Chapter Seventy-Eight: No Worries
"Luo Ma Ma, I can't drink anymore......" Xiaolan lay on the ground, red wine flowing from the corners of her mouth, "I'm just a child......
"How can a child not drink?" Roland hiccuped, "Don't pretend to be garlic, when I was your age, I blew on bottles."
"Don't blow Sister Roland, you still slow me two glasses of wine."
"Mengling, do you really think I've drunk too much? When did you come back?" Roland said drunkenly, "When you came back, Xiaoling and I had been drinking for more than two hours."
"That's not what I counted, sister." Fang Xiaoling said in a daze, "After Meng Ling punished herself with three cups, I didn't miss one cup.
So, are you slowing me down two glasses of wine? You'll have to keep up with both of these cups anyway."
"Okay, okay, I'll follow me." Roland drank all the wine in the glass, and poured the wine glass again, "You coffee drinker dare to compare wine with me Roland, no one is allowed to stop tonight!"
Li Xiaoyu, who was lying on the bed in the room, came and went back and forth, covering his head with a pillow.
Honey couldn't stand the noise outside, and got into Li Xiaoyu's quilt and curled up in a ball.
Early the next morning, Roland woke up with a strong urge to urinate and got up to go to the toilet in a daze.
After vomiting for a long time, she turned on the faucet of the sink and washed her face.
Looking at herself in the mirror, in a trance, she suddenly had a fear.
It seems that he was going to kill the team before, was it a dream?
She took out her mobile phone and saw that there were indeed photos of Xiaolan and Fang Xiaoling in the album.
"This feeling...... Why do I feel guilty? Is it controlled by the ego?" With a splitting headache, she banged on her head, and it took a while to calm down.
I have merged with myself, and Roland discovers that he is not controlled by something.
It's really not wanting to do the task anymore.
The idea of returning to Paradise by herself was no longer attractive to her.
"Is it just because of a drink?" Roland was amazed at the change in her mentality, no matter how much pain she had had, it only took one night of laughter to completely change her.
"You haven't changed, you're just more awake." She muttered to herself in the mirror, "You've never lost control of this body, it's just that those memories of your ego merge into your subconscious, and you can't bear to do it.
How can you do it to the squad? You're their sister."
"yes...... I'm their sister." Roland smiled, looked at himself in the mirror, and continued to talk to himself, "Even with the memories of the first generation, I am still their sister."
After going out of the bathroom, Roland walked to the sofa and pushed Fang Xiaoling on the ground, "Good sister, wake up, I have something to say to you."
"Sister, don't make trouble...... Fang Xiaoling shook off her hand and turned over.
Roland shook his head and said, "You forgot to pronounce the summons last night."
"Huh?" Fang Xiaoling suddenly woke up, opened her eyes and sat up and said, "Yes, yes! I forgot about business."
She picked up the wine glass that she didn't know who it was, and drank the remaining red wine in it in one gulp, "While the drunkenness is still there, I'll read it now."
"Xiaoling, I woke you up, I have something else to tell you." Roland confessed, "Actually, I'm the first generation."
Fang Xiaoling was stunned for a moment, rubbed her eyes and asked, "What do you mean?"
Roland dragged Yu Ren's body out of the storage space, "You see, I killed Yu Ren.
I possessed my ego to harm you."
Fang Xiaoling stood up suddenly and looked at her vigilantly, "And then?"
Roland sighed and told Fang Xiaoling everything.
Speaking of Xiaolan woke up halfway, went to the toilet, and went back to her room to continue sleeping.
Li Mengling also woke up, listened to a few words and then lay down and continued to sleep.
Only Fang Xiaoling heard it from the beginning to the end, and suddenly said with a smile: "
Don't be nervous sister, anyway, judging from the current situation, you still won, and the first generation didn't succeed."
Roland shook his head, "You may not understand, after the fusion, there will be no [ego] of mine, and there will be no struggle at all, let alone the saying that who wins and who loses, because my [ego] and I have merged into the same person."
Fang Xiaoling was silent for a moment, patted Luo Lan's shoulder, and said softly, "Of course I understand what you mean.
But it's really your ego that wins.
The struggle is about your own choices, and what you are willing to believe in the end will lead to a different ending, won't it?"
"It's okay to think so." Roland looked at Fang Xiaoling's eyes and said sincerely, "Xiaoling, I won't harm you, I didn't know you well before."
"Just have a drink and understand?" Fang Xiaoling half-jokingly said, "This can only show that even if you are the first generation, you are a very simple person by nature, you just stayed in the life cabin and did not experience the life of the [little me], otherwise, you may have joined the team a long time ago, hahaha......
Roland laughed too, feeling that the whole world was her enemy when she was tormented.
But when she realized that someone really cared about her, the hatred she had once had suddenly disappeared completely.
It's like the light of a certain candle illuminating the whole dark room.
"Yu Ren......" Roland looked at the corpse, "hey- I'm really afraid that my current situation is only temporary, in case I have a convulsion and have the idea of the first generation......
"Sister, don't worry.
Meng Ling woke up and listened to a few words, and when she saw Yu Ren's corpse again, she probably already knew about it." Green vines drilled out of Fang Xiaoling's palms, "Didn't you notice that she wasn't nervous?
And Xiaolan, she said last night that her Luo Ma Ma is back.
Whether you are harming us or not, everyone can feel it.
If you're just a first-timer, I'm probably nervous.
But you're a fusion of the first generation and your sister, and as long as your sister's memories are in that body, I'm not worried that you'll harm us at all."
"The first generation has never experienced this feeling of being trusted." Roland looked at Yu Ren who was wrapped in the [Pothos] vines, and suddenly sighed, "In the real world, if you die, you are really dead, and your ability will be invalid."
"No, it won't." Li Mengling stretched, "Didn't I say it, let's break the dimensional wall and travel directly to the real world.
When the time comes, a few of us will be invincible in the real world."
"Mengling, has there been a breakthrough in research?"
"Hmm." Li Mengling took out the USB flash drive from her pocket, "This is the key to the shuttle, give me three more days, and after three days, we will go to the real world."
Roland looked at Li Mengling who was leaving, and stopped talking, although she didn't know what Li Mengling's USB flash drive was, she still couldn't believe that the shuttle could be created.
"Okay sister, don't worry about it." Fang Xiaoling handed the wine glass to Luo