, and people with bad intentions will start to fall into the ground...... It was Morley's high school lover, who once met Morley's mother on the street and said a lot of comforting words. She still has confidence in Morley, believing that after Morley returns to society, he will definitely be able to do a good job.
These things began to touch Morley's soul and began to silently gnaw at Morley's heart. There are many questions that Morley can't figure out for a while, but Morley knows that Morley must learn and overcome many difficulties to learn.
Mo used 18 yuan to buy a guitar from the released people and learn from anyone who could play the guitar, whether it was a re-education through labor force or a police officer.
Morley found all the books he could find, Husserl's Phenomenology, Marcuse's The One-Faced Man, Jaspers, Heidegger, Ellidis, Borges, Brechit, Neruda, Soyinka, Simon Cloval, The Book of Songs, Chu Ci, Jiaxuan Long and Short Sentences, and so on. There are also music textbooks, harmonic acoustics, orchestration, fugues, folk song materials, and a book of scores.
Morley also got an old Remington typewriter and tried to write down Morley's thoughts and feelings in English. Later, many of these manuscripts were taken from English by a Cypriot poet, who liked some of the passages.
For a while, Morley loved music to the point of madness. Morley even lost his mind and told the police guarding Morley that if he bought a piano for the farm, he could sentence Morley to life imprisonment or permanent labor for the piano. He smiled noncommittally at Morley. This kind of laughter of his, Morley is unforgettable, because it is kind and full of bitterness. Of course, it was years before Morley read his laughter.
For the sake of music, Morley paid a lot. Eventually, Morley's friends in the city get in touch with Morley. By corresponding, the Morleys' scattered people were reunited. The "Goodbye" creative team began to mature, and after enduring hardships, the Morleys became stronger. Morley kept sending his works out, and his friends in Shanghai continued to expand their efforts to organize rehearsals. One day, they inform Morley that there is a song that will be broadcast live on the "Weekly Radio Concert" so that Morley can hear it. A policeman was moved by the efforts of the Morleys, and on the day of the live broadcast, lent Morley a shortwave radio. Regardless of the scorching heat, several of Morley's re-education through labor activists gathered under a mosquito net, listening intently to the sound waves mixed with severe electromagnetic interference: bass and drum kits shook and stirred, then the hair guitar began to pass through, and then Morley's familiar lyrics and chanting of it, and Morley clearly heard Yefu singing. This is Morley's music, Morley's soul, from the city where Morley's family and friends live, through dark clouds, thunder and lightning, the waves of the Yangtze River, the strict windbreak forest and tens of thousands of hectares of wheat fields, to the high walls and barbed wire, which hit Morley's eardrum and every nerve of Morley.
The most beneficial thing about the farm was that Morley learned how much cultural knowledge was valued, that both prisoners and police officers were eager to master this powerful weapon, and that even if the limited conditions made them lack cultural knowledge, they would have reverence for the "intellectuals" who had the same feelings as them. Even if you listen to something about knowledge, even if you smell the smell of a learned person. In front of Tagore's poems and the teachings of Confucius, all the prisoners and policemen laughed innocently like children.
Morley was assigned to teach in the farm school, and because of the lack of teachers, Morley taught everything from Chinese to mathematics, from Marxist-Leninist philosophy to the basics of agriculture. What Morley can never forget is that whenever Morley gave lectures to prisoners, the supervising policeman always sat quietly at the window, forgetting his duty, like an out-of-school child, hoping to sit in the classroom and listen.
When a prisoner rams an instructor, the police punish them harshly. One of the prisoners was mischievous and secretly smoked in class, but the police wrung off a cigarette and soaked it in water for him to drink. However, these policemen are also very cute, and when the prisoner finishes drinking the water soaked in the cigarette, he is nervous and asks Morley if he wants to die. Naturally, Morley often used some medical explanations to exaggerate the harmfulness, lest they fight and violate discipline.
There was one thing that touched Morley a lot.
