I used to be my father's pride.

Since I was born in my mother's womb, I have won the love of countless people. My parents even regarded me as the pearl of their palms. They gave me all their love. And I lived up to their expectations, and gradually grew into a smart and clever little girl.

I love to read, but I love all the four books and five classics, poems and songs, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.

Fortunately, the head melon is still smart, and he is proficient in these hobbies, and he does not let the eyebrows be shaved. In front of outsiders, as long as my father calls me to perform, I can always win a full house, and I have never disappointed my father. I am a treasure in my father's hand, a treasure that he especially wants to show off.

I know my dad has high expectations for me. At that time, the highest expectation for women was that I could marry into a princely family in the future, continue to live a life of fine clothes and food, and help my mother's family.

Don't say Daddy, even I think so myself. The biggest achievement I can imagine is that I hope that Luo Yi's career will be smooth, and one day I will be able to become a marquis by virtue of his military exploits, so that I can become Mrs. Hou and get his affectionate and dedicated love.

This has always been my dream. Ever since I met Luo Yi, I was amazed. Since then, my perfection in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, poetry and song is all to match Luo Yi.

I always thought that Luo Yi would like such a woman. He is so brave, his martial arts are extraordinary, and his strategy is outstanding. So, on the other hand, he must like a woman like me: a weak woman who looks like a fairy but is weak and talented. Like a bird to set off his heroism.

But I was wrong.

After getting to know Mei'er, I finally realized that I was wrong!

As early as when my talent and beauty were famous in Ningdu, the fame of the lord of Lele was even higher than me. But I have never had the opportunity to see it, but I am also very convinced in my heart. What's not to be convinced? She was born in Pingxi Palace, just this birth, she is ten times more noble than me, not to mention, she grew up with the emperor and Princess Lingxiang since she was a child.

But I am so proud, I am convinced of her fame, her background, her status, but I have never been convinced of her personally.

I've been looking forward to seeing her and see if she's as charming as the legend says, if she's as smart as the legend is, if she's as quirky as the legend is. I don't believe she's more beautiful than me, more talented than me, more intelligent than me.

At that time, I was so high and pretentious, like a frog at the bottom of a well, looking up and seeing only a piece of sky above my head.

Later, when I really met her, I realized that a woman's achievements can also be infinitely expanded. I realized that a woman can also be an empress or a female official.

But by the time I understood it thoroughly, I had lost the right to pursue it.

It occurred to me how stupid I was, why should I lock all my life's achievements to a man who will never fall in love with you?

I remembered that when I was thirteen years old, based on my desire to compete with the talented people in Ningdu, I hid from my father and mother and went to take the exam. All the way from Xiucai to the exam. Then I retreated, and before I went to the Golden Luan Palace, I gave up on the pretext of illness.

After getting to know Mei'er, I realized how stupid I was. If I don't cling to the romantic feelings of a girl, maybe today, even if I can't become an empress, I can become a female official like Liu Man.