Chapter 75: Her Coverage (3)
Her arm tightened suddenly, and she was dragged into Zhang Jingchan's arms, and she whimpered: "What are you doing?" ”
Zhang Jingchan didn't say a word. Li Weiyi's vision gradually blurred, and when he raised his hand to touch it, he realized that he had already burst into tears at some point.
No wonder...... Both of them, they all had that look. An invisible, dull ache ran from her chest to her throat. She opened her mouth, unable to make a sound.
Li Weiyi stood in such a daze, and she didn't know how long she stood until she was stuffed into the passenger seat of the car by Zhang Jingchan.
The car drove onto the highway, and she gradually woke up, and the tears stopped. She turned her head to look at Zhang Jingchan, his face was still so ugly, she thought he must have noticed her gaze, but there was no reaction.
Li Wei wanted to say something, but he had nothing to say, so he turned his head silently, looking ahead, and his heart was empty.
She slept so badly last night, and after crying, she was so exhausted that before she knew it, she fell asleep.
Li Weiyi had a long, long dream.
Looks like half a lifetime.
She dreamed of the day she was with Xu Yi.
It was the winter of the year before last, and on a very ordinary night, Xu Yi asked her to dinner. The location is at a restaurant near his company.
Li Weiyi arrived early, he hadn't come yet, she knew that he was very, very busy, and she didn't rush, and walked alone on the sidewalk outside the restaurant.
It was dark, full of traffic, and full of pedestrians. The weather was a little cold, and she was walking alone, and suddenly felt very lonely.
For so many years, that loneliness seems to be there and lingers. She thought that she was subconsciously, always waiting for something, maybe it was a person, maybe something was happening. So even if Xu Yi has pursued it for many years, no one who has made her so soft-hearted be soft on her. She always had a strange feeling that once she made a promise to Xu Yi, one day, she couldn't help herself.
Ignorant, vaguely persisted for so many years.
But Xu Yi, what should I do? She didn't know either.
When he was in college, he was as indulgent and gentle as a brother; After graduation, he was the one who led her as a teacher and friend; Over the years, no matter how big or small, the person who came first was him.
She has never been in a relationship with anyone else, because she was guarded by him and cut off all opportunities. More than once, a boy expressed his intention to pursue her, and after a few days, he would automatically distance himself from her. She knew that Xu Yi did it.
Today, he obviously has very important guests to receive, and it is said that hundreds of millions of cooperation is involved. But because she happened to be watching an art exhibition nearby, he had to eat with her.
Li Weiyi took a deep breath, put his hands in his pockets, looked up at the starry sky, and walked forward slowly. Unconsciously, I walked downstairs to the headquarters of Muchen Group. It was brightly lit and splendid. Two luxury cars drove up, stopped in front of the hall, and the group got out of the car.
Li Weiyi stood and stared, Xu Yi walked in the middle, although he was tall and thin and handsome, there was also a wind and frost between his eyebrows. He smiled and shook hands with each other to say goodbye, and watched the guests leave. The assistant behind him put on his coat, he put it on in twos and threes, looked down at his watch, explained something to the assistant, and then strode in the direction of the restaurant.
Li Weiyi was on the other side of the street, following him step by step. She looked at him at the intersection and looked left and right, like an ordinary young man, crossing the street, no longer like the big guy who was calling for wind and rain in the shopping mall; Watch him take out his phone and his long fingers beat. Her phone vibrated in her pocket and he said, "Is it there?" Sorry for the delay, I'll be there in 3 minutes.
Li Weiyi watched him finish texting, his steps were faster, and the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were stretched. Her eyes suddenly moistened.
At this moment, Li Weiyi in the dream changed to the opposite of Li Weiyi back then, became a bystander, and clearly saw the look of Li Weiyi.
That she, her eyes were full of pity, and she was finally relieved. Li Weiyi understood that at this moment, she reconciled with the self who had bizarre experiences and absurd premonitions in the years.
Her expression is so peaceful, there is no obsession and urge to fall in love with someone, only deep touching and tenderness.
She gave up waiting.
Everyone saw Xu Yi's sophistication, stability, and unfathomability. Only she saw his childlike stubbornness and longing.
She finally wanted to accompany him, and she was reluctant to let him wait any longer.
And now Li Weiyi, in a dream, is empowered, and his heart is like a knife.
Then, many, many details buried in the memories flashed by like a fleeting light. She saw that in that restaurant, Xu Yi hugged her and said to her, "I love you." Until he got into the car, he hugged her tightly and didn't let go; She saw countless days and nights, the two of them watching movies, eating, and traveling together, laughing and talking constantly, and being intimate with each other; Seeing him at work, she sat next to her and drew for a long time without inspiration, so she went to harass him. He hugged her and sat in a boss's chair, picked up her fingers and pressed the keyboard: "The boot code is my mother's birthday......"
Li Weiyi also saw many nights, when she was painting and falling asleep tired, Xu Yi stayed by her side and gently stroked her hair. Then he smoked in front of the window alone, his eyes were slightly closed, and his expression was lazy, as if he had changed people, and it seemed like his unruly nature.
She also saw some dusks, she was the only one sitting in the studio, putting down the paintbrush, the remnant sun covering her, she didn't know what she was thinking at that time, but there was an indescribable loneliness.
……
In the end, Li Weiyi's dream was chaotic and shattered.
One moment she fell into a pond when she was seventeen years old, and a man whose face could not be seen clearly jumped into the water and hugged her; After a while, it was a car accident, Zhang Jingchan drove into the car that caused the accident, but in the blink of an eye, the driver of the car raised his head, but he became Zhang Jingchan;
After a while, it was my sister who jumped down from the building, and Li Weiyi heard her parents screaming hysterically; For a while, it was a room where the light could not be seen clearly, and a middle-aged man was pressed on the bed by two people and forcibly poured medicine;
There is also Zhang Jingchan, who is alone in the bottomless room, looking around, but can't find an exit, he is shouting: "Li Weiyi! Li Weiyi! Li Weiyi——"
Li Wei panicked, just wanted to run over, and replied, "I'm here!" I'm here! ”
Finally, when she reached him, the man in the black coat turned around and raised his head, but it had turned into a strange face.
Xu Yi looked at her deeply, didn't say a word, and stood like a dead tree, only his eyes were quiet with tears.
For so many years, Li Weiyi has never seen Xu Yi cry.
Whether it was the collapse of Fuming, the failure of his business, his rejection by her, or even the death of his mother due to illness, he only had red eyes and never shed tears in front of others.
Li Weiyi mourned in his heart.
shouted: "Xu Yi! I'm sorry! I'm really sorry! I don't want you to be upset, but I, but I'm ......."
I'm not her after all.
This parallel line, reborn by the reversal of time, paused the moment I returned to this world.
She doesn't exist anymore.
The one you love, she is covered by me.
……
The person next to him cried in his dream.
Zhang Jingchan, who had been driving with frost on her face, seemed to be finally unable to bear it, and turned her head to look at her.
Li Weiyi's eyes were closed, tears were streaming in her eyelashes, her hands in front of her were clenched into fists, and her body trembled slightly.
Xu Yi...... Xu Yi ......"
She wept bitterly in her dreams, and she repeated the name of another man in her dreams.
Zhang Jingchan looked at her quietly for a moment, turned his head to look ahead, and never looked at her again.
I want to say a fair word for Xu Yi, he may not be pure as a person, and his love is not pure either.
But his love is real, people like him, loving someone is like this.
In addition, this chapter looks like a loss of abuse.,It's actually an emotional break.,Do you understand?
See you tomorrow.
(End of chapter)