Man is a very tangled life.

While trying to change the past.

On the other hand, he is afraid of losing what he already has.

The afterglow of the setting sun illuminated everything in sight, and the sea breeze blew Fang Xiaoling's long hair, hugged and sighed, and then fell on the deck.

She could vaguely hear the laughter of Xiaolan and Li Mengling when they were playing, which made Fang Xiaoling a little afraid.

If the seven-year-old Roland had waited for her parents on her birthday, perhaps her soul would not have been lonely.

In that case, the pendant around Fang Xiaoling's neck should not exist, and Xiaolan will not appear.

Why is it that the pain that seemed obvious at the beginning has become the source of happiness now?

"What do you think?" Roland walked up to her, "You seem to be always restless lately?" ”

"It's nothing, I'm just reflecting on myself, I really shouldn't travel to the past without permission, and I want to change your life."

"Good sister, don't be stupid, it's been more than a month." Roland patted her on the shoulder, "I don't care anymore, why are you still struggling?" ”

Fang Xiaoling looked at the sea, was silent for a while, and then muttered, "Sister, do you think your life can be considered lucky?" ”

"What do you say?" Roland put on a coat for her and shook her head slightly, "Of course it's not lucky, it's even chaotic, like a storm at sea, you can't see the contents clearly, but you can clearly feel the extreme danger." ”

"Then if you were given a chance to live again, and your life was up to you, what kind of life would you choose?"

Hearing this, Roland thought for a while and wanted to answer, but he stopped talking.

After a long time, she replied, "I don't know." ”

"I thought you were going to tell a dream journey." Fang Xiaoling said, "I have fantasized that if I don't know anything, I don't have anything to do with the tower, although I divorced Shen Yi, but after a long time, I will definitely be able to meet a new fate, right?" When the time comes, I can have a child, just like my sister's parents, and live an ordinary life, which is also good. ”

"If you could choose again, wouldn't you?" Roland looked at her, and there was some anticipation of the answer in his eyes, "I thought about it at first, but I always felt ......"

"I always feel that my final answer is to continue with my current life, right?" Fang Xiaoling squinted and smiled, "Even if we can choose again, we will still do the same thing, because of each other's existence." ”

"Perhaps." Roland said softly, "But I still really want to change the things I did when I was sixteen years old, but I'm afraid that after I change, I will lose my current ability, and if the tower does something more excessive, I won't be able to deal with it."

So...... Even if you want to change, you have to defeat the tower first. ”

Fang Xiaoling didn't speak, and after a while, Luo Lan continued: "Xiaoling, you should have also seen that Mengling has been having a lot of fun with Xiaolan recently, but she is actually suppressing her true thoughts in her heart, right?" I can't [Ziyun], but I can feel that she is a little ......"

Speaking of this, Roland seemed to have made some decision, and asked dryly, "How long will it take?" ”

Fang Xiaoling's hands clutched the railing on the edge, she knew that this question could not be avoided.

Roland only asked her today, and he already trusted her very much.

What's more, she didn't ask herself what the hell she was doing? Or is there a plan going on at all?

What she asked: How long will it take?

"It's coming."

The meaning of Fang Xiaoling's answer is actually: I don't know.

Roland nodded, she hesitated for a while, but still said, "Xiaoling, I didn't mean to urge you.

It's just that today is already December 18th, and in another week, it will be the time for me to negotiate with the tower owner.

Of course, we can travel to that point in time now to negotiate.

Or, simply don't negotiate.

Or, even if the time has passed, it doesn't matter, and then come back to that point in time to negotiate.

But I still want to remind you that December 25th is an important time node, and both Gao Ta and Li Mengling are paying attention to this time.

All right...... Actually, I care about it too.

Hopefully, before that time comes, you'll make some moves.

Even if it's just a sign of rebellion. ”

"What if it gets to the 25th, and there are still no signs?" Fang Xiaoling didn't want to hit Roland, but she still asked, "Sister, do you remember what I told you in the mall?" It's a gamble.

Unconditional trust is a difficult thing in itself.

If you give up now, I don't blame you.

However, I am sincere and sincere, and I beg you, please believe me. ”

"Good sister, it's not that I don't believe you, it's just ......" Roland frowned and clenched his fists involuntarily, "I'm scared, the experience since I was a child, those bloody and terrifying things, didn't make me as scared as I am now."

I thought it would be much easier to give everything I had to someone I trusted.

But the reality is quite the opposite.

I'm not afraid that you will give up, that you will not do your best, and that you will actually stand on the side of the tower.

I believe you.

You will definitely fight with all your might, and even if you lose, it is definitely not your responsibility.

But I'm still scared.

I'm not afraid to lose.

I'm just afraid that when the time comes, I'll blame you. ”

"Sister......

"Xiaoling, if I go to fight by myself, I can still blame fate.

But now, I'm really putting everything on you. ”

"I understand." Fang Xiaoling stretched out her palm, "But I really can't confirm it, because even I don't know the real plan." ”

Seeing that Roland didn't speak for a long time, Fang Xiaoling explained: "At the beginning, I was looking for an independent space, but I didn't find it. Later, I wanted to find a small island, so we went to sea.

But just now, I changed my mind.

It's time to start implementing the plan. ”

"Huh?"

"You heard it right." Fang Xiaoling pushed the messy hair in front of her forehead behind her ears, "Sister, please call Li Mengling over, I want to announce my plan." ”

Roland reacted for a moment and said, "Xiaoling, you know there's no point in doing this, because we can't be sure if you're really going to announce your plan or if you're acting for the tower. ”

"It doesn't matter, didn't I tell you that if you want to defeat the Tower, you have to rely on your senses." Fang Xiaoling looked up at the sky and said, "The guys in the tower, you have a new gamble, let's guess, the plan I talked about next, will the rebel fate team really carry it out, right?" ”

After a while, Roland called Li Mengling.

Xiaolan also followed.

The three men stood in a row, as if waiting for the captain to speak.

(End of chapter)