Chapter 229 0229 My heart is in turmoil

Did he tell her to? She doesn't get out, she doesn't get out of his memory, his past, his life, and she him off!

Su Meier unfolded the note again to read, this ballad can only say one thing. That's when Nighthawk really wants to do the opposite!

Oh, yes! Zuo Xin already knows that Zuo Xiao is still alive, but he doesn't want Su Meier's life to kill him completely, can Zuo Xiao not fight back? He is telling the world that he is the prince of Dongxia, and the throne originally belonged to him.

Su Meier tossed and turned, her heart was in turmoil!

In front of her, one is Zuo Xiao and the other is Zuo Xin. Two people are fighting for the country, which one should she help?

Luo Yi asked her to help Zuo Xin, and Li Yang asked her to help Zuo Xin. Who should she speak for?

In the past, she chose her emperor brother without hesitation. But now, Nighthawk had completely disturbed her heart. Although he told her to get out, although in the end, he let her go west, wishing her to enjoy glory and wealth. But why is it that the more this happens, the more her heart hurts, and the more she can't forget it?

When he decided to let go, she couldn't let go!

Left owl? Or is it Zuo Xin?

Maybe she's going to help herself!

It is not only Zuo Xiao or Zuo Xin who wants to be the emperor, but also herself!

Her compatriots in Beiyi, who are living in dire straits, are waiting for her rescue; is waiting for her to become a strong person to save them. How could she forget them?

Yes, why should she help Zuo Xiao or Zuo Xin? These stinky men only have their own country in their eyes, who cares about her life and death? Who cares about her happiness? Who cares about how she feels? Their starting point is all for their own benefit, isn't it?

So, why should she care about them? Why can't you use them for your own ends?

yes, just for yourself. She is neutral, can she not help anyone?

God help those who help themselves! She will help herself, and even abandon those secular ethics, use her body as a bargaining chip, get close to Ma Teng, get close to Ma Teng, confuse Ma Teng, and easily obtain the imperial power of Xiqiang. Isn't that a simple thing to do?

But why did she feel so much pain? Why did she torture herself so much? Why is she in such a dilemma? Why can't she be more ruthless and be nicer to herself?

Oh, and no one can tell her the answer!

Maybe the mother can, maybe the master can. However, she did not want to ask them for their advice at all. In their hearts, the belief in the restoration of the country transcends all else. But why can't she do it? Why did she let such complex emotions control her?

Including, the father-daughter affection for Su Yao......

She stroked the phantom sword hanging on the side of the couch, thinking that when she was at the border, Su Yao was afraid that she would make a mistake by Ma Teng's side, so she returned the phantom sword eagerly, and she burst into tears.

Why, the mother and master, the dearest relatives, can't do such pure care as Su Yao?

On the contrary, it was Su Yao, her father-killing enemy, who insisted on returning the Phantom Sword to her regardless of her own safety and the possible threat of the Sava National Master at any time.

At the border pass, Su Yao's thousands of advices and Su Yao's vicissitudes of life made her still sigh when she recalled it.

Could it be that one day, she must kill Su Yao and avenge the prince's father? Does it have to be?