Niu Houshi paused for a moment and continued: "But then you can't choose yourself.

If an experiencer's spirit coins in the life pod are not negative.

At the same time, when you don't have any life to experience, you will get a chance to experience life for free.

It's just that all the appearances of the ego when it was born are completely random.

The system will randomly select parents who want to have children who post free tasks.

Most of those parents are first-time parents and want to gain experience in educating their children through free means. ”

"Experience? What's the use of that? Didn't you say before that the [Little Self] can only inherit the inner self of the [Higher Self], and experience is considered memory, right? What's the use of that? Roland instantly caught the loophole in Niu Houshi's words and asked, "Those who experience it let their [little self] gain the experience of educating children through free means, but their new [little self] in the next life has no relevant memory?" ”

"First Generation, don't worry, I understand what you mean, and listen to me explain to you." Niu said patiently, "In fact, the experiencers in the life cabin also need to learn through the [little self].

The life experience of the [little self] will bring us more or less subtle influence.

For example, in my second life, my personality has become extremely stable and realistic due to the experience in my first life, and I will never do anything similar to gambling.

It's good to be down-to-earth, but if you're too cautious, you'll miss out on opportunities. ”

"It's so troublesome." Roland looked forward and saw that this room was significantly longer than the previous one, and she asked, "You seem to have more memories in your second life than in your first life." ”

"Because of the long life I have lived, if the first adults are interested, they can read my memories here casually." Niu Houshi said calmly, "The filing cabinet here, each cabinet, is a memory of a whole year, and you can see the specific date classification when you go inside, you only need to put your palm on the corresponding drawer, and you can read it." ”

Read ...... You mean, my brain will feel what you've been through? ”

"Yes."

"Heh, then I'm not interested." Roland stayed away from those filing cabinets, and after the age of sixteen, she would be forced to travel to people in different planes and planes every once in a while, and at the same time read the relevant memories of that person, just like when she was in Li Mengli's body.

Back then, she hadn't yet had a traverser, let alone escaped the Tower's supervision and control, and even the sanctioners almost killed her.

But now, he is called the first tower master.

If he is really the owner of the tower, how dare the people of the tower do it to themselves again and again?

Even at the beginning, he demanded the lives of her parents and threw her soul into the body of a stranger, making her feel like she was living in a nightmare all day long, from which she could not escape.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but clench her fists.

It was as if the hatred that had been dormant for a long time had reopened her eyes, and she sighed silently in her heart: Whether it is Carnival Island or St. Fur, the warmth brought to me by the team almost made me forget the hatred I once had for the Tower.

When did I become like this?

Is it because you're missing a few soul fragments?

It was because I met my parents that time and learned that they had also lived in the main world.

Roland stood in place, completely ignoring Niu Houshi's next words, Niu Houshi said on the side: "It's really a small ill-considered, how can the first generation of adults read the memories of people like me with such an identity?"

In that case, let's get out of here.

As for my second life, if the first generation is interested, I'm happy to talk about it briefly. ”

Roland is still trapped in the past and can't extricate herself, she carefully understands her inner feelings, although there is also a strong indignation, but the strange thing is that this feeling is actually a bystander's mentality.

It is very similar to the feeling when I see the "little self" experience of the cow in the film.

She was angry, but those past events were not enough for her to fight with the tower like she once did.

Only then did Roland understand that the reason that supported her and the tower to continue the struggle was simply to protect the people of the team from being harmed.

Back on Carnival Island, she didn't want to fight the Tower anymore.

Of course, the premise is that if Gao Takin lets the team go and completely gives up the capture.

If this was the case, she hoped that Fang Xiaoling had not fully recovered all of the abilities of the Rainbow Empress.

"The First Lord?" Niu Houshi saw that Roland didn't react, thinking that she was not interested in her second life, so he said, "Let's go out?" ”

"Oh, good." Roland came back to his senses and said absentmindedly, "Where did we just talk?" ”

"What I just meant is that the life experience of the [ego] will also have a subtle impact on the experiencer, and this influence will even change the way of behavior in the next life.

If the experiencer drowns in the first life, then the second life may be born with a fear of water.

This is the disadvantage of putting all your energy into cultivating a small self.

If you have more than one life at the same time, the probability of this disadvantage will decrease as the number of times you experience life at the same time increases.

For example, if this ego drowns and dies, but the other ego gains the approval of others by swimming, it will give the experiencer a comprehensive and balanced experience. ”

"It's true that it's wrong to say that gambling is wrong, but there are not a few people who are desperate to succeed." Roland said, "For example, I used to think that playing games was the most wasteful thing to live.

Especially when I saw the parallel world of ZS002, I felt very sad to see that people all over the world were lying in the game warehouse and living in the virtual world.

That's why I'm extremely disgusted with gaming.

But then I met a little girl who made me realize that playing games is not useless.

In fact, there are many things that cannot be judged by a definition. ”

"You're right." Niu Houshi nodded and said, "After the experiencers summarize the different results caused by doing the same thing many times in their lives, they will come up with a balanced experience of positive and negative coexistence, which is called the [temperance] experience.

[Temperance] experience will not judge the quality of a thing, too fond of swimming [ego] may drown for a short life, or may be strong and live longer.

As the experiencers experience more and more moderation, the ego will become wiser and wiser in life.

For example, the [little self] of some experiencers usually looks steady and down-to-earth, and they are honest in dealing with people, but when they really encounter opportunities, they can still break through the cauldron and dare to try, and show their skills, which may be the so-called city government. ”

(End of chapter)