"At that time, how much I regretted that I had never learned martial arts from my father. My father is a military general, and I only like to study chess, piano, calligraphy and painting. If I could have predicted what would happen later, I would have studied no matter how tired I was. Lu Xiaochan continued to speak bitterly.

"When I got there, my mother said that I was not only beautiful and beautiful, but also noble and elegant, so she gave me a new name 'Lily'. I hated the name, the stage name was like a mark of shame and a new identity from then on. ”

"At first, I resisted and was severely beaten. I went on a hunger strike, and they poured food into my mouth; When I wanted to kill myself, they put me in iron cuffs and shackles and sent people to watch over me day and night. They said they would never let me go, and that with my beauty, I could help them earn a lot of money. Besides, I am the one who was sent by the imperial court, and if I am allowed to escape, they will also be implicated. ”

"That mother used both hard and soft methods, beatings and persuasions, but I was never moved. However, one day she drugged me in the porridge to make her son, who was not as good as a bird/beast, ......" Speaking of this, Lu Xiaochan finally shed tears and couldn't cry.

When Mei'er heard this, she couldn't help but walk over and hugged Lu Xiaochan into her arms, it turned out that she had suffered so badly. She could understand her feelings, when she was in the Bibo Cave, she had not been given the "bird/beast" in front of her......

It's just that Mei'er is strong, and Lu Xiaochan is powerless after all, and the environment is even worse. Mei'er can fully empathize with Lu Xiaochan's despair and humiliation at that time.

Lu Xiaochan tried her best to stop crying, and said: "Her son who is in the nursing home has been salivating over me when he sees me. When the mother saw that I was soft and hard, and could not resist the pleas of his son, she acquiesced to his crime, and wanted me to abandon myself because of it, and from then on willingly fell into the dust. ”

"At that time, I began to be angry, I hated the sky, hated the sky, hated the nighthawk, hated Zuo Xin, my heart stirred up the thought of revenge, I made up my mind, I must take revenge, I must take revenge! So, I can't die! Since then, I have stopped looking for life and death, eating and studying, and they have stopped shackling me. ”

"My mother taught me how to disguise my flawlessness so that I could serve the dignitaries and earn more silver taels in the future! I obediently cooperated, repeatedly making excuses to delay the time of the guests. On the other hand, I began to think of a way to escape. ”

"After thinking about it, only the nursing son who took advantage of me for nothing can help me. If it weren't for his mother's love of money, who wanted to preserve my reputation and status in the hearts of those dignitaries and nobles, and not allow him to come near me again, how could I live in peace? But, on the other hand, his infatuation with me was the only way for me to escape. I could only take the initiative to approach him, coax him, ask him to help me delay the time of the guests, promise to be with him for the rest of my life, and gradually learned from him that there were many ways to escape. ”

"Finally caught one day, my mother was going to leave Ningdu to visit relatives in Dingzhou, I got him drunk and got the key from him, so I disguised myself as a man, successfully escaped, and fled to Xiqiang overnight."

"On the way, I saw a notice that I was wanted everywhere. Of course, Dongxia can't stay, so he can only go to Xiqiang. So I lived in seclusion in the valley, cloaked all day long, afraid of being found. Later, I heard that the three masters of the Nighthawk Village were recruiting troops everywhere, and I hated myself for not knowing martial arts, so I couldn't get into the village to take revenge. ”

"However, when I was thinking about going to a master to learn from a master first, and then blending into the Nighthawk Village, or simply looking for the third master Mao Sui to recommend himself and go to the Nighthawk Village to be a maid, you suddenly fell out of thin air, just let me pick it up and heal you."

"When I was in the hut, I wanted to kill you. But when I think of the damage caused by your sword, I feel that I can't let you go so easily, it's too cheap for you......"