Chapter 155: The Past

Because old-fashioned is not what she is good at, what she is good at is Su embroidery, and other embroidery methods are OK, like this belongs to repair, and she does not belong to the same direction, but because the pattern is simple, it is not too difficult to get it, and she can repair it if she gives her some time. Although it can't be exactly the same as the original, it is still difficult for ordinary people to see the difference when they look closely.

"It's okay, as long as you can do it well, it doesn't matter how long it takes."

Sun Ya was overjoyed when she heard this, she didn't have any hope, but she didn't expect Qin Yan to really be able to repair it. If you want to use a new thread to make up for the missing pieces, it is estimated that many people can do it, but if you want to do it without being abrupt and can integrate into the whole as if it has not been repaired, there are really few people. She also heard Zhao Tiantian say that Qin Yan could embroider things, so she tried it, after all, this tiger head shoe was her only thought.

"Then I'll take it first..."

"Can you stay here?"

Before Qin Yan could finish speaking, Sun Ya directly interrupted her, begging with her eyes.

"Well, yes."

Qin Yan thought about it, but nodded, this thing is so important to Sun Ya, she may not worry about her taking it away, for fear of breaking it.

"I'm not worried about you, since I decided to let you do me a favor, of course I believe you. It's just these shoes... It's my son's. You've probably heard that I got married here and got divorced. ”

Sun Ya suddenly spoke, recounting her past. She looked at these small and cute shoes, her eyes gradually revealed a warm and nostalgic color, and her eyes were no longer dead.

"He was also from our Big River team, I just came here at that time, I was very uncomfortable with life here, and it was he who helped me all the time, so I gradually settled down here and slowly learned to cook and do farm work. He doesn't look very good-looking, but he is very good, honest and honest, I don't pay much attention to appearance, I know that I can't go back to the city, so I simply married him here.

After marriage, we lived well, his family took good care of me, and soon I had a child, pregnant for ten months, and gave birth to a lovely son, at that time I felt that I was the luckiest and happiest person. But the good times didn't last long, my son was gone after only three months of birth, and we didn't even have time to give him a big name, he was gone. ”

"It's all my fault, that day I had to go to the supply and marketing cooperatives to see, I want to buy something for the child, these shoes, is in the supply and marketing cooperative, I think it must be suitable for my son to wear, wear it must be particularly cute, after buying shoes I want to buy a hat for the child, the supply and marketing cooperatives do not, I want to go to the department store to see, just like that, we walked outside for a long time.

I haven't been to town much since I was pregnant, and that was my first time out after giving birth, and I was so happy, I felt free, I loved my baby, but I also wanted to have a break. Maybe God blamed me for thinking so, and that day, it took the child away. ”

"When we went back, we found that my son suddenly had a high fever and had fainted, his father and mother didn't understand, the child didn't cry or make trouble, thinking that the child was asleep, and when we found out, it was too late, and it couldn't be saved when he was sent to the hospital."

She said, smiling wryly and pursing her lips, her face full of bitterness.

"Then we divorced, I couldn't accept it, I blamed myself in my heart, blamed myself for not going out that day, blamed his parents, and couldn't even look down on a child, these two feelings tortured me so much, I can't accept being with him anymore."

Qin Yan didn't expect the reason for the divorce to be so tragic, she didn't know what to say, did she blame Sun Ya? Can't be, doesn't she even have a day's freedom after giving birth to a child, and besides, she didn't leave the child at home alone, the child has grandparents watching, who would have thought that something could happen in one day? Do you want to blame grandparents? She also thinks it's hard to say, presumably grandparents also love children, but they don't understand that, which led to an accident with the child, in short, it can only be said to be a tragedy.

Qin Yan was silent for a while, and gently patted Sun Ya's back to express comfort, she didn't know what to say, so use body language to make her feel better.

"You don't have to comfort me, in fact, I've almost seen it after so many years, but I often think of my son, and when I think of him, I will take out these shoes and look at them, and touch them while looking at them, so these shoes are all deformed by my touch."

She smiled again, not knowing whether it was relief or something in her eyes, and then she talked about the child's father's family.

"They can't accept that the child is gone, before the divorce we quarreled all day long, after the divorce their family moved away, moved to the brigade where his grandmother was, we haven't seen each other since, I heard that he has already married a new daughter-in-law, has a new child, is also a son, I don't know if they can still think of my son."

Sun Ya said, smiling a little mockingly, this was the first time that Qin Yan had seen such a rich emotion on her face. In fact, she still hates it a little, hates that they forgot her son so quickly, and started a new life so quickly, only she can't forget it, and she can remember that day every day.

"Don't talk about it, it's all over."

"If there's anything I need to do, just let me know, and I'll do my best to cooperate with you."

She focused on the shoes again, and Qin Yan also cooperated to divert the topic and talked about shoe repair. Qin Yan stayed in Zhiqing Point for a long time, and was not ready to go home until the sun was about to set, the progress was even faster than she thought, it would be good to get another day tomorrow, the main thing was that it took a little more effort to find that line.

"You're dying slowly, I've been waiting for you for a long time, you..."

As soon as Qin Yan walked out of the gate of Zhiqing Point, he ran into Chen Jianping, who was complaining. When he saw that it was Qin Yan, his face was full of horror, and the girl immediately ran away, and her shoes almost fell off. At this moment, Zhou An also came out of the room, and just happened to see this scene, he stopped a little embarrassed, and his eyes were a little evasive.

Qin Yan looked at Chen Jianping's figure who was running away, and then looked at Zhou An, who was about to go out, she touched her chin thoughtfully. She hasn't met Chen Jianping since the Chen family completely confessed, and it is estimated that she has a psychological shadow on her. But shouldn't he have a psychological shadow on Zhou An and Feng Xiaosheng, how could he still come to Zhiqing Point and wait for someone?

And his coquettish tone just now, hey, she seems to have found a spot!

"Ahem."

Zhou An was furious by him, coughed, and hurriedly went out, originally wanting to go in the direction of Chen Jianping, but suddenly paused again, and went in another direction as if he was a thief, Qin Yan's face suddenly became colorful, no, could it be that night that Chen Jianping felt a different happiness and opened up his new world? Damn, terrible!

This Chen Jianping and Zhou An are ruthless people! Qin Yan ate the gossip information and immediately rushed home, and couldn't wait to share it with Sheng Manjiang.

"Sheng Manjiang, guess who I just saw, Chen Jianping and Zhou An!"

"Quick, let's go follow them!"