1796 Heaven and Earth (4)

"Don't touch me!" Such a harsh rebuke was like a sharp blade, cutting into Lu Yiming's heart.

"Yue'er ......" he looked at her in surprise, not understanding why she was making such a fuss, "Now that the wood is in the boat, you have been successfully reborn, why should you care about the life and death of those people?" As long as you follow me, to the ends of the earth, we can all start again! I promise you that I will never do these things again, I will wash my hands of gold! ”

People say that the prodigal son will not change his money, and he will return to his hometown to be a sage.

Can......

Will they ever be able to go back to the way things were?

Biyue shook her head slowly, "I'm leaving with you, what should my parents do?" They will be saddled with the infamy of eternal life...... What should Xia Jinqi do? Her child is still so young......"

"Your parents and I have always found someone to take good care of them, don't worry, I have arranged everything." Lu Yiming looked at her with eager eyes, hoping to get her understanding and recognition.

After so many years of dedication, he has only one her from beginning to end.

If she keeps denying everything he has done and denying him as a person, then what is the point of him living?

"Don't say it...... Bi Yue's face was full of pain, she pressed her chest hard, and pleaded weakly, "Please don't say it......"

She really didn't know how he could have become like this......

Crying until the end, she began to collapse, she slowly bent over, squatted on the ground, helplessness, sadness, pain, all the negative emotions, all surged up, pressing her from all sides......

I almost couldn't breathe.

Seeing her in such pain, Lu Yiming didn't dare to continue, so he could only squat down with her and hug her, "I won't say it, Yue'er, don't get excited, your body has always been bad......"

This time, Biyue didn't push him away again.

What she knows, she knows......

The things he did, one was not for money, and the other was not for money, except for her, what else could it be for?

It's a pity that he is sincere and used it in the wrong place, which will make the big mistake he is today.

With tears in her eyes, she hugged his arm and wept silently, "How good it would have been if I had died then...... Heaven and earth, two slim. You've also broken your mind and lived your life well......"

It turns out that the crux of all the sticking points lies with her.

"No, Yue'er, you can't die, if you die, how can I live? In the past fifteen years without you, I have lived a lot of pain every day, only thinking about you and waiting for you to come back, I have survived day by day. Lu Yiming shook his head vigorously, and as he spoke, his eyes gradually blurred, "Don't leave me anymore, it's my mistake, I'll change ......"

"......" Biyue couldn't say anything, she could only whimper, cry, and keep shaking her head.

She shouldn't have come back, she shouldn't have lived......

Those unjust souls who died tragically in the hands of Lu Yiming, how should she face them?

The pain of ten thousand arrows piercing the heart, I'm afraid it's just that, right?

Behind the wall, where Yan Jun had once leaned, Ben was leaning there silently at this moment, listening to the incomparably sad and desolate cry coming from behind him, his eyes were deep.

Both of them are deeply in love.

It's just that after that accident, one fell unconscious, and the other was too obsessed, and since then he has gone astray.

If the obsession is too deep, it will only make this love change its flavor and lose its original heart.

And Lu Yiming is now giving Biyue, not love, but deep self-blame and self-hatred.

Too much love may just be a disaster for the other person......

I want to talk with more like-minded people about "Black Belly Husband, Don't Tease Me!" 》,; Talk about life and find a confidant~