Yan Rusheng closed the diary, unconsciously his eyes were red, he covered his face with his hands, and the smell of old paper on the diary remained on his hands.

This diary took him through their careless youth that they couldn't go back to.

The years when he and she were inseparable.

In the same way, he opened the little red wooden box, a purple plastic ring, which already had a lot of mold spots.

Yan Rusheng couldn't hold back any longer, wet his eyes and eyelashes.

He picked up the ring, and below it was a photograph of the only photo of them standing together for a photo in all these years.

It was when my grandmother was 70 years old, and at the birthday banquet, my grandmother forced him to stand with her and take a photo.

He picked up the photo, and on the back of the photo was a row of delicate letters, which stinged his eyes.

'The farthest distance in the world is not life and death, but I am always by your side, but you don't know that I love you. ’

He always thought he was unattainably smart, but he turned out to be stupid from beginning to end.

In those five years, every word in this whole diary was active, positive, and hard-working.

She said that the guy in this exam turned out to be the first, and I became the second, and I was not happy, but I looked at his smug face when he passed in front of me...... It's pretty handsome.

She said that many girls like him and write him love letters, which is really annoying to watch, but fortunately he never reads.

She said, he's grown taller recently, why don't I grow? It won't be long before he can easily look down on me in the future.

She said that I must not work less than him, because I was born worse than him, work harder, and be by his side for a few more years.

She said, what F4 has been popular recently, they all say that they are so handsome, but I see how handsome there is, he laughs at the city, and then laughs at the country.

She said that the tsundere Ah Sheng might not know in his life that Wen Xuxu, whom he hated, used to like him so much.

Yan Rusheng looked at the photo and recalled the words in the vivid diary, which tugged at his heartstrings, he smiled, but his vision became more and more blurred.

Lifelike, how could I not be influenced by you...... Affected the whole life?

It was only then that he realized that he had been blinded by pride, so much so that he had mistaken the extra attention to her for jealousy.

'Go ahead, I don't really want to go. ’

'What do you have to shout at me every time you go on a date?' ’

'Or did I know you first......

Ah Sheng obviously shouted first. ’

'Wen Xuxu, doesn't she listen to you very much?' ’

However, it was only at this moment that he realized that his questioning eyes, she was in pain at that time.

From the day he and Fang Jiayin held hands, to the time he pressed her and shouted Fang Jiayin, how much love will he have to use to heal the pain he has brought to her in the past seven years?

Perhaps, he didn't even have a chance to give her love.

Yan Rusheng stretched out his hand, pulled out the lifelike eyeliner, and used the eyeliner to put the eyeliner on the back of the photo, under the regular row of small letters.

'Lifelike, I'm sorry. ’

……

This night, Yan Rusheng drove the car, stopping and circling around Kyoto City all night.

He didn't know where Lifelike would go, and without Lifelike, he didn't want to go home.

As soon as he was lying on the steering wheel and squinting, the mobile phone suddenly rang, and he woke up with a thrill, and looked at the caller ID, which was the number at home.

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