Fang Xiaoling was stunned for a long time, and forcibly squeezed out a smile, "Roland, do you mean ......?"

"Just what you think! It's my soul that takes over your body. Roland slowly let go of his hand, "It sounds unbelievable, but it is true, so I can read your thoughts and feelings because my soul has some links with you, and because of this, I can easily find you." ”

Fang Xiaoling slowly put the cup on the table, "I don't want to ask how all this happened, I just want to know, why me?" ”

"I don't want to." Roland looked at her apologetically, "I'm sorry, I didn't know you were going to lose the memory of the time I occupied your body, I thought you knew everything, too." You listen to me, every time I fall asleep and wake up again, I may become another woman, and after the crossing, unless I can make the man I like really fall in love with me, I will never wake up. ”

"This ...... What is this? Fang Xiaoling smiled bitterly and shook her head, "In other words, you occupied my body, pursued Shen Yi to marry him, and then woke up and lived with your own body, is that what you mean?" ”

"That's right, but Xiaoling, I really didn't mean it, I can't control who the soul will run to, and I have never traveled to people of the same age as my real body, they are all ancient or future, and even human beings in other worlds, from the age of sixteen to now, I have had nearly 200 dreams, and I have lived in various identities in various eras, except for you, the most recent one is attached to Liu Erhua's body, that is, Pan Long's grandmother, when I woke up from my real body, Liu Erhua has been dead for many years, Pan Long is also in his forties, and Liu Erhua and I are not in the same era at all. ”

"Enough!" Fang Xiaoling covered her head and said in a broken voice, "I don't want to hear what you have experienced, it has nothing to do with me, I just want to know, if Shen Yi is in love with you, then what am I?" A third party? ”

"Xiaoling, don't get me wrong, I don't like Shen Yi at all, I just married him so that my real body could wake up, when I first found out that you were in the same era as me, I was also shocked, and even used your body to go back here to find myself, but I found that my real body was gone, and even my real relatives and friends didn't recognize Roland as a person, just like an overhead world specially customized for me, what is even more illogical is that although no one remembers Roland, Roland's bank account is still there, Roland's home is still there, the artificial intelligence at the elevator door automatically recognizes your body as Roland, so I used your body to go home and find the bank card, and successfully took out 600,000, after marrying Shen Yi, I woke up and found that my real body was lying on the bed, and checking the bank card was indeed less than 600,000, all of this really can't be explained, there are too many mysteries, so I went to look for you, as long as you are willing to help me, maybe we can find any clues. ”

Fang Xiaoling was silent for a moment, then nodded slowly, "No wonder you are so kind, you suddenly appeared and said that you wanted to help me recover Shen Yi, it turned out that it was you who was dating Shen Yi at the beginning, and you were very unhappy when you learned that Shen Yi fell in love with another woman, right?" ”

"Maybe it's just a simple desire to win, no matter what, I don't have any feelings for Shen Yi, I have traveled nearly two hundred times, I have experienced countless men, I only regard them as a task that can return to my true body, and I have never been emotional." Roland sat beside Fang Xiaoling, "Don't worry Xiaoling, you can spend my money as much as you want in the future, and it will be regarded as my compensation for you." ”

"Make amends?" Fang Xiaoling suddenly laughed, "Do you know why Shen Yi and Jiang Tongtong are having an affair?" Because he said, Jiang Tongtong has the shadow of me in the past, and I used to be me, isn't that you? From this point of view, Shen Yi has never changed his mind, he has always loved your Roland's soul. ”

"No, don't worry Xiaoling, in a sense, I have lived for hundreds of lifetimes, and what I am best at is controlling a man's heart, as long as you do what I say, Shen Yi will definitely fall in love with you sincerely."

"Disgusting!" Fang Xiaoling stood up in disgust, "Do you think you're very powerful?" Control other people's hearts, what do you treat people for? When a toy? Let me do what you say? What's the point of getting Shen Yi's love like that? I don't plan to be with Shen Yi anymore, he doesn't love me, so I'll go find the person I love, if I change myself for him, then I won't be me at all! ”

"What tree does it hope to do when a storm comes?" Roland said calmly, "Do I like to control people's hearts?" I was also in pain. I just want to break the curse and leave this world in peace. Fang Xiaoling, you said that I can't understand your feelings, but I can really understand, don't say anything else, just say that I have lived for almost 10,000 years, what else is there that I can't understand? I don't want to be cursed, and I don't want to disturb your life, but these are all arrangements of fate, and I really can't control them. ”

