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But even after more than 20 years, she can still remember the appearance of the child clearly, the child who just came out of the mother's womb, covered in blood, not as warm as other children, but cold.

She cut the umbilical cord for her herself, and she didn't even have a futon to wrap her, so she could only tear a piece from her coat and wrap her.

The princess, in her weakness, only glanced at the child, and told her to get out of the car at once, and threw her away.

She didn't even cry, her breath was faint as if she was going to die at any moment.

When she got out of the carriage and left her in the woods, she suddenly opened her eyes, and her heart trembled with her black and bright eyes.

She even ran back with her in her arms, knelt in front of the carriage and begged the princess to leave the child, they had already left Yanjing City, and they could always start a new life in the future, and Feng Gongzi would definitely take good care of them, and bring the child back, that is, one more bite to eat.

She is not a charitable person, she has lived in the palace for half her life, and she has not been touched by human life. But this child, after all, she is the princess's biological daughter, and like the eldest lady, she is all meat that fell from the princess......

She grew up with the princess since she was a child, although the princess is her master, but in the days when they depended on each other in the Qin Palace, they were already like relatives.

She understood the pain and hatred in the princess's heart, but the child was innocent, and if she was left like this, she had only one way to die.

She had never held a child, and she was as cold as this child, as if as soon as she let go, she would really die.

She really couldn't be ruthless.

So she begged the princess to keep the child, she was still young and she didn't understand anything, even if she was brought back, she wouldn't know anything in the future, after all, they would never return to the Qin Palace. That nightmarish place, they've really left.

But there was only one sentence in response to her: "Do you think that I have not been harmed by this evil seed enough?" Throw her away, I don't want to see her, I don't want to look at her. ”

Yingniang had no choice, she could only carry the child back to the forest and put her on the ground again.

She finally had a faint cry.

At this time, the weather in early summer suddenly fell with goose feathers and heavy snow.

It was white, like a dream, and in a short moment, it blinded people's eyes.

Ying Niang looked at the child incredulously, her little face was flushed, and the palm-sized birthmark on her left face looked a little scary, but her eyebrows and eyes were very much like princesses, they were all so delicate and good-looking.

She cried faintly, in the vast snow, very pitiful.

She even had the impulse for a moment to carry her away.

But she has followed the princess for many years, followed her all the way, she can't turn her back on her at this time, Feng Gongzi has not come yet, the princess has just given birth and is weak, there is only a two-year-old lady in the carriage, and the eldest lady Qingjue is still asleep, if she leaves, the princess and them, it is likely that Feng Gongzi will not be able to come.

So she finally turned her head and left, but the snow of that day, the child's face and eyes, like a brand and a nightmare, were imprinted in her heart, **** tortured her night and night, reminding her how she killed an innocent child back then.

ps: There's one less chapter today, and I have something to go out during the day, so I'll probably make up for it in the next two days.