Perhaps, when you don't have her in your heart, I'll be good to you
The funny thing is that the two people who are substitutes for each other, the relationship will warm up unconsciously, but, this is like two cold hearts wrapped in a fire, Chen often thinks, I let go, what about him, maybe not, yes, maybe not, no one knows, looking at him when he thinks of her lonely, helpless look, Chen's heart is always painful, she knows that the boy's health is not good, she knows that she has no place in her heart, but, maybe it's sympathy, maybe they're all outcasts, just maybe, because no one can be sure. She just wanted to be nice to him, she just wanted to take care of him, she just wanted to get the smile on his face back that night, although, not for her.
Chen worked hard to be good to him, it seemed that as long as he was well, Chen's mood would be better, and the reality seemed to be true.
"Stomach ache again?" Chen gently walked into the room, looking at him curled up in a ball on the bed, and sighed helplessly.
She was answered with a distorted face. Chen rubbed his stomach for him, looking at his gaze unconsciously gentle, maybe his gaze was too hot, his closed eyes opened, and the pupils reflected her gaze, the two of them were stunned at the same time, Chen smiled and smiled, and looked away, "Get up and drink some porridge when you wake up." ”
Covering his slightly twitching heart, he lowered his head, and a lonely smile pulled out of the corner of his mouth, isn't he like this, isn't it just for her, that happy girl, Lu Hongman. Chen tilted his head and looked at the door, the bitterness in his heart was even worse, I ...... It's self-inflicted.
She didn't know the situation inside, so she could only listen outside the door and watch the "trance" bowl may have been dropped, Chen thought so, and the strange feeling in her heart came out again, what's wrong with me, obviously we have nothing to do with it, obviously ...... I'm just taking care of him, what's wrong, who knows, fall in love, it's too early, don't love, what does that feel like. Perhaps, when you don't have her in your heart, this feeling will disappear, maybe, I will be better for you.
Chen left the door, walked to his room, and took out the light red sachet, "Na, Xiaoxi, what do you say is wrong with me, have you forgiven me, I'm sorry to let you leave." Na, Xi, are you in love with Xiao, are you in love with him, what does it feel like......" Tears gradually blurred his eyes, a figure flashed outside the door, maybe it was jade, he fell on the bed in the morning, his eyes looked at the bed curtain, the smell of the sachet was still full of the room, the memory was evoked again, and the tears were wanton.
I don't know how long I've been asleep, crying came from his room, roaring, helpless, sad, isn't he, he's crying, Chen hugged himself in the crook of his arm, his jaw supported his knees, she didn't look at him, she knew he was crying again, for the sake of that girl, she didn't stop it, cry, I hope you wake up, forget those times. And then...... And then what happened, the rain outside the house was falling, very big, and it drowned out his voice.
Chen looked at the slightly fluttering curtains, and tears fell again unconsciously, a wall, separated by two people with the same fate, a wall, surrounded the hearts of two people, a wall, became a horizontal ditch that they could never cross.
In the noisy night, in the cry of the rain, the paint on the exterior of the memory statue is slowly falling, the night is too dark, I can't see the color inside, I don't know when the rain will stop, I don't know when the sun will come out, I don't know, I don't know, what the fate of the future will be
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