Bai Qingan knew that her family was worried about her, so she tried hard to make herself look strong.

However, there is a kind of sadness, which can be disguised if she is not strong, she is in this state, and she works hard to make herself look not sad or strong.

But she can't do it, she really can't do it, when she thinks of Gu Junchen now, it's like her heart is broken, there is a crack in her heart, she can't fill it, it hurts every day, it hurts to drink water, it hurts to breathe, it hurts to do anything, especially when she thinks of Gu Junchen's matter, she just doesn't want to live.

If she hadn't wanted to wait for Gu Junchen to come back, she really wanted to die like this.

What she is most afraid of is not waiting, but, she is afraid of the result of waiting, which is disappointment.

She was very afraid that if something happened to Gu Junchen, what would she do, she really didn't dare to think about it, and she didn't want to be the result, but the faint hope day by day made her entangled.

If Gu Junchen really died, she would follow him to die, Gu Junchen couldn't live, and she didn't want to live either.

It turns out that missing someone will really hurt your heart and lungs, and you can't feel his breath when you breathe, so you want to die.

Love someone as deep as your own breath.

She never thought that she would love Gu Junchen so much that she couldn't live a normal life.

Even breathing, thinking about his breathing.

Where is Gu Junchen now, can you hear her words, can you hear her thoughts, can you hear her thinking about him.

Can you hear me, would you please come back?

Please don't leave me alone in this world, it's really hard to live without you.

Bai Qing slept on the bed, leaning against Gu Junchen's pillow, on this pillow, there was still Gu Junchen's breath at first, but then gradually, gradually, there was no longer his taste.

As the air dissipated, just like him, he didn't appear in front of her.

Bai Qing'an wanted to catch him and keep him, but seeing it, it made him farther and farther away...... Even this pillow doesn't smell like him anymore.

Tears soon moistened the entire pillow, and she felt a wetness, and she had unconsciously shed so many tears.

When Bai Qing'an was uncomfortable, he reached out and touched her stomach.

Her belly now has a little life brewing.

It is the continuation of Gu Junchen and her life.

Bai Qing'an touched his stomach and said in a low voice: "Baby, do you miss your father very much?" I miss him too, but I can't hold it anymore, I really can't hold it anymore, I really want to leave with your father, you tell me, what am I going to do, what should I do to let you come back, do you miss your father very much, my mother also thinks so much, I think so much, but I can't find him, I can't find your father...... Doesn't he want us anymore......"

Bai Qingan has always blamed herself, why did she listen to Gu Junchen's words and insist on this wedding, if she had withdrawn from the marriage the day before she got married, would such a thing not have happened?

She insisted that if she didn't marry Gu Junchen, Gu Junchen wouldn't drive to the church, and there would be no accident.

It would be nice if everything could start all over again, but it has already happened, and there is no way to go back.

All she can do now is wait for Gu Junchen to come back, if he still likes her, she won't divorce him.

Bai Qing'an regretted it, regretted giving Gu Junchen the divorce agreement, she really didn't want to divorce him.

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