Chapter 168: The Beginning and the End
"Xiaolan's scream, this is enough to prove how good the sound insulation of the door is, right?" Fang Xiaoling shrugged her shoulders, ignored the noise outside the door, and continued, "I said before that both of us are [little me], but they are different.
In fact, our [Higher Self] has known each other a long time ago, in the real world in 3588.
On July 5th, my 16th birthday, I was admitted to the Life Pod.
On the way to the space station, I met the first adult.
At the time, I didn't know her true identity.
She said she was looking for her kind and advised me not to go to the space station.
I don't understand what she means, because there is only one other way left besides the space station, and that is the [new home]. ”
Roland interjected and asked, "Niu Houshi also mentioned the matter of going to work in the [New Home], what kind of place is that?" ”
"It doesn't matter." Fang Xiaoling didn't want to say much about this, "It is a place where the seeds of science and technology are constantly dug and planted, and the place where real plants are created through scientific and technological means."
Before the advent of the Life Pod, it was really the only place in the world where you could work and earn money.
Stop, sister, you can find out for yourself that every time I tell you the answers to some questions, there will be more questions in your mind.
If you keep asking me questions in the middle of the process, you don't have to talk about it. ”
"Good sister, you can go on."
"Many things, as long as you live, you have the opportunity to slowly know the truth." Fang Xiaoling deliberately said this, hoping that this would be the reason for Roland to live, but the other party did not nod.
Fang Xiaoling continued: "As a result, my [Higher Self] really didn't go to the Life Cabin.
When I got to the door of Space Station 8, I went back the way I came, and I went back to her.
Just because along the way, I couldn't see any expression on the face of a single human.
I don't think I'm supposed to be on the same path as those people.
So I went back to her......"
"Good sister, I know you remember it very well, but if you continue to talk like this, I'm afraid I'm going to fall asleep." Roland looked at her with a smirk, "Straight to the point." ”
"Then I learned she was the tower master.
I also know that her ideas are for the whole world, and I am willing to help her.
But after a few years of working in the backstage of the life module, I realized that all this was unfair.
The world of the [Little Self] should not be regarded as a virtual cow and horse, and the existence of the tower makes it impossible for the [Little Self] to control their own destiny.
So we made a bet that she also entered the life pod and created a "little me", which is you.
So Yu Mengying won't help me, she's just a referee-like existence, and there are many rules between me and the first generation.
It's just to make this bet more fair.
This includes working together to develop a new destiny track, which is the Akashic Record that the two of us called the entire R&D team and co-authored, named "The General Outline of the Timeline Volume".
Hold back the doubts and listen to me continue.
In fact, this incident is simply like a story of a child's quarrel:
One child said the design of the runway was not reasonable.
Another kid who designed the runway said it was reasonable.
Let's call them F and L.
F said that if you think it is reasonable, you should run down and try it yourself.
L said that if someone thinks it is unreasonable, they will give up because this runway is placed here, and no one forces them to run.
F thinks that L is arguing with strong words, because those people are on the runway, how can they know that they can not run?
F said that if L didn't know that he was the designer of the runway, and ran like everyone else, he would definitely go crazy.
So they started the game, F and L built a new track together, on that track, to run at least 100 laps, and if L also felt that the track should be destroyed, then L would naturally destroy the track himself.
But if L thinks it doesn't matter, she can still send her [little self] to run one more lap, or even run forever, then F will always help her continue to work in the background.
In this story, F is my high self, L is your high self, and the runway is the destiny track. ”
"Why do you want to build a new runway first?"
"Because there is no original [little self] on the original track, and for the sake of fairness, of course, let her also experience a tragic fate." Fang Xiaoling said, "Otherwise, how could she understand the suffering of sentient beings?
And on the new track, in the middle of each round, the tower must be destroyed, because I need her to see with her own eyes that the [little me] who is not controlled by the tower can live far better than if there is a tower. ”
"Including the loss of a parent?"
"Including the loss of a parent." Fang Xiaoling said unabashedly, "So strictly speaking, I am also the murderer of your parents." ”
"It's not you, it's your Higher Self."
"But in my memory, that's what I did.
When I regained all of the Rainbow Queen's abilities, the Akashic Recorder would automatically open and I could feel everything about it.
Therefore, every rainbow queen can feel the memory of the past.
I mean the memory of each round, and every lap of that track is completed, we call it a [Zhoume].
The moment I became the Queen of the Rainbow, I had already completed twenty weeks ahead. Fang Xiaoling saw that Roland's face was full of doubts, and continued, "When any winner appears between us, you will instantly understand the truth.
Because then you will also return to your Higher Self. ”
"If I die now, will you lose?"
"Of course not, we're just a small detachment that has reached the end of time." Fang Xiaoling said, "It's just that I lost, myself."
I'm not talking about the higher self, I mean......
I'm unique.
This one of me at the end of time ......"
"I almost get it." "Before that, we had already run 20 laps.
By the lap, you and I were off the track.
But for the Higher Self, the game is still being played by the Little Self, and we are treated as garbage and completely ignored, right? ”
"The end of time is something that the [Higher Self] didn't understand, because they couldn't feel the [Little Self] that had left the new orbit at all." Fang Xiaoling explained, "It was discovered by Yu Mengying, she has been standing outside the arena, in fact, this is the tenth floor of the tower. ”
"The spire?" Roland was shocked, "I'm lying on the spire now? ”
"Yes, spire, crown level." Fang Xiaoling took a deep breath and said, "The starting point of the transmission of the [Higher Self] consciousness of all the Life Cabins is also the end point of the consciousness awakening of all the [Little Self].
The spiritualists are the closest to the truth, and they are aware of the existence of the Higher Self. Spiritual cultivators who have cultivated to a certain level can even really have a dialogue with the Higher Self. ”
(End of chapter)