Chapter 13 Open Your Eyes and Look Forward

The narrow streets are lined with old European buildings, the walls are covered with vines and moss, and the warm red light of dusk pours on the stone pavement, dragging Li Mengli's long shadow.

"Dream Glass?" Li Xiaoyu ran through several intersections, and finally saw Li Mengli's figure on this narrow street, "Where are you going?" ”

Finding that Li Xiaoyu was catching up, Li Mengli was still dragging his steps like a walking corpse, and walked in the direction of the setting sun without saying a word.

"Sister Roland called me just now and asked us to go back to dinner?" Li Xiaoyu ran past her, turned to face her, and walked backwards at the same time, "You...... Where did you pick the flowers? ”

Li Mengli held a bouquet of flowers of various colors in her hand and said dreamily: "In the flower beds on the side of the road, they have no meaning of existence like me. ”

Li Xiaoyu reluctantly smiled and said, "How can it be meaningless? Look, they're just as beautiful as you are! ”

"But they're not real, just like me, just a false existence.

It's not really a flower, but it's still treated like a flower.

It's a painful thing to do.

It doesn't matter if it's me, or if it's the flowers.

A long time ago, it was gone, wasn't it?

This is a fact that no matter how advanced the level of science and technology is, it cannot be changed. ”

Li Mengli stood still, put the tip of her nose on those petals, inhaled deeply, and then smiled in disappointment, "The real Li Mengli will be allergic to pollen.

But I don't have allergies. ”

"Mengli, isn't this your problem? These flowers are simulated products created by technology, and there is no pollen at all. ”

"Here's the problem." Li Mengli slowly raised her eyes to look at her and said, "I am also a simulation created by technology......

Sister-in-law, don't worry about me anymore, let me get out of here.

After all, I've died.

Even if you stay in the café, it will only cause you trouble, and it won't even add a little popularity. ”

"What do you say? Didn't Meng Ling say it a long time ago? She resurrected you with your real body, just replacing a piece of your spine, which is a completely different concept from that kind of artificial person, you are still a living human! Li Xiaoyu comforted, "Just like a disabled person with a prosthetic leg, you can't say that he is not a human being, right?" ”

"Human ...... Don't need to eat and sleep? Li Mengli squeezed the bouquet in her hand tightly, gritted her teeth and said, "It's like these flowers that don't need watering and fertilization, they are just the product of human beings deceiving themselves......

There is no meaning, there is no meaning to exist! ”

Li Xiaoyu was silent for a while, and said calmly: "If it weren't for the sudden disappearance of Carnival Island, Mengling originally planned to tamper with some of your memories, so that you wouldn't remember that you had died.

But even if we come to St. Fur, as long as Li Mengling wants to, we should be able to do that kind of thing at any time, right?

If she only sees you as some kind of machine to satisfy her own fantasies, why not fix you into her ideal sister?

Mengli, it is because Mengling has identified you as her own sister that she has not tampered with your memory at will for so long.

Even if she knows you're in pain.

Even if every time she sees you in pain, she may be more painful in her heart than you are.

She still hasn't done that, either.

Because you're a living person......

You've just been asleep for a long time, and you've just woken up.

Other than that, there is no difference between you and all of us. ”

"But...... If everyone thinks so, why don't I feel it in the first place? Just now, Sister Roland didn't take into account my mood when she spoke, obviously I died once......"

"That's because everybody thinks the same!" Li Xiaoyu interrupted her words and said solemnly, "It's because you are no different from us that Sister Roland won't take your mood into account!"

Do normal people need to be given special care all the time?

Only patients with fragile hearts will be carefully taken into account at all times, right? ”

Hearing this, Li Mengli looked at Li Xiaoyu pitifully and said, "Really, sister-in-law? Don't lie to me......"

"Alright, let's go back to dinner." Li Xiaoyu patted her on the shoulder, "Even Xiaolan's greedy guy is waiting for you." ”

"Okay......" Li Mengli finally walked back in obedience, muttering in her mouth, "It's a waste to give me food, after all, I have died, and I don't need to eat at all now." ”

"Okay, okay, you, you have to know how to be content, you don't have to eat and sleep, these are superpowers that many people envy." Li Xiaoyu took her hand and shook it sharply, "Be happy, how lucky it is to be alive?" There are so many things in the world that we haven't experienced before! ”

"Maybe......" Li Mengli looked at the pedestrians on the street in front of her, hurriedly as if she was chasing the time, "Why does everyone seem to work so hard?" ”

"Of course, it's for a better tomorrow!" Li Xiaoyu said with a smile, "Human beings are creatures that can live by hope."

