Chapter 83: Tell You a Secret

"Go home......" Wang Chenyu shook his head, "Xiaolan, now you are the only one who still treats me as a family member."

Xiaolan wanted to say something to comfort Wang Chenyu, but except for herself, everyone didn't forgive him, this is a fact.

She was silent for a while, and then suddenly said, "Brother Chenyu, I don't think there's anything wrong with you.

What you want, that's your freedom, and you didn't hurt anyone in the squad, you just left."

"But what they care about is that I never went to be the tower master." Wang Chenyu said, "It was I who hurt Mengling."

"Isn't there a way for her to forgive you?" Xiaolan looked at him, "Even if you really did something wrong, now you have repented, you were also a member of the squad, and you have no merit and hard work, right?" I was ...... at the café."

Wang Chenyu raised his hand and motioned for Xiaolan not to continue.

"Xiaolan, you may not understand. When I finally had everything, I started to feel empty inside.

It seems that the only thing that can fill my empty soul is those memories of my time in the café.

I thought it was human nature, and the more I lost, the more I missed, so I reproduced a lot of people from the squad to accompany me."

"And then?"

"Then I found myself sinking deeper and deeper into loneliness and emptiness." Wang Chenyu muttered, "My [Creation] ability allows me to reproduce anything I want.

So it's definitely not a replica squad, unlike the previous squad.

No matter what period I want and what kind of character I want, I can easily do it."

"I see what you mean, it's like having a modifier in a game, and while the character is invincible, it also loses the fun that the game developers wanted to bring to people in the first place." Xiaolan said, "The game with the modifier is not the same game as before, in a sense.

So, no matter how perfect your replica squad is, it's no longer the one you used to be."

"No...... Xiaolan, you underestimated my [Creation] ability." Wang Chenyu looked at the endless stream of vehicles on the road, and sighed again, "Hey—I not only copied the previous squad, but even reproduced the entire 2132 year of St. Fure.

Everything was exactly the same as before, and I was almost the same as going back in time.

But every moment I spend with them is like looking at photos and videos from the past.

Aside from being more longing and loneliness, it didn't have any effect on curing the emptiness in my heart.

That's when I realized that even if I really traveled back in time and replaced my past self, I would no longer be able to feel any truth.

In my world, everything is false, except for the first memories."

"First memories ......," Xiaolan asked with some curiosity, "What do you mean?"

"Those good memories." A smile hung on the corner of Wang Chenyu's mouth, "Fang Xiaoling said a word when I left.

I didn't care at the time.

But then I realized that she was right.

In this world, only love is real."

"Only love is real...... Xiaolan's heart suddenly felt heavy, and she muttered in her mouth, "Only love is real......

"When I first became the Tower Master, I felt like I was standing at the highest point in this world." Wang Chenyu smiled and shook his head, "But later I realized that I was actually as light as dust.

The moment I hurt Mengling, I lost the only truth in the world.

I threw away my most precious things with my own hands, and exchanged them for cold chairs, and turned myself from a living person into a lifeless stone sculpture."

Xiaolan didn't quite understand the meaning of the other party's words, but she could feel the remorse and sadness in Wang Chenyu's heart, she gently patted the other party's shoulder to express comfort, but other than that, she didn't know what to say.

"Xiaolan, do you remember that three years ago, I went back home once."

"I remember, back then

I don't know exactly what's going on." Xiaolan recalled, "Sister Mengling insisted on talking to you alone, so Aunt Xiaoyu and Sister Xiaoling took me back to the room."

"Well, at that time, your sister Mengling bluntly explained to me her way of revenge."

"Revenge?" Xiaolan's expression became serious, "Is she going to take revenge on you? I haven't heard of that."

Wang Chenyu spread his hands, "This is her way of revenge, she has done it."

"She made you a beggar?"

"No......" Wang Chenyu shook his head, "At that time, she said that the way she took revenge on me was to let me go back to be the tower master."

In Wang Chenyu's mind, Li Mengling's original words at that time subconsciously echoed: "Wang Chenyu, I want you to continue to be the tower master and the so-called god.

That's how I retaliate!"

Xiaolan was stunned for a moment, then blinked and asked, "Is this revenge?"

"Huh." Wang Chenyu smiled and said, "At that time, I had a reaction with you, but three years have proven that she is right.

For the past three years, I have been like a soulless shell, wandering in this empty hell all day long.

This world is a virtual world, and when I unscrupulously use the [Creation] ability to satisfy all the desires in my heart, this virtual world becomes even more nihilistic......

Fortunately, three years ago, the team decided to stay in this world.

Let me know that somewhere in the void, there is something real.

Otherwise, I'm afraid I'd have ended my life."

"Hmm......" Xiaolan tried her best to understand and muttered, "To be honest, Brother Chenyu, I feel that you may be a little confused.

Cheer up, isn't it just a broken love? There's no need to say it so seriously, if you still like Sister Mengling, chase her back?"

"Haha, blame me, blame me, why are you talking to a kid about this." Wang Chenyu suddenly laughed a few times with relief, and changed the subject, "You have been holding those pieces of paper from the beginning, what are they? A love letter from a boy stuffed you?"

"What a love letter, here are my exam papers and transcripts!" Xiaolan took out one and opened it, "Look, this is not an electronic quiz exam, it's a formal final exam, and you answer the questions with a pen."

"Wow! Full marks, awesome Xiaolan!" Wang Chenyu touched her head and took out a game card from the pocket of his tattered clothes, "By the way, this is the new product of that year that I specially traveled to 2140 to buy for you, you must not have played it."

"Could it be that you know that I got a perfect score in the test and used the [Creation] ability to make a replica first?" Xiaolan half-jokingly took the game card box and opened it in front of Wang Chenyu, "Thank you, Brother Chenyu."