He stood for a long time, and then he passed, and then began to rummage on the dusty desk.

Fortunately, ten minutes later, he found a navy blue diary in a drawer under the desk, and it was in that diary that he saw familiar handwriting that he hadn't seen for a long time.

June 15, cloudy

Zhenying got drunk again and threw up everywhere, and I was afraid that he would wake up Xiaoyuan, so I had to help him to the bedroom and wash him.

However, as I washed and washed, he grabbed my hand and cried again, or was it that question, asking me whether I loved him or not?

Love?

I thought, I don't love anymore, from the day he pushed me off him and called me a shameless slut, I won't love anymore.

So, Zhenying, I can give you everything, but this is the only thing that can't be given to you.

June 20, light rain

Another woman came to the door today, I can't count the first few, I'm really tired, but this time, I didn't expect that the woman named Liao Jing'e actually brought a child who was only two years younger than Xiaoyuan, she said, it was his child, and even the name was chosen, called Tan Ruiling......

July 5th, fine

I went to the hospital today, and Dr. Zhang told me that the tinnitus I often hear is caused by neurasthenia, and suggested that I rest, preferably in a comfortable environment.

Comfortable environment?

I don't know what a comfortable environment is, maybe it's more comfortable to die.

But what about my ogaki? He was only six years old.

……

February 14, rainy

A year has passed, I think, I shouldn't live long, I promised Zhenying, all the Xia clan I founded in my hand to the Tan clan, the purpose is to make him good to Xiaoyuan.

Xiaoyuan, in this life, the person my mother is most sorry for is you.

I hope you remember that when you grow up, never forget that Tan Zhenying is your father, no matter what he does to his mother, and whether he robs his mother's company or not? He's only going to be your dad, the only dad!

The last page of this diary, that's it, and nothing else.

But Tan Siyuan stood there, but he saw it clearly, these last three exclamation points, one was deeper than the other.

The only dad, the eternal dad.

If a woman is carrying a child who is really not married to the man, then usually when she tells the secret, her tone will not wait to tell the truth.

However, there is no mention of his life experience here, from beginning to end, but in the back, it has been repeatedly emphasized that Tan Zhenying is his father.

Why is it so emphasized?

Why after the emphasis? And with such a strong three exclamation points?

There is only one reason, that is: she hates the child's biological father very much, and she doesn't want the child to have anything to do with him anymore, so she will say this in such a tone.

would rather let his children recognize a man who is not their biological father as a father forever, which is already a very helpless and cruel thing.

What's more, what an arrogant person that woman was at the beginning, he was able to force her to this point, he really couldn't imagine what heinous things that man had done to her?

So, Ye Tang, are you acting with me now?

He closed the diary with a "snap", and a huge darkness rushed out of his eyes like a storm was coming.