"I'm sorry, mother, I'm sorry. Don't get so excited! Su Meier said softly, hugged her mother in turn, and comforted her gently.

Although Su Meier feels that she has unfortunately been tied up by fate, she can also understand her mother's grief!

These days, she has seen the war between Xiqiang and Dongxia with her own eyes, just getting a glimpse of the tip of the iceberg, which is enough for her to bear, not to mention the pain of losing her husband and the hatred of destroying the country.

At this moment, she suddenly let go of the complaints in her heart and was full of pity for her mother.

"Mei'er," Luo Qing gradually lowered her anger under Su Mei'er's comfort, and a sadness flowed from the bottom of her eyes, "Good boy, what is the mother concubine forgiving birth for eighteen years?" The mother concubine loves your father deeply, and his death is an unforgettable pain for the mother concubine. When he died, so did his mother's heart. The mother concubine witnessed the destruction of the country and the family, how painful it felt, can you understand? Meier. Over the years, if it weren't for the restoration of the country, I would have killed Su Yao a long time ago to avenge your father. Do you know that your father was shot at his command? Did you know that he was the real murderer of your father? But I ...... I am committed to serving the enemy, Mei'er, do you know how bitter the mother is. Sooner or later, one day, I must kill Su Yao with my own hands and avenge your father. But not now, not now. I want to take Dongxia in front of him, in front of him, a strong man known as the 'God of War of Eastern Xia', with my own hands, and then tell him the truth, and finally kill him." I'm going to let him see for himself what it's like to be destroyed!" I'm going to let him die a bad death! ”

The sadness suddenly turned to fierce words, but soon, Luo Qing seemed to be deflated again, looking confused and helpless.

She held Su Mei'er's hand tightly and begged: "Mei'er, please, please, promise your mother to avenge your father and Beiyi." You are a native of Beiyi, can you bear to watch your country being carved up, and you can bear to watch the people of Beiyi being enslaved by Dongxia and Xiqiang? As the bloodline of the Beiyi royal family, don't you do something? ”

"Mother, I ......" Su Meier began to struggle in her heart.

Yes, she is a native of Beiyi, Beiyi was destroyed, divided, the people of Beiyi were enslaved, the family was ruined, and the inferior people were inferior. His father had been killed, and she had to do something about it. She deserves revenge! She should be restored! She should rebuild Beiyi and take back everything that Beiyi should have from Dongxia and Xiqiang.

But why can't her hatred be strong?

How far away these things the mother said were before she was born. And over the years, Su Yao and Zuo Xin have been too good to her, too good, how can she hate purely? Hate strongly?

Intellectually, she should hate! Emotionally, she really can't hate it!

Can the mother understand this contradictory struggle?

She didn't know that when she showed this struggle, this hesitation on her face, Luo Qing was angry.

"Mei'er......" she cried out in hatred, "do you still have to hesitate?" Can't you see the suffering of your own father? Su Yao treats you well, loves you, and loves you because he thinks you are his daughter. Have you ever thought that if one day, he knows the truth of the matter and knows that you are not his daughter, will he still be good to you? Will it still be? ”

"Boom", Su Meier's brain sounded a shocking thunder, which woke her up. Yes, will it still be?