When I was a nighthawk, my heart and soul were only to regain the imperial power and avenge the queen mother. I have seen with my own eyes the beauty of the queen mother, and I have also seen with my own eyes how difficult the queen mother lived in the last years of her life. If I can't avenge her, then I'm an unfilial son who doesn't deserve to live in this world.

When I became the left owl, I sat smoothly on the dragon chair that should have belonged to me. And my bravery suddenly became useless the moment I sat on the dragon chair. The only thing I do on the battlefield every day is the bookcase in the imperial study, and my combat exploits are Zhu Pi in the fold of the mountain.

I suddenly felt helpless, but what could I do? As far as the eye can see, my enemies are no longer my enemies, but the woman I love the most, as well as her mother and master. Can I be their enemy?

Not only can I not be her enemy, but I help her everywhere, understand her, and tolerate her. I care about the image I have in her heart, although I don't say anything, and I will die to hold on to sin. But for her sake, I am willing to pull out any sharp edges and corners, and I am willing to work silently for her dream of peace.

All this is a transformation that has been completed imperceptibly. When I was bewitched by her silky eyes, admired by her humility, and impressed by her wisdom and strategy, I knew that I had fallen into it and could never turn back.

The once domineering gradually sharpened its claws and folded its wings. I ceased to be a nighthawk, but an emperor, an emperor who gradually pushed the ideas of Her Majesty the Empress.

Perhaps in the eyes of outsiders, the once fierce and cold Nighthawk has changed, becoming a woman's kindness and ambition. But how do you know, the original me is an illusion! I am a vengeful nighthawk with hatred; And now, I just want to be a free nighthawk soaring high in the sky.

Therefore, after a long time of baptism and many tests, when I finally became convinced that Mei'er was a good emperor that was rare in a thousand years, I gave up the position of emperor along the way.

Everyone has their own merits and a place that suits them. And the position on the dragon chair is best for Mei'er to sit on. She's a person who can handle everything just right. Be resolute and resolute in dealing with state affairs; He is kind and forgiving to his subjects; Tactful and wise when encountering problems; And the child is so lenient and loving.

She is adept at finding a balance in a moment in a complex situation, and concentrating all her wisdom to use it to perfection. What is even more rare is that in the face of state affairs, she can always stand at a height, analyze and solve problems objectively and calmly, and never make impulsive mistakes.

And that's what I'm missing.

I may seem cold on the outside, but I am actually the most impulsive and emotional. Love and hate are so clear that there are no gray areas. This kind of character is only suitable for roaming the rivers and lakes, how can it be suitable for officialdom and the royal family?

The longer I was emperor, the more I suspected that I had been born in the wrong place. I have the blood of nobility in my veins. However, the seeds of chivalrous unruliness are buried deep in my bones.

So, when we had Yao'er, I decided on it very early. I want to unload the burden of the emperor and let someone more suitable to take on it, whether it is a man or a woman, as long as it is suitable and beneficial to the country and the people, it should be done.

And I, naturally, am more suitable to defend the country. Only the battlefield is where I come in.