One winter, the farm opens the river. This kind of overweight physical labor is really a form of corporal punishment for Morley. Morley's body, no matter what, can't afford it. To reduce the trouble, Morley took unflavored erythromycin and chlorpropan to create the illusion of elevated aminotransferases. Morley asked to go to the hospital for a blood test. So, a policeman surnamed Jiang accompanied Morley. On the way back, he invited Morley to his house for a while. At his house, he made a bowl of noodles for Morley. Morley refused to eat it, telling him that maybe the virus was going to be contagious, and he said it wouldn't get in the way. Morley ate it. After eating, Morley solemnly told him to separate the dishes and chopsticks that Mo had used and sterilize them. This was done firstly to protect Morley himself, and secondly to dispel his doubts. He made a promise, but his mind didn't care. And it was over. A few months later, Morley was transferred to a strict management brigade, where he endured great hardships. On a snowy night, a policeman surnamed Jiang came to see Morley, just to ask for a few algebra problems. Morley told him, but he felt a little uncomfortable when he was done. Looking at the snow on his padded jacket that had not yet been bounced, and the humility and sincerity on his face, Morley couldn't help it, so he made it clear to him about fake hepatitis, mainly because he was afraid that he had been worried about infection, and he had a pimple in his heart, and he couldn't live a solid life, and it was not good to ask Morley in person. Unexpectedly, his voice was very soft, and he said very calmly: "Morley has already seen it, don't mention it again." When he left, he left Morley with something to eat.
Life in prison is not something that ordinary people can imagine, and Morley's account is by no means sufficient to tell the whole story. Maybe in the future, Morley will write a book and tell a good story about what he has experienced. Morley writes the story of Comrade Chiang here to illustrate a subtle but profound emotional change.
The farm is not a temple at the end of the day, it is not a charity. Originally, some people tried to do things in that direction, the so-called "reform, education, and rescue," but later, when a document was issued saying that the sense of dictatorship should be strengthened, the situation took a sharp turn for the worse.
A college student who graduated from Fudan University came to be the captain of the brigade, and he was handed over to grasp all the big and small things from top to bottom, and the original cadres and police officers were withdrawn and demoted, and the management underwent a qualitative change. The Morleys often practiced collectively placing small benches under the scorching sun, and then grabbing small benches, and the movements of hundreds of people had to be uniform, otherwise they would be punished. Minor confinement, heavy punishment will be increased. It seems that ideological transformation is no longer the main topic, and punishment and teaching you a lesson are the most fundamental. At a meeting to listen to the judicial report, Morley offended this talented Fudan student, he locked up Morley's confinement in disguise, and also gathered all the prisoners to hold a struggle meeting for Morley, and before the meeting, the group sang "Five Wants and Ten Prohibitions" of the labor re-education personnel. This mantra-like song was composed by a prisoner, and the tune was very national, catchy, and easy to sing. However, this is not the only thing that makes Morley unbearable. One summer evening, when the weather was cool, Morley was suddenly summoned. But it was the new captain who wanted to summon Morley. He came up and inquired about Morley's case first, and then apologized to Morley for the punishment last time, saying that he wanted to establish the rule of law instead of man's management, and that the previous practice was irregular, but now there are rules, so he has to do this. And it seems that Morley should be treated with special treatment, unlike other prisoners. He believes that some of Morley's ideas are only a little ahead of their time, and that they will not be a problem in the future as the reform deepens. Finally, he invited Morley to join him downstairs at the brigade headquarters to cool off, and under the shade of the vine-covered trees, he chatted with Morley about Popper's symbols and the like. Morley's mind was not on these topics, and suddenly one person came to mind, the old slave Aesop.
The new captain is completely different from Comrade Chiang. Morley is emotionally distinctly leaning towards the latter. If only a few years ago, when Morley was a medical college student who loved to be in the limelight, Morley might have thought that inviting Morley to talk about philosophy was an enlightened approach, but Morley, who had gone through purgatory, was by no means the same as Morley used to be. Under the police management of Comrade Chiang, it may not be the "rule of law" as they say, but Morley feels that even prisoners have a minimum of dignity. Sometimes, in the heat of conflict, it is inevitable that the fists and kicks will be added, but it is not out of punishment and insult, but out of contradiction or ordinary anger. Normally, the vast number of police officers like Comrade Jiang will do things in accordance with administrative regulations, and of course, sometimes they will also "violate the law", such as going to Shanghai on a business trip, going to the home of a released prisoner for a meal, and begging for a ticket to watch a play, but that is human nature, a kind of self-confidence out of "friendship".
