Chapter 861: I Want to Atone

"Yes." Yan Qing smiled and nodded, his heart was already relieved of those things in the past.

It's all people who have died once, what else can't be seen?

Yan Youcheng looked at such an obedient son, and remembered how well-behaved he was when he was a child, and he still felt a little unbearable in his heart, "Qing'er, if you still want to go back to the company......"

"Nope." Yan Qing shook his head and bent down to pick up the clear water in the fountain pool, "That place is not suitable for me. ”

The cold and cold touch is very refreshing.

At a certain point in time, the five fingers that are put together are released, and the clear water falls back into the fountain pool along the fingers, merging into one in the blink of an eye, reflecting the bright sunlight and sparkling.

"It was the time when I was in college that I felt the happiest."

Speaking of these, Yan Qing's eyes flashed with happiness again.

At that time, the days were so simple, there were dreams, and there were Xiaoqi......

Yan Youcheng was a little surprised, "Do you still want to go back to teaching?" ”

Yan Qing continued to laugh again, only this time the laughter was desolate and self-deprecating, "Where can a person like me still be qualified to teach and educate people." ”

School, too, can never go back.

Yan Youcheng felt a stump in his heart, looking at his son's side face that was quite similar to himself, and felt distressed.

"It's Dad's fault, you shouldn't have to fight with Jun'er...... If you had fulfilled your wish at the beginning, it would not have become what it is now......" With a long sigh of sorrow, Yan Youcheng really wanted to slap himself twice.

The marriage can't be kept, the son and son can't manage it, and he messed up all the things with his own hands.

If he had agreed to give Xia Jinqi to Qing'er, would everything have been different?

Maybe.

With Xia Jinqi by his side, maybe one day, he will be able to resolve the hatred in Yan Qing's heart.

It's just that how can time be turned back?

What happened happened, it happened, and no matter how painful it was, it was impossible for anything to change.

Listening to Yan Youcheng's remorse, Yan Qing seemed very indifferent.

He looked back at his father and began to comfort him, "Dad, you're right. Yan Jun is indeed more capable than me and more suitable to lead the Yan family. ”

Speaking of this, Yan Qing's eyes stopped for half a second before he smiled, "As for Xiao Qi...... It was me who pushed her away with my own hands. ”

There was a bitter taste in his smile.

Yan Youcheng nodded, and his voice choked up, "What are your plans for the future?" ”

In the past, I won't mention it.

It's the present and the future that matter.

"I want to atone for my sins." Yan Qing said, looking down at his hands again.

It has been washed by the water of the fountain very white, almost dustless.

The blood on your hands can be washed away, but what about in your heart?

He wanted to do something, to do something for the Yan family.

"Then let's stay in the army for a while. Hone your skills first. Yan Youcheng glanced around, this happened to be in the military region again, outside the hospital, which was the training base.

Yan Qing didn't refute, he really needed to sharpen and sharpen it......

In short, no matter what he wants to do in the future, at least for now, he lives a simple and sober life.

There was no more hatred like a mountain, and he couldn't breathe.

The father and son chatted for a while, and before leaving, Yan Youcheng remembered the promise he had made, and asked Yan Qing again.

"When your injuries are healed, go see your mother. I'll go too. ”

After speaking, he put on crutches, slowed his pace, and walked away.