All along, I hesitated to continue my career as a writer.

The status of a low-level writer like me is very humble, the income is high and low, very unstable, often worrying, living a life with a meal and no meal, rather than wasting time here, it is better to find a serious job, do something down-to-earth, and get a stable income.

If I continue to stay in the writer's industry, I don't know when I'll get through.

Writing is one of the things I really like, like many new and old writers, I have put all my passion into it, and I have gained joys and sorrows, ups and downs, and never give up, never back down, hoping that one day I can realize my great dream. But the cruel facts proved that I was too young and naïve, maybe I was suffering from the disease of the great god, but I did not have the life of the great god, although I was unwilling to accept it, but I had to accept it.

Until then, I had been carefully crafting the outline of the new book, and I was confident that I would not seek to become a god in one fell swoop, but at least surpass the achievements of "Refining Mania". But the unexpected change made me realize that I was wrong from the beginning, and everything was my own wishful thinking.

Now, the dream has woken up.

It's also time to wake up.

No parent wants to marry their daughter to a boy who can't see any hope for the future, and no woman wants to entrust herself to a man who can't see any hope for the future, because that's not bravery, it's stupidity, it's not love, it's ignorance, even if it's love, love can't be used to pay for a house or a car, can't be cashed out into money, can't be eaten. If I had a daughter in the future, maybe I would have asked her future partner on such terms, not for the sake of anything, but for her sake.

I understood it, but I still twitched with sadness.

I don't blame anyone, I only blame myself for not being angry.

Therefore, the new book that was originally planned was stranded first.

After the completion of "Refining Mania", I may close my pen from now on and seal this beautiful memory in the dust.

After hesitating for a long time, a line of words was typed and deleted, deleted and typed, whether it should be obsessed with persistence, or should it be a rapid retreat, and finally made a decision.

"Refining Mania" will end in March, and I will cherish the last month or so, and I hope that everyone will accompany me through the last journey and draw a successful end to my career as a writer.

Thank you!

Thank you to everyone who has supported and is supporting Refining Mania! )