Xia Jinqi really didn't understand why he was breezy and graceful back then, he could teach her not to worry about the people of the Xia family, and teach her to treat all the people around her well, but when it really came to the end, he chose to be a coward!

Life becomes difficult, people with strong hearts will find problems from themselves, and people with weak hearts will often find problems from others!

Is he willing to be a fragile person!

Where did Yan Qing, who taught her to be strong and teach her to be lenient and kind!

Xia Jinqi's words not only made Yan Qing's heart fall into a deep torment, but also made Yan Jun, who had always been cold, cry.

Light rain.

Even if you cry, you won't be noticed.

Yan Jun sighed softly, closed his eyes and tilted his head, letting the rain fall on his face.

[Big brother.] All the way, go well. 】

——

Yan Qing's eyes were hollow, and his brain was also blank.

"It's me, is it wrong?"

He muttered to himself, his whole body losing strength, and he suddenly relaxed.

"Perhaps, I was really wrong."

The moment he closed his eyes, Yan Qing's lips finally had a long-lost arc.

Carrying that deep hatred, he will also be tired.

The moment he let go of his hatred, he suddenly felt so relaxed.

Just like when he was in college......

No fighting, no scheming, just holding textbooks every day.

When you are tired, you can watch the children playing ball on the playground, and when you are sleepy, you will lie on the lawn, squinting slightly, enjoying the warm sunshine.

Now that I think about it, that time was the best time in his life.

It's just that the white horse has passed through the gap, and all this, before he has time to catch it, has slipped through his fingers.

I can't catch it anymore......

——

Xia Jinqi's tears couldn't be stopped.

In fact, when she woke up Yan Qing, she was also self-reflecting over and over again.

At least Yan Qing's voice was voluntarily made by his parents, right?

But what about her?

The mother was forced to conceive her......

has lived in the Xia family since she was a child, her father doesn't love her mother, and her two sisters can bully her casually.

She hated too, and she wanted revenge.

But she endured it, and everyone was laughing at her for being incompetent, laughing at her for being a straw bag, but she endured it.

Because Yan Qing once said to her, people don't live to hate, as long as she is willing, she can live a beautiful life!

So she started not caring about the bullying she was subjected to, she allowed herself to live well, and she made new friends.

Zuo Xiaoran and Wen Jing, their love for her makes up for the emptiness she has in her family.

Later, with Yan Jun, her life became happier.

Later, when she gave birth, she was taken away by Ji Yunjing's inexplicable design, didn't she hate it at that time?

She hated too.

But she chose to understand.

Knowing that Grandpa Ji Heng is in control of her life, he has been planning her life since she was born, and he has taken a lot of drugs and done a lot of hypnosis during this period, doesn't she hate it?

She hates.

But she chose to love.

How many people scolded her for being stupid, scolding her for White Lotus, and scolding her for being fake and kind, but she knew that what she did was right.

And, she did it too!

Be a kind and warm person!

Seeing Yan Qing, who hated everything now but was still in pain, she was even more determined in her will!

I know the truth in my heart, but when I recall this, Xia Jinqi still can't help but burst into tears!

To get to this point, how much suffering she has endured, and how many sins she has suffered, only she understands in her own heart.