"Mom? She said it was her mother! The people watching the live broadcast outside exclaimed, "What do you mean by those words?" Did her mom abandon her? ”

"If this is true, she seems to be quite pitiful, her father doesn't love her mother."

"She's like this, it's no different from those abandoned little animals" The voice of the person who shouted this became smaller and smaller, because everyone looked at him because of his words, and he muttered uncomfortably: "What I said is right, if it is really worse than miserable, she is more pitiful than those little animals, she knows that she was abandoned by her own initiative"

Many people fell into deep thought because of his words, while others couldn't empathize at all, and even found it as interesting as a joke, they cared more about other things, "Only I want to know where she is now?" ”

"I saw that the arrow that the bell shot just now didn't hit her at all!"

"I also saw it, its arrow only hit the black shadow behind her, and then the arrow somehow appeared on her shoulder, and then she appeared in such an inexplicable place!"

"Doesn't this place reflect the fear in my heart? Could this be the resurgence of Suman's deepest fears? ”

Not only did people outside speculate like this, but Su Man also thought so in her heart, some of the images that were unbearable in the past, and she forcibly suppressed in her heart and no longer wanted to touch, reappeared in her mind again with great clarity at this moment.

The day my mother wanted to throw her away, it even rained.

The rain may not be heavy, but the hazy hit her eyes so that she couldn't fully open her eyes, the clammy rain, the warm tears, the mother stood in the rain with a hideous roar and complained, as if all the faults in the world were because of her Su Man, at that time she was young, she didn't understand why, the only emotion in her heart was fear, afraid that her mother would really leave her alone, afraid that she would be alone in the future, she pulled her mother's clothes and cried and begged, "Mom, I will be very well-behaved in the future, Mom, I will listen to you, Mom, I was wrong."

She took a deep breath and forcibly interrupted the memory, and now that she looked back, it turned out that the fear that had tormented her was nothing more than that.

She stroked the face that was still unclear, and murmured softly, "Mom, what's wrong with me?" When you decide to abandon me, what's the difference between a good boy and a bad one? It's you who are wrong, you have abandoned me, without that, there would have been other things, I have figured it out for so many years, those spells that blame me like bondage are just an excuse for you to evade responsibility.

But I don't hate it, I said it, I forgive you.

Mom, you are the first person I have forgiven in so many years.

If you haven't appeared in front of me for so many years, I'd have thought you were all dead. ”

The fear paused, this was not what it thought, what it needed was greater fear nourishment, and what was this that Suman said to it? A terror appeared in its heart, and its power seemed to be disappearing!

Before it could deepen Suman's fear of these memories, it was dragged by Suman to the house of the light.

Suman said as he walked, "While you may just be a memory of me, I want you to see it too. ”

Looking at the road that was a little far away, they had arrived in the next second, and what appeared in front of them was a small two-story building that was somewhat dilapidated, and the laughter of children could be faintly heard inside.

"See? Welfare home, you left me outside the door and turned around and left, as soon as I saw the bright light, I knew that it couldn't be wrong, only the lights of the welfare home would be so dim and flickering, like some terrible scenes in a thriller movie, Mom, if you really saw my life in it, is it possible for you to feel a touch of guilt for me in your heart? ”

(End of chapter)