0906 For whom to cry

Ji Lianyi fell into deep thought. In recent times, she has always asked herself this question: why not just kill him?

What is the use of such a crippled person, whose body is crippled to that extent, to stay in this world? Why not kill him? It's a hundred. It was also a relief for him. He should have been more willing, right?

Her mind gradually departed from the orbit of ordinary people. She actually thought that others would be willing to die under her sword, with relief, with no shock.

She felt annoyed, she felt that she was too unkind, why couldn't she fulfill the wishes of others? It's a pity that the dumb slave is no longer around! Where did he go?

No! Wherever he goes, she's going to find him! How could he leave her without her orders? How could it be possible to leave her? He should have stayed where he was without her orders, and he could not leave her, whether she had cut off one of his arms or another of his legs.

By the way, it suddenly occurred to her that she was so stupid. She should have cut off his leg, how could she cut off his arm? If it was a leg, he wouldn't have been able to run.

She was thinking wildly with a raging pleasure, but it didn't realize that all she was thinking about was about the dumb slave. Living to her like this, loving and being loved are nonsense. She has forgotten how to write the word "love" and how to say it. She only knew that in the long years of more than 20 years, the only people who accompanied her were dumb slaves.

No matter how she abused him, no matter how she brutalized him, he couldn't fight back or scold him back.

However, why, even the man who claims to be so infatuated with her chooses to turn his back on her in the end? Why is it that no man is an exception when the crows are as black as crows in the world? Why did even the dumb slave turn his back on her, so that her last beautiful illusion of love was shattered? Why? Why......

When she questioned herself like a cannon, she never thought about it, or there was a possibility that it was because of herself. Because of their own factors, others will choose to leave; She never thought about how much effort others had put in for her, how much they had sacrificed for her; She never thought that others left because they were disappointed, not because they turned their backs; She never thought that when she was in pain and loneliness, others would be more painful and lonely than her......

No! She must find out the dumb slave! She's got to get out of here! She hugged her knees and rested her chin on her knees, unaware that she was in tears.

Wen Zhe on the opposite side silently looked at the incomparably charming Queen Mother, silently watching her burst into tears. His heart was full of questions. With such a strong queen mother, who can she cry for?

However, he did not dare to ask. He knows his master too well, and if he asked, he was looking for death! She can cry, but she will never admit that she cries. Her mind is different from ordinary people, she is like a hedgehog with thorns all over her body, and she is used to protecting herself with thorns all over her body!

"Wen Zhe, I order you to find a way to escape from here as soon as possible, do you hear?" Ji Lianyi suddenly stared at Wen Zhe, his eyes were like knives, and he gave a sharp order. Even though her tears still dappled her face.

When Ji Lianyi was the queen, she never called herself "this palace"; When she was the queen mother, she never called herself a "mourning family". Perhaps, in her heart, these two roles were not what she wanted, they were all disgusted by her, so why did she say it. Although now, she is already in the Nanzhao Kingdom, and she wants the wind and the rain. But she will only call herself "me"!

"Yes!" Wen Zhe immediately bowed his head and obeyed his orders!

"What's the use of just saying yes? A bunch of rubbish! Loser! I command you to come up with a solution for me at once, at once! Ji Lianyi became frantic again.