In fact, most of the low-level police officers are very kind and simple, and they have no grasp of today's changing society, but many criminals who are full of evil have taught them the thick and dark world. Morley often hears the frustrated little policeman singing in the face of the prisoners returning to the city one by one: "You are three years and two years, and Morley has been guarding the reform farm all his life." What is this? "
Morley was freed and released months early. The reason for this is that the students Morley once taught went on to school or received diplomas, which was important to the farm and reflected their achievements in prison.
At dawn, Morley arrives in Shanghai, smelling the familiar aroma of fried fritters, and Morley knows that he has really returned to the outside world. Morley was a little uncomfortable and didn't dare to go home right away, so he called a friend. However, before he could pick up the receiver, Morley dialed the number, and the old lady in the public phone booth was puzzled. It turned out that Morley had forgotten how to use the phone.
Morley stayed at a friend's house for a while to adjust his mentality. Many old friends from the past have reappeared, and they have come to see Morley in twos and threes. Condolences, dinners, gifts, and good news that a video company is going to publish Morley's music, it seems like good things are coming. However, Morley has been dreaming that his release from prison has been postponed, Morley's sentence has been increased, and the merciless bars still block Morley's hope. When I woke up at dawn, I found myself lying on a soft bed, and the moon season that people brought the night before was also frequently sent fragrant ....... This reminds Morley of the days of captivity, and often having the same dream, Morley and a woman walking in the garden, and then arguing. When he woke up, he saw the blower in the cell rotating, and the seven iron railings that were fixed and unmovable, reminding Morley cruelly.
For more than two years, Morley was in a cell during the day and outside at night; And I don't know how long it will be in the future, Morley is outside during the day and in prison at night?
This made Morley a little unbearable.
To make matters worse, Morley found that he had lost interest in the opposite sex. It should be said that the girls are much sexier than before Morley went to the farm, but Morley has no enthusiasm. It wasn't until six months later, at a friend's house dance, that Morley regained that feeling.
A schoolgirl studying foreign trade dances a very excessive dance with Morley, and Morley is very close to each other. One tune after another, she rubbed Morley's body with her burning parts. Hours passed, the dawn grew red, and finally her patience and endless lingering awakened Molly's sexual senses.
Morley now thinks about it occasionally, and he should really thank her.
Shortly after their release from prison, the Morley had an opportunity when the band was called to the Shanghai Audiovisual Company's studio by the Suzhou Creek to record for the publication of the Morleys' songs. It was Morley's first time in the studio, and everything was so fresh and everything seemed to be predictable. The Morleys worked day and night for nearly two weeks, and one day, they were able to go outside to breathe, only to find the streets crowded with people, red flags flying, and bridges over the Suzhou Creek crowded with people.
As a result of this movement, Morley's work was not published, and now Kuan Magnet is still dead at the hands of an editor. Morley thought that he might be the most wronged.
Molly and Yefufu and others had a disagreement. At first, the Morleys shared hardships and had no problems; Now that there are some opportunities, they are more real. Morley's views on music are becoming more and more different, expanding to life attitudes and values. Morley remembered the days when he listened to the "Weekly Radio Concert" in Dafeng, and of course, Morley should not argue, at least on the future of the band. If Morley leaves the band and is good for others, then Morley's departure is over. With reservations, Morley went the other way. As for the reason, Morley has not said a word so far. Because, the Morley people have walked the road of overcoming thorns and thorns together, and the Morley people support each other, one foot deeper, one foot shallow, which can be described as being born together. So, Morley will always love everyone deeply.
In the winter of 1989, Morley gave a concert at Jiaotong University; Ye Qifu also sang once at the University of Finance and Economics. In the years that followed, Morley's friends had some sporadic activity until they all broke up. In this way, Shanghai's "avant-garde" music has also died down.
Then, Morley came to Beijing.