Sunflower blooms 29

"Ning Shu?" Su Man really didn't expect that the person who was nailed in this room and lost his ability to move was Ning Shu.

She also thought that Ning Shu and Wei Ran were in the same group.

Hearing her name in a trance, Ning Shu's out-of-focus eyes slowly gathered a little light, "It's you?" ”

She remembered Suman.

Because of this, she said more urgently: "Please, save me." ”

She kept struggling on the cross, and every time she struggled, the nail that was on her went further, and blood spilled from the corners of her mouth, and the severe pain made her let out a terrible scream, but even so, she still struggled as if she didn't feel pain, and said to Su Man: "Kill me, let me be free, please." ”

As she spoke, tears instantly fell, "Please, save me." ”

She was still pitifully praying for salvation like the one who had broken down ten thousand times, and regarded Su Man in front of her as the only straw.

But Suman did not act rashly.

After all, if one is not good, maybe what will be saved is a face-changing horror that may send her to the west.

And as if she understood Su Man's concerns, Ning Shu stopped struggling, and tried her to save a breath and assured her: "I am normal, I will definitely not hurt you." ”

"No matter what you saw me like before, only the current me is the real me." The pain in her body made Ning Shu speak very quickly, she was already on the verge of collapse, "It's wishful thinking, he is manipulating me, I don't want revenge at all." ”

"But you can say that you are boyfriend and girlfriend." Although Ning Shu in front of her looked very pitiful, Su Man's heart did not fluctuate at all, anyone's mouth could lie, even if it was an extremely pitiful weakling, she would not draw conclusions casually until she figured out the truth of the facts.

"No!!" I don't know if it was because of any painful memories or because of the physical pain, Ning Shu's face became hideous, as if she had changed into another person, and her pupils also turned black, just like the Ning Shu she saw before who killed Zhou Xiaomei.

However, the pitch-black pupils didn't last for two seconds, and then returned to normal, as if Ning Shu was fighting against something.

When her expression became normal, she began to cry again, "You believe me, you believe me, I have nothing to do with him, he manipulates me."

I started waking up with no memory of anything, he said he was my boyfriend and he took special care of me, and I believed it..."

But later, she discovers that throughout the day, she always has lost and incomplete memories.

asked Weiran, Weiran said that she was injured and not healed, so it was always like this, it was normal, until later, some unfamiliar pictures kept appearing in her mind, so real, as if they had appeared before.

"I have memories of school life that I hated, and the fact that I killed some people..."

And she followed her instinct to give thank-you gifts to some people.

Because of these memories, she had more and more sober moments, and more and more things she recalled, and Wei Ran gradually began to lose control of her.

"Just now, when Wei Ran still wanted to control me to kill people again, I completely recovered all my memories, I am Ning Shu, I am dead, but I am still living in this posture, I don't want to."

If it is an ordinary person, living again is considered salvation, but for Ning Shu, this is not salvation, this is just another torture, "I don't know him at all, and I don't know why he did this." ”

There is no one and life here that she wants to be nostalgic for, she wants to be free, she doesn't want to have anything to do with these sad things, at this point, she has the same ostrich idea as Wu Caixia, she only hopes that she will not experience such a life again, as long as she lives, as long as she has the thoughts at that moment, for her, it is a cage, a cage that makes her have no way to be free and free.

It's also because she's out of his control, so he's out of control with her, he wants to lock her here, he wants her to continue to listen to him and hurt people.

"He's a bad guy and he wants to take advantage of me." Ning Shu's eyes were red, and tears were rolling, "I can't do it, I'm a cowardly person, they hurt me, but I have no way to take revenge on them, people like me deserve to die." ”

"You help me, kill me, don't let me become his murderous tool." Ning Shu's voice was full of crying, and there was actually a trace of resentment towards Wei Ran in the deepest part of her heart, "Why do you want to do this to me?" I've already chosen to die, why don't you let me go? ”

Why do you want to hurt her again with all these things? Why let her regain her memory?

Even take another 10,000 steps back and say, even if she really wants revenge, she doesn't have the memory of revenge, what kind of revenge is this?

She's really nothing more than an emotionless killing machine.

Su Man understood her story, she wanted to die, and Su Man would not persuade her, but before that, she still wanted to ask some things clearly.

For example, Li Zhuangfei, are they really those people who laugh at her?

For example, Zhou Xiaomei, does she hate Zhou Xiaomei? Why?

Although Ning Shu didn't want to recall these two questions, she also answered her questions because she wanted to get rid of them as soon as possible.

The first one, Li Zhuangfei was indeed the one who laughed at her back then, but there were some people who died that she didn't know, she didn't know if those people laughed at her, she was very impressed, only Li Zhuangfei and Sun Jian.

Second, do you hate Zhou Xiaomei? Hate.

When she picked up the courier at Zhou Xiaomei's place, she happened to meet Li Zhuangfei and a group of people who also came to pick up the courier, they laughed at her in front of so many people who picked up the courier, she was ashamed and annoyed, there was only a hidden laughter around her, she was helpless at that time, she really wanted to cry, and then she made a lot of determination to tell the teacher about it, and she wanted the teacher to help her.

But the teacher said that he asked the boss of the express station, and the boss said that nothing like what she said had happened, and that she was lying.

The courage she had so hard to muster fell to the ground at that moment, falling apart, and there was no way to pick it up.

She had also heard about Li Zhuangfei saving the owner of the express station, after all, this matter had been in the small newspapers of the school, and was used as an example by the teacher several times, but she really had no way to forgive.

"I really don't have the courage to fight those people, I tried, but my efforts didn't get any results, and it made my situation even more difficult..."

Ning Shu's grievances for many years seemed to have found an outlet, and for a moment, she wanted to tell all her grievances, until Su Man asked another question, "What about Cui Zhu?" ”