No matter how difficult things are facing, as long as there is a little hope for the future.

can continue to live bravely. ”

"Hope?" Li Mengli thought for a while and asked, "Auntie, what is the hope for you to live?" ”

"That's too much, have you heard of it? There is a man-eating tree in South Africa, which opens its mouth and swallows it whenever someone comes close, and I have never seen it before! Li Xiaoyu said with some excitement, "Also, in 1965, Dunhuang found that more than ten Nanfu batteries produced in 1988 were rusted, but the trademark was clearly visible, what is going on?"

In addition, it is said that under the mudflats of southern Spain, there is the vanished kingdom of Atlantis.

It is said that in the Grand Canyon in the northern part of the Scottish Plateau, there is a huge Loch Ness Monster......"

Li Mengli reacted for a while, and asked inexplicably: "What do these things have to do with you?" ”

"Hmm—you might think these things are too far away from you, do you?" Li Xiaoyu thought for a moment and continued, "Do you remember? You've told me before that you heard the sound of marbles coming from upstairs in your house? ”

"I don't remember ......"

The other party's answer made Li Xiaoyu unwilling, and she said: "Then you must often be doing something, you will instantly realize that the current state, this thing, has happened in the past, right?"

Or did you dream about it before? ”

Li Mengli shook her head.

"How so? Have you ever fallen asleep, as if you were about to fall asleep, but suddenly felt a fall, and then woke up suddenly? ”

"Sister-in-law...... I can't sleep now, can you not always talk about sleeping? ”

"Oops! I'm just giving you an analogy! Li Xiaoyu said simply, "In short, this world makes me very curious."

When I was a kid, I noticed a lot of strange things, except for my mom...... Hehe, it's your grandmother, no one has ever believed me except her.

So, when I met you, I was really excited!

Everyone is from the future, and it also made me understand a lot of things that I couldn't understand before.

It makes me want to live forever.

As long as I live one more day, as long as I spend one more day with everyone, I can solve one more puzzle! Isn't that exciting? ”

"What's the use...... Sooner or later, won't there be a day when they die? Li Mengli didn't feel excited at all, but felt even more lost, "Death is a very empty feeling, there is no heaven and hell, the soul is floating in the boundless darkness, without any thinking and consciousness, and cannot feel its own existence at all.

I've been with that nothingness.

Completely integrated. ”

Li Xiaoyu was a little creepy when she heard this, she immediately pulled Mengli to speed up her pace back, and changed the topic and said, "Hurry up, I'm going to starve to death." ”

"If you are too hungry, you will die, if you are too thirsty, if you are sick, if you don't inhale oxygen, you will die, and you will die if you don't inhale oxygen. Li Mengli muttered, "It's meaningless, whether it's a struggle, success or failure, or life, everything is meaningless......"

Li Xiaoyu suddenly stopped, turned around and pressed Li Mengli's shoulder, frowned and scolded: "Li Mengli!

Listen to me! I don't care what you think, and I don't care what you've been through.

Even if it's for us, even if you're always so sad, you have to live for me!

Even if it's a puddle of mud, you can keep my breath open and look at it! ”

Li Xiaoyu said, turning Li Mengli's shoulders at an angle, and let her see the people sitting around the dining table through the glass of the café:

Roland was pouring wine into his glass.

Fang Xiaoling laughed heartily as she pointed to the new image of Xiao Zhi wrapped in a women's headscarf.

Li Mengling stood on tiptoe and grabbed Wang Chenyu's ears, not knowing what she was reprimanding.

Xiaolan, who was holding a knife and fork in her hand, saw Mengli outside the glass window, opened her teeth and claws in surprise, and looked at her mouth shape and knew that she was saying: It's time to eat! It's time to eat!

Li Xiaoyu whispered in her ear, "Is all this meaningless?"

Mengli, as long as there is anyone in this world who cares about your existence.

You live to be meaningful.

If you want to leave later, ask yourself.

Is there anyone still waiting for you to come back. ”