I am a 27 year old virgin.

When I was in middle school, my grades were very good, my Chinese scores were among the best, and I often took the first place in my composition, which was praised by my teachers, and then I swelled up that day, because I saw that I broke through the sky, and I saw the annual income of the online literature god, and I thought I could too! I found my dream!

My father didn't have time to take care of me when he was working outside, so I took the 60,000-word manuscript I wrote at school, and went from dropping out of school to dropping out!

From that day on, my life collapsed!!

Let's start with something else.

When I was a student, I was quite attractive.

From elementary school to middle school, whenever there is a lesbian table, they must like me.

When I was in middle school, I had a very good relationship with the class leader and the representative of the Chinese class.

And I look ordinary, probably because I used to have the same arrogance and humor as the hero of the online article.

Later, I dropped out of school because of writing novels, and I almost deleted the contact information of all my classmates, because no one was optimistic about me, and I wanted to prove that I would soar without flying for three years! You wait for me to come back with millions of manuscript fees and slap me in the face! (Failed, of course)

A few years after I dropped out of school, I accidentally chatted with the class leader, who told me that they used to sleep in the dormitory in a bed and talk about me in the bed.

She also said that the representative of the Chinese class also liked me at that time, and she also liked me at that time, and asked me with a smile if I believed it.

At that time, I was already in a deep depression, and I was stunned in front of the computer for a long time, not knowing what to say.

I was moved with joy in my heart, but I didn't dare to reveal a trace, and I was completely inferior.

Later, the class leader went to Nanjing University, and the representative of the Chinese class went to Sichuan University. Most of them have achieved success in their studies, far better than me!

It's dozens or hundreds of times better than me, a 27-year-old virgin who dropped out of school halfway and thought he could break out of the world.

I used to be eager to talk about a hard and unforgettable love, yes, once, because I did fall in love twice, but the street writing novels caused me to have low self-esteem, plus I was born with some obsessive-compulsive disorder and so-called mental cleanliness, my ex-girlfriend and a man holding hands and kissing can poke my glass heart to the ground, which made me sad and angry, causing me to break up, and the woman also scolded me for being insane.

After the age of 22, I never communicated with women again.

Now it has developed into a completely unsure how to talk to girls.,A man who used to be very lively because of writing novels now has become very introverted in reality.,Recently I've worked.,I always pretend to be a good person at work.,In fact, every day I'm very uneasy and overwhelmed.,Because of other people's words, it's often entangled for a long time.。

For nearly four years after graduating, I worked day and night, doing nothing, and always pinning my life on writing novels. With this reason, too much time is wasted on games and anime.

Of course, I don't want to study, I'm especially afraid of difficulty, because I can't accept the fact that I may not be able to learn to write badly, in that case, it also shows that my hope for the final rise in life is really shattered, and I barely earned 120,000 yuan for more than three years full-time.

As far as I know, the former class leader graduated from NTU, and she is now working in a large factory, and she earns more in one year than I in three years.

It's ridiculous that I used to think that I was walking on the road of supreme dreams, that I could make a lot of money, and that I would have already bought a luxury car and lived in a luxury house after they graduated and worked.

Actually? I'm trash! It's a joke! It's mentally retarded! It's an inferiority complex! It's a glass heart! I don't know what to do! It's useless!!

Of course, I haven't talked to her for a long time, I don't deserve it!!

After more than three years of not working, it naturally became a joke in the eyes of my relatives, until this year, I relented and worked, because of the unstable income, I was about to starve to death!

Thinking about ten years ago, I was in high spirits, when I often took the first place in the class in writing essays, and I especially liked to read novels, at that time I felt that I was old, I dropped out of school with 60,000 or 70,000 words of manuscript, and sent it to the starting point with my mobile phone code word, plop! Disappear off the face of the earth! Not a single reader! Not a single referral ticket! Not a single comment!

I was devastated, couldn't believe it, and at the same time started my road to the streets.

The only time on the road that can be considered glorious should be when the first-person novels are popular in the post bar.

At that time, there was a post with more than 2,000 replies, and many people asked me to update, I watched those people discuss the plot and urge changes, and I really burst into tears, full of emotion, and felt that I could really do it!

The times have changed later, the APP has transformed, the supernatural text can't be written at all, and even the posts have been deleted, and I have completely blown up.

Now I am super inferior, always talking about the pursuit of dignity, I don't want to give up my dreams, in fact, I know that I am useless, I have no talent, I can't be motivated, I know that I learn it's useless, I just can't write, the sunshine and smiling faces outside are just pretended!

What's more, because of the perennial reversal of day and night, I only eat one meal a day, my body is also weak, I continue to have baldness, and I even have high blood pressure!

I, a man who was once as rich as jade, collapsed like this!

Can you be willing? Of course not.

This month, I am preparing for the beginning while working, I will fight one last time, get rid of all the bad habits in life, and strive to write a book that satisfies me, and I will never read online articles if it doesn't work!!

I wrote it down in the middle of the night!!

The years are like a knife cutting through the sky!

I'm unwilling!

I'm going to break through the nine heavens! I want to be proud of the online article, and the new book I will rise! I want Wanlong to worship, my ambition is not rewarded, I am the future god of online literature, I want to say no to fate, I want to work hard to be powerless, fight until I move myself, I want to become stronger!!

Suddenly, a madman sharpened his knife at night, and I wanted to cut off the old me, everything in the past, to pieces!

I'm going to get stronger!!

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Brothers, the top is the whole job, don't take it seriously, and the bottom is the serious content.

When it was put on the shelf, I just saw it, and when I woke up today, it was a little surprised, a little sudden, and there was not too much nervousness.

My situation, everyone also knows that the update is weak, so I won't explode the update, just do your best.

Also, today on the 12th, my partner got married on the 15th, I want to go back to my hometown a day or two in advance, try not to delay the update, if delayed, please forgive me, just a day or two, just rushed together.

It's hard for me to shirk such a big event as getting married, after all, they have been good brothers for many years. It's just opened, and people from all over the world will get together, a little nervous.

And then it is, let's update it at night, I haven't saved the manuscript yet, so I'll write two sheets and send them out at night, and then stay up late to write two or three more chapters, and try to make up enough 10,000 words.

Well, it's still the old saying, if there is a problem with the plot, please help point it out, I'll change it, it's a big deal to rewrite it.

So be it, I'll eat something, and start coding words.

Finally, don't take the whole job content seriously, although I have written novels before, I will not always be full-time. I was sealed in the community for more than two months two months ago, when the epidemic had not yet been resolved, and I was directly sealed until the Chinese New Year, and then I wrote this book because I was bored.

And then, the sealed novel has been written until now, as for the work, let's find it again after the New Year, and when the New Year is approaching, it will be over directly.