Qu Xiujie didn't know how long he had hidden the longing in his bones when he hadn't seen Mao Nana yet, whether it was early morning or dusk, it was like waiting for something, and he was injected with some kind of power, so that he would persist until now.

The explosion in his ears finally disappeared, and Mao Nana, who was sitting in front of him, looked calm.

"Uncle, are you okay?"

Since you left, you have never had a chance with "good" again.

"I'm fine, I'm fine, really."

Qu Xiujie smiled bitterly, not knowing whether he should cry or laugh, the pride in his bones made him lose to a woman, a woman who had been sticking to him and didn't want to grow up.

He still remembered that she remembered that she was a person who couldn't drive away or scold, but in the blink of an eye, this time, he was driven away by her.

This time, it turned out that he left first.

"Nana, you've already decided, haven't you? This time they came to me, just to say goodbye to me, and it was a surprise that said good, really a surprise, but I was shocked and sad. I know, I should have said, I respect your decision, I should have said blessing to you, but I don't know what's wrong, I can't say a word. ”

Qu Xiujie looked at Mao Nana, the depth of his eyes was tightly wrapped by crystal tears, as if his heart was full of Mao Nana's figure.

"Uncle, I'm sorry, I ......"

Mao Nana wanted to explain, looking at Qu Xiujie's appearance, she actually found that she couldn't say a word at the moment when she had staged a breakup speech on the plane no less than a hundred times, with a fish in her throat, and every time she said it, it hurt a point.

"You don't need to say it, since you've decided to boil it, then listen to you, I know, I can't give you anything now, but Nana, I want you to believe that you are a very good girl, very good, you really deserve a better life, and those are everything I can't give you, do you understand, what I want for you is what I think is the best, but for you, it is not needed."

Qu Xiujie very much hoped that Mao Nana would be able to turn back, but when reason returned, he had to plan for Mao Nana's future.

"Uncle, don't you hate me?"

Mao Nana raised her head, her eyes were already red.

"Why do I hate you, I just love you, since you have thought of going farther to develop, then of course I can't hold you back, of course I want to give you the best future, why should I hate you, I think, thank you, at least you came back to tell me in person when you broke up."

Qu Xiujie smiled bitterly, looking at Mao Nana in front of him, his heart was really bitter.

"Uncle, between us, do you really have nothing to say? I thought you were going to blame me, you were going to hate me, you hated me for leaving you, you hated me for leaving when you needed it. ”

Mao Nana's voice was choked, and she looked at Qu Xiujie's eyes, her eyes became more and more red.

"I won't hate you, because I've always loved you. Although, I have always been reluctant to admit it, but after you left, I realized that it turns out that whether you love or not can not be faked at all, it is not like we eat three meals a day, it doesn't matter, but now I really want to say that it doesn't matter. ”

Qu Xiujie's eyes were swaying, and Mao Nana's figure became more and more blurred in his eyes.

The more he swayed, the more he seemed to watch Mao Nana's figure gradually leave him, and the farther and farther he went, he couldn't get closer and closer.

"But Nana, I still want to ask you, will you feel sad one day, will you want to see me again, I know that I have done a lot of bad things to you in the past, but are you willing to give me a chance, would you like to listen to me once. You ......"

Qu Xiujie put down his self-esteem and looked at Mao Nana's eyes, and the crystal in his eyes finally became something he never dared to touch again.

After Mao Nana left, he thought that he would not shed any more tears, but now looking at Mao Nana's eyes and looking at the woman he loves the most, his heart still hurts, and he still can't restrain it.

"Uncle, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, the things I want to say have been made clear, I want to explain the reason to you, I think I also made it clear, uncle, don't you do this again, okay, I know it's my fault, I know it's my bad, but when I see you like this, I'm so uncomfortable."

Mao Nana lowered her head, not daring to look at Qu Xiujie's eyes anymore, this man she loved, this should have accompanied her through all the vicissitudes of the world, all the unpleasant people, but no, when they were about to have results, she still chose to give up.

"Nana, it's okay, you don't have to worry about me, what you said is already very clear, and I understand it very clearly, don't worry, I won't pester you, if you need my help one day, I'm willing to help you all the time." Maybe we really don't have fate, we don't have the life and a couple that those books say, but Nana, I want you to remember that no matter where you are, what you do, or what kind of person you become in the future, I am willing to support you, and I am willing to accompany you forever. ”

Qu Xiujie stood up and looked at Mao Nana with her head down, no matter how big she was in her heart, she couldn't say it, and no matter how many words she spoke, it turned into pale and weak air, which she couldn't see, but it was particularly important.

"Uncle, don't be so nice to me, I'm afraid I'll be reluctant."

The guilt in Mao Nana's heart was gradually magnified, how could she be reluctant, how could she not be uncomfortable, the guilt and pain in her heart almost devoured her, her body couldn't move, even the crying sobs, she didn't dare to show a trace in front of Qu Xiujie.

But once upon a time, in front of Qu Xiujie, she was the one who cried when she wanted to cry and laugh when she wanted to laugh, but now, she is no longer such a person, and she discarded her best memories with her own hands.

"Uncle, just treat me as if you never came back, as if you never saw me, just as I, never appeared in your world."

Mao Nana's voice was choked, she lowered her head, and she didn't dare to look at Qu Xiujie's eyes, her heart was already in pain and she didn't dare to make another sound.

"What do you want me to be, you have changed the trajectory of my life, you have even changed me as a person, but now, you want me to act as if I have never seen you, Nana, I really can't do it. This is not a vegetable market to buy vegetables, see it, and then drop it, but casually treat it as if you haven't seen it. Nana, you want a bright future, but what should I do? ”