Fang Xiaoling asked lightly, "If you are in pain, if you also want to leave this world, can't you do it now?" Are you immortal? ”

Roland was silent for a long time and replied, "I can't help but live." ”

Fang Xiaoling mocked hostilely, "You've lived for tens of thousands of years, and you haven't lived enough?" ”

Roland was not angry, she sighed, "There are countless times, I don't want to continue to live, but countless times, I can't give up my life, whether it is my own real body, or attached to someone else's body, and even many times, I live in an era full of war, as long as I move a thought, I can solve all problems, but I am still in the moment of confusion all over my body, struggling to survive, maybe it is instinct, maybe it is my personal cowardice, at that edge moment, I always can't help but want to live, even if I live for another 10,000 years, Even if I hate life itself, I can't help but live. ”

"Whatever." Fang Xiaoling left after speaking, she had figured everything out, although she was penniless now and had nowhere to go, she didn't want to stay here.

On October 10, 2022, she met the twenty-nine-year-old Bai Shi Roland, this person subverted her three views, but also made her lose the meaning of continuing to live, when the elevator opened again, it was no longer a sea of flowers, but a beautiful lakeside, the original technology has developed to the extent of beyond their imagination, but they have lived for twenty-three years, but they don't know anything, fate makes everyone, live in a different world, the span of those worlds, hard work alone is absolutely insurmountable.

Even people's hearts are so ridiculous. The person you once loved deeply will also be controlled by people with skills.

"Shen Yi, my sincerity can't compare to those experiences that understand human nature?" When the elevator reached the first floor and opened the door, Fang Xiaoling staggered out, ignoring the artificial intelligence that was changing its form next to her, and muttered, "Shen Yi, if there is no love in this world, then what do I feel about you?" Why now, I can't help but think about you. ”

The galaxy in the artificial sky is flowing, conjuring up colorful stars, faintly, the faint sound of the piano can be heard, Fang Xiaoling unknowingly, and lost in this beauty, as if among the many specks of light, there is one of her real home.

"God, if you really exist, please take me." Crying and laughing, she collapsed to the ground, and shouted with open arms, "The world has abandoned me!" Please take me away, please take me away......"

The galaxy turned to form a circle, like a deep pupil, as if it sucked everything in the world into it, Fang Xiaoling felt as if her soul had been sucked away, and the artificially created sky seemed to be the vast universe that really existed, making her unable to distinguish between illusion and reality, not knowing whether she was awake or intoxicated, she only felt that she was rising, rising...... I don't know how long it had been rising, and then it began to fall suddenly, in the infinite darkness, and also in the dappled stars around it, rapidly, endlessly, falling.

At the same time, Roland was entering the lakeside-themed elevator, she stepped on the mirror-clear electronic screen under her feet, flooding the ripples of simulated water surface, she looked down and saw the familiar and unfamiliar herself, "The next time I see you, I don't know where I will live and die again." ”

Before the words fell, her reflection in the electronic lake suddenly showed a strange smile, which made Roland, who had experienced a hundred lifetimes, unconsciously startled, and the hairs on her body stood up, just when she wanted to see it carefully, she suddenly fell into the lake, and the real liquid poured into her throat and ears, she struggled in pain, gradually lost consciousness, and only felt that she was constantly falling.

"Do you mean I'm asleep?" Roland is familiar with this feeling, and with each crossing, she falls for a long time, accompanied by a calm mood, waiting to wake up in a new identity.

I don't know how long it took, new memories poured into Roland's brain like quicksand, she slowly opened her eyes, and found herself lying on an unfamiliar tatami mat, she began to meditate and meditate, combing through the memories carried by this body.

"Li Mengli, senior in high school, the target is a little gangster named Tian Hu......" Roland muttered, disdainful in his heart, "Children study hard, what do they like." ”

"Ah-" There was a scream not far from the door, Roland slowly opened his eyes, let the noise outside the door, and found a mirror on the desk to look at it, "It looks good, if you get the goal, it will only be a matter of a few days, you have to quickly return to the real body to find Fang Xiaoling back, maybe she is the key to unlocking the curse." ”

"Who is Li Mengling? My name is Fang Xiaoling! Don't come here! ”

The noise outside the door made Roland stunned for a while, she pushed open the door, and saw her parents looking worriedly at the girl huddled in the corner, "Mengling, what's wrong with you?" Don't scare your mother. ”