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She cooperated with the queen mother, and finally, on the day Qin Feng died, she left the Qin Palace.

When she arrived in the forest on the outskirts of Beijing, she had endured the pain for two hours, and finally gave birth to the skinny child, and she only looked at her once.

Thin and small, with a palm-sized birthmark on the left side of his face.

What a ridiculous irony, the birthmark was on the child's face, but it was like a slap in her face.

Is this the ending she wants in this life?

She knew that Brother Fengxi would definitely come to her and take her away, but if, if three years ago, she knew that this would be the result, what was she doing stubbornly staying in the Qin Palace?

Even in that last year, when she was so madly gnawed by hatred that she lost herself, she had already forgotten the taste of her love with Brother Jiu.

She ruined Qin Feng to take revenge, and she also ruined herself.

She couldn't pity the child.

She didn't want to live anymore, what did the life and death of that child mean to her?

She looked at her and came to tell herself, the shame she had suffered in the Qin Palace?

Enough, really enough, she's had enough.

So she didn't even want to look at her more.

Throw it clean, die clean.

Also forgot to be clean.

The funny thing is that Brother Fengxi took her back, and the first thing he asked her was the child.

Oh, she's dead.

When she answered him, there was no turmoil in her heart.

She didn't even regret it at all.

Because, she doesn't want to live anymore.

When Brother Fengxi heard her words, he looked at her with an incredible look that she had never seen before, and then went back to find the child without saying a word.

Did he think she was cruel too?

But who can dissolve and erase the cruelty that fate has inflicted on her?

She's tired, really tired.

She left him a letter and asked him to take care of Qingjue and Yingniang, and then chose to commit suicide.

At the moment when her consciousness was completely dissolved, she felt that she was finally free.

But she didn't die, and when she opened her eyes again, she saw Brother Fengxi's pale and bloodless face.

He smiled and said to her,

Tongtong, you have to live well, Qingjue needs you to take care of her.

Tongtong, it's not your fault that you don't love me, I never wanted you to love me, I just want you to be happy.

Tongtong, I will exchange my life for your life, so that what I owe you can finally be paid off.

Tongtong, if there is an afterlife, let's not meet again.

When he had finished these few words, he never spoke to her again. He instructed someone to invite Yun Zidu, explain the future to him, ask him to take care of Xichen, and ask him to take care of the Northern Han Palace.

And then just like that, without any nostalgia, he died in front of her.

It wasn't until that moment that she realized what position this man who had been behind her and silently guarded her had in her heart.

She always thought that she loved Brother Jiu, who was in love with her and had been vigorous, until the moment Feng Xi died, she realized that the person she had always loved was the person she hurt the most. Because he loves, so she has never been afraid, she thinks that she will never lose him, even if she loses everything.

But she lost him, his life, including his love for her.

He said, "If there is an afterlife, let us not meet again."