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Han Jing followed Lian Xichen back to the front hall, Han Litong was still sitting in the same posture she had before she left, her eyes were blank, and she didn't know what she was looking at. Ying Niang knelt beside her, crying silently.

Han Jing beckoned Lan Ling and them to leave, and until she walked out of the main hall, Han Litong didn't come back to her senses.

The empty palace, cold and lonely, this should have been a warm and peaceful place.

If she hadn't thrown away the cold mirrors back then, if she hadn't lost the courage to live because of those painful experiences, if she hadn't chosen to commit suicide,...... Then everything will be different, right?

She, Brother Fengxi, Qing Jue, and Han Jing, the four of them can live happily together, and in this gorgeous palace, she is still the original proud princess.

But in fact?

She ruthlessly threw away her biological daughter and left her newborn in the wilderness and forests to fend for herself. Ignoring Fengxi's brother's protection and waiting for many years, she blindly didn't want to face the trauma in her heart, and just wanted to die.

So the real crux of the problem is that she doesn't understand feelings at all, not whose biological daughter Han Jing is.

No matter who her father is, her real mother, it's her.

But she threw her away for the ridiculous resentment in her heart.

So in the end, after Brother Fengxi sacrificed his life to save her, he told her something like that.

He didn't care if she accepted his feelings, so many years of uncomplaining and unrepentant giving, no matter what decision she made, he never complained to her once, and he always spoiled her and indulged her. But what did she do? She abandoned her newborn daughter, threw her eldest daughter to Fengxi, and chose to die to escape.

When she could already start over, she chose to escape so selfishly.

He was so disappointed in her!

So he said that he owed her, and he paid it back with his life, and he said that if there was a next life, they should not meet again.

He was completely disappointed in her.

And she didn't even understand it all along, always thinking that he only said something like that because she didn't accept him.

It was she who was wrong, it turned out, from beginning to end, it was really her fault.

Han Litong's tears finally flowed, like beads with broken threads, and she couldn't stop.

When Han Qingjue came back, she saw her crying in embarrassment, but she didn't say anything, and she didn't know what she could say to her.

Their mother and daughter have always been like this, they have never shared any hearts, and they have always had an attitude that they have nothing to do with each other, and she has not learned anything else for so many years, but this has been learned from her.

She turned around to leave, but was stopped by Han Litong.

"Jue'er," Han Litong's voice was still a little hoarse: "I'm sorry." ”

Han Qingjue stood still and turned his back to Han Litong: "What do you have to be sorry for me, you just don't love me that much." You should say that the person I'm sorry for is Hanjing, but it's a pity, she's even colder than me, so she'll never be able to forgive you. ”

Han Qingjue left without any stay, leaving Han Litong to lower her head and whimper.

Life never gives you a chance to start over.

——

The Cold Mist Forest is located at the northernmost point of the polar ice field, and it is still half a day away from the Northern Cold Palace.

When they arrived at the Cold Mist Forest without stopping, it was already dark.