Chapter 3: A Sword in the Chest (1)
Xie Zhilu almost immediately denied it: "No, of course not." What nonsense are you talking about? The voice was so loud that the guests at the other table could look at it.
Li Weiyi was even more suspicious: There are no three hundred taels of silver here!
Xie Zhilu said: "Where did you think of it? I got in, of course I'm going to treat you to a good meal. He picked up the menu, called the waiter, ordered a few dishes, and then fell silent.
Li Weiyi felt more and more that something was wrong, pursed her lips and did not speak.
The two were silent for a moment, but Xie Zhilu eased his tone a little and asked, "Have you been busy with work lately?" Is it still smooth? We haven't seen each other in a long time. ”
Li Weiyi said: "Do you care about me, or are you just paving the way?" Xie Zhilu, don't play me for a fool, just say anything you want, don't wait for the food to be served. Don't say I'm leaving. ”
Usually when she is in front of Xie Zhilu, she is always cute and cute, and she never cares anything about him. At this moment, the girl who has been working hard in the workplace for three years is sharp, which makes Xie Zhilu feel strange.
Of course, Xie Zhilu couldn't let her go like this, his goal had not yet been achieved. He poured her tea with an expressionless face and said, "Don't be like you have eaten a cannonball, be calm, I want to talk to you today." ”
Li Weiyi was silent.
Xie Zhilu also wants to cut through the mess quickly, although some determinations have been made, but what is buried in his head is the most genuine emotion he once had, he can't think about it deeply, thinking about it will make people's hearts soften. Looking at today's situation, it is estimated that he can't eat anymore, so he simply said: "In the five years we have been together, I have always been sincere to you, and I know that you are too." Our original intention to be together is not only boyfriend and girlfriend, but also to be soul mates. I think you agree that what we pursue is to live a human life in this city......"
Li Weiyi stared at his dignified face, and there seemed to be a commotion somewhere in his heart that collapsed.
He also paused, as if his words were struggling.
Li Weiyi: "If you have something to say, just say it, don't trick me." ”
Xie Zhilu's face froze: "How can I mean that?" ”
He was silent for a while, took a big sip of the teacup, and said, "Li Weiyi, let's break up." To be honest, in the past few years, there has been less gathering and more separation, and the relationship has actually faded a long time ago, and you know it. I'm finding more and more that we're not a good fit. Now break up in time, and there is nothing to lose from each other. I don't want to delay you, find a man who is more suitable for you. ”
Although there was an expectation, Li Weiyi still couldn't believe it, tears suddenly burst out, and said, "Xie Zhilu, how can you say that?" In the past few years, isn't it something we have discussed, temporarily, and working hard for the future? Are you going to break up now? ”
Xie Zhilu's eyes slowly turned red, and his expression was even a little hideous, and he interrupted her: "For the future, for the future to become more suitable for each other." Truly like-minded lovers should stand in each other's future, not part ways. But now, our life paths are different, whether it is the work environment, ambition, or future, we are no longer suitable. ”
Li Weiyi was enlightened: "You want to dump me because you were admitted?" You don't like me now? ”
Xie Zhilu: "Don't think of me as so snobbish. This is a different direction, there is no high or low. If you were willing to listen to me, take the postgraduate examination together, and now take the exam again, even if you take the exam in a department that is a little worse, now everyone has the same starting point and the same direction, how can I break up with you? But you have to find a job, and you have to find a private company. How much pressure is there to survive right now? In the next few decades, the stability of the income of the two people, the purchase of a house and a car, the education of their children, their social status, and their interpersonal relationships...... These are all things that affect the whole body. But you...... If you don't even have an unstable job, maybe one day the company will close down and lay off employees. I'm a man, I still have to support my parents, I have to support a family in the future, I didn't think so much about campus love before, and now I choose a lifelong partner, I have to think about these issues. If you can't be responsible for each other, you are destined to not go far, and it is a wise choice to let go as soon as possible. ”
Li Weiyi was about to be angry, especially when he heard him mention the word "layoffs". She roared, "Xie Zhilu, are you sick? I have a salary of 8500 a month, how much can you have as a newly graduated civil servant? Do you look down on me? ”
Xie Zhilu was obviously ruthless, the corners of his mouth twitched, he took a deep breath, and said: "I saw a sentence: the first sword on the shore, first kill the person you like." At the time, I thought it was, but now I realize that I can't help myself. "After all, he was a man who had just come out of college, and he said it lightly, but his eyes were already red, and his hand on the table was shaking.
Li Weiyi looked at the tears in his eyes, and suddenly couldn't say anything, ruthless, he was really ruthless, cruel to her, and ruthless to himself.
"Divide it." She spat out two words, picked up her bag and left. The waiter next to him happened to serve the food with a surprised expression.
Xie Zhilu sat still, motionless.
The air conditioner in the restaurant was obviously blowing warm air, but Li Weiyi felt cold to the bone. She walked a few steps, suddenly turned around, snatched a dish from the waiter's hand, and smashed it directly on Xie Zhilu's face.
The plate was smashed and shattered, Xie Zhilu looked like a sculpture, his face was full of oil and vegetables, his eyes were red, and he was extremely embarrassed, looking at her directly.
The whole restaurant was watched.
Li Weiyi yelled: "Scumbags are all going to die!" "Strode away.
Li Weiyi took a taxi, and as soon as he sat down, tears fell from his eyes. She certainly couldn't cry, but she was crying and sobbing. The driver was silent, only put the tissue box in front of her, Li Weiyi cried even more fiercely, and said with a handful of snot and tears: "Thank you...... Thank you......"
When I arrived home with tears in my eyes, it was already the beginning of the lights. Li Weiyi lay upright on the bed, without tears, and his heart was empty. She recalled her relationship with Xie Zhilu - her junior and senior years, it was really sweet and sweet, she gave him the most sincere first love, and now she looks back on it, and her heart and liver tremors. But later, as he said, he gathered less and left more, and gradually drifted away. The present and the past are like two people. One is the first love in memory, and the other is a stranger who has just been ruthless.
You said that breaking up with him now, how uncomfortable Li Weiyi is, it won't be. Because in the past few years, she has been too busy and tired. When almost all of a person's energy is squeezed out by work, then the love that only meets once a month is just an embellishment.
But she still wants to cry when she thinks about the past, the stability and steadfastness of the past five years and her expectations for the future. With tears in her eyes, she ordered a bunch of takeouts for herself. When she was waiting for the takeaway, she was lying on the bed again, thinking about whether to call her best friend, but she felt ashamed, what was there to say? Everyone knows that she has an excellent boyfriend, just waiting for the end of the long-distance love run to achieve positive results. Now she didn't even want to mention him.