Summer of 2019.

At that time, the small county town without a few buildings has been lined with high-rise buildings, and countless wide roads in the county are criss-crossed and unimpeded, and the villagers of the small villages around the county town have been demolished and lived in high-rise buildings one by one, and have become city people.

Located in the Municipal Psychiatric Hospital in the southeast corner of the county, a woman sat quietly in the shade of a tree in the corner of the courtyard, motionless looking at a few neuropaths who did not match the preface and afterword, and the corners of her lips were strangely slightly hooked.

Shen Yuling didn't have any idea of wanting to participate in their topic, and she didn't want to open her mouth at all.

She didn't know how many years she had been here, the doctors and nurses had changed one session after another, the patients had left one after another, everyone had the possibility of leaving here, but she had stayed here for decades, no one had come to visit her, and no one would take the initiative to come and communicate with her.

She is like an invisible person here, but she is strictly guarded every day, and she is not given the slightest chance to escape.

Such a free, boring and boring life made Shen Yuling think of death more than once, but reason pulled her back again.

She is waiting, waiting for the day when she died in her previous life, she still wants to live, she wants to be reborn, if she can do it again, she must let everyone who bullied her in this life die well, Shen Yusleeve, Shen Yulin, Zhao Hui, that Zheng family man, none of them want to live.

But death can't die at will, in case she dies at other times and can't be reborn, so she has been waiting patiently, for so many years.

Shen Yuling was in a good mood, and slowly couldn't help laughing.

Tonight, just tonight, it's about to be that time, and she can soon be reborn again.

A doctor who walked by next to her, seeing that she was smiling so strangely, was also accustomed to it, and brought a silver bracelet to her wrist and turned away.

Shen Yuling glanced at the bracelet on his wrist, and then looked away indifferently.

Over the years, with the development of science and technology, the facilities in the hospital have begun to become more and more advanced, just like the bracelet on her hand, which is said to be able to monitor human blood pressure, blood sugar, sleep and other functions, every once in a while, she will wear this bracelet for a few days.

Sometimes she thinks it's ridiculous, this is just a group of neuropaths, the country has money to spend on these neuropaths, if she were her, she wouldn't have given these people such good medical facilities.

And in a room that Shen Yuling didn't know, there was a man who was about the same age as her, but his face was much younger than Shen Yuling, who was quietly looking down at her sitting in the shade of a tree.

Zhao looked back at his watch, five hours, there were still five hours, and he didn't know if Shen Yuling would still die at this time this time, or if he could survive this time.

As the time passed, the pleasure in Shen Yuling's eyes became more and more obvious, and when it was approaching evening, she ate dinner quietly, took a good bath, and then returned to her hospital room and lay on the bed waiting for the time to come.

In the previous life, when she died, she probably fell badly, but this time, she wanted to die calmly.

Maybe it was because she was looking forward to it too much, Shen Yuling felt her heart beat wildly when she thought about it, and this time she felt the pain not only did not panic, but laughed happily.

And as her smile grew, she felt that her vision began to blur, and finally fell into darkness.

I don't know how long it took, but when Shen Yuling woke up, what she saw was still her original room.

How could it be, didn't she deserve to die?

Shen Yuling got up suddenly, but suddenly felt light and fluttering, she was stunned for a moment, looked at her hand suspiciously, then looked around again, and finally looked back at the bed under her, and suddenly fell to the ground screaming in fright.

When she got up in horror and looked at the bed again, she saw that she was still smiling and her eyes were closed, as if she was asleep.

However, Shen Yuling knew very well that he was not asleep, not only did he not fall asleep, but he was still standing in front of his hospital bed, looking at himself.

Shen Yuling looked at her hands, and then at herself lying on the bed, wanting to get out of here, but she couldn't leave the bed for half a step, for a while, she was terrified and didn't know what to do.

She's dead, isn't she? It's dead, right?

But why didn't she be reborn after she died this time, but she was still here, and she couldn't leave it?

Before Shen Yuling could come up with an answer, the door creaked open, and then many doctors hurriedly walked in, and after they probed her breathing, they immediately pushed her into the emergency room to start first aid.

Shen Yuling watched these people desperately rescue herself, but in the end, she still failed to rescue her and sent her to the morgue, and from beginning to end, she never left her body half a step.

It was a little cold in this morgue, and Shen Yuling sat quietly on the ground, unable to understand why things had become like this.

I don't know how long later, the door of the morgue opened again, and she saw a face that was only in her long memory.

This is her younger brother - Shen Yuliang, Shen Yuliang in this life still seems to have no prospects, wearing dirty work clothes, but the man in his forties is covered with wind and frost, his face is full of deep wrinkles, and there is even a lot of white hair on his head.

Shen Yuling hadn't seen his relatives for a long time, and when he saw Shen Yuliang, he wanted to say something, but he suddenly realized that he couldn't communicate with him at all in his current state.

Shen Yuliang was taken to see Shen Yuling's body, and after signing it with an expressionless face, he called a few people to carry his body to the hearse and pull it to the crematorium, but Shen Yuling could only follow uncontrollably.

It may not feel like anything to know that you will be cremated after death, but when you are actually dead, it is not the same to see that your body will be pushed into the crematorium.

I don't know why, Shen Yuling was pushed with his corpse, and the closer he got to the cremation furnace, the more creepy he felt, and he always felt that something bad was going to happen.

"No, stop, I don't want cremation, stop."

Shen Yuling was frightened to pull the person carrying her, but she couldn't catch anyone, and in the end she really wanted to run away by herself, but no matter how hard she tried to retreat back, she still couldn't leave her body half a step, and when the body was finally sent to the crematorium, she was involuntarily sucked in.

Shen Yuling stayed inside, frightened and wanted to leave, but before he could do anything, a small black hole suddenly appeared in front of him.

The swarthy hole had a suction force that sucked her in almost as soon as it appeared, and then she felt a sharp pain in the depths of her soul, and as soon as she screamed, her whole soul was torn apart and shattered and disappeared.

After Shen Yuling's soul body was gone, the black hole gradually disappeared without a trace, and then a fire suddenly broke out in the crematorium and began to burn.

Two hours later, Shen Yuliang left with Shen Yuling's urn, he did not take Shen Yuling's ashes to the ancestral hall in the village, but took a car directly to the seawall and lifted the ashes into the sea with the wind.

Before her death, his mother said that even if Shen Yuling died, even if the ashes were thrown into the river or the sea and thrown away, they could not be buried back in the ancestral hall in the village, she didn't want to have this daughter anymore, she didn't want life or death.

After Shen Yuliang left, another figure slowly walked to the place where Shen Yuliang was just now, watching the turbid sea water spread into the distance, there was no trace of sadness and joy in his eyes.

Those high-tech things that he invested with countless fortunes should have shattered Shen Yuling's soul, and he couldn't let her be reborn, right?

Although he didn't know why God wanted someone like Shen Yuling to be reborn, he liked the changes brought about by Shen Yuling's rebirth and the wife and family that he couldn't have in his previous life, but he still didn't want such a person to have another chance to be reborn.

Let everyone's life stay in this life, so that he can always have a happy family that loves his wife, even if life may be difficult at first, but he is willing to eat it and never regret it.