Yes, I really don't want to be king! I am not uncommon at all in the position of the Ninety-Five Supreme, what I am rare is only the position next to Xiao Anning.

This makes the elders sound unproductive, right?

But I don't care, I have to say that!

My straightforwardness, my infatuation may really be inherited from my father. I heard that he was also infatuated with Her Majesty the Empress in every way, and later he loved the Queen Mother in every way; And the queen mother to her father is unswerving, life and death.

I am the crystallization of the love of the two of them, and naturally I am also a seed of infatuation.

It's just that this seed of infatuation was planted alive next to a heartless and innocent girl, becoming fatalistic helplessness. She never knew how I felt about her, she just grew up and treated me like a big brother.

But it doesn't matter! As long as you can stay by her side, let alone a big brother, it doesn't matter if it becomes a tree.

I made up my mind to be a silent tree. Because she was as pure as a little white rabbit, I was afraid that if I said it, I would scare her away.

And the other reason is my low self-esteem. Although I rejected the instigation of the independents, it did not mean that I was quite comfortable with my present life; Although my uncle and Her Majesty the Empress regarded me as their own, it did not mean that I would not feel like I was under the fence.

The feeling of loneliness because both parents are dead, no matter where you are, you are actually like a shadow. People who think I'm so rugged because of my fierce appearance that I don't feel anything are ridiculous. A child without parents is a child without parents, I have no right to be willful, and I consciously restrain my edge. Because of my uncle and aunt's love for me, I have to be more well-behaved and filial to them to repay the kindness. This doubling makes people feel tired.

In this respect, there is indeed a motivation for me to return to Xiqiang as king.

My aunt repeatedly asked me sincerely if I would go back, and she would title me the "King of Qiang", sincerely, not temptingly. But I still refused. It's just because of a girl, a little girl who is the same age as me, but much more innocent and naïve than me.

Xiao Anning is a princess who grew up in a honey pot, and she has been spoiled/loved by thousands. She stretches out her hands for clothes and opens her mouth for food, and she never needs to speculate on other people's thoughts. All the noble life has caused her simple and delicate personality.

Generally speaking, this kind of life creates innocence and arrogance at the same time. It's just that this kind of "general" has become an "exception" here in Xiao Anning. Xiao Anning has a pair of wise and intelligent parents, so, under the teaching of her uncle and Her Majesty the Empress, although Xiao Anning is delicate, she is not arrogant; Although naïve, he is not capricious; Although immature, it is not stupid.

And these are all mixed together, which is what I like her.

When I was young, I liked her, just because of her simple loveliness, and because she inadvertently got into trouble from time to time and needed someone to help her clean up the mess. But for some reason, when helping became a habit, I unconsciously fell into it, and I only had her existence in my eyes and heart.

I thought that my love and help for her was my cousin's love for my cousin. It wasn't until I was thirteen years old, when I suddenly noticed that my heart was beating inexplicably at the sight of her, that I woke up and examined my feelings for her with a new eye.

It was also during that period that Her Majesty the Empress wanted to crown me the title of "King of Qiang", but I refused.

How can I be willing to leave? I swear that for a long time, I will only want to be by her side, so that the world will be at peace.