I deeply regret it, why didn't I tell Aunt Mei my heart sooner? Or, let the mother tell her as soon as possible, the mother is smart, maybe when you talk about it, you will notice that she has the idea of seeking death. The mother is accustomed to persuading people, and once she realizes that she is in despair, she must try to persuade her, then she may not die at such a young age.

She's only nineteen. The most beautiful flower season in life, why should you be so world-weary? Is it just for her Merron? A man who has a marriage contract with her and grew up with a childhood sweetheart, isn't he still married? Is it worth it for her to put aside life and death so much and follow her?

Later, Mei Jue inadvertently talked about the two of them, and I suddenly felt that they were very affectionate. It turns out that Aunt Mei has been poor since she was a child, where can she have the money to study? But since she was eight years old, after she was engaged to Mei Shiqing by fate, Mei Shiqing often taught her to read.

Not only poetry, chess, calligraphy and painting, Mei Shiqing taught everything. As long as he knows, he will teach everything. Aunt Mei was originally smart, so she understood it quickly, drew inferences from one another, and integrated it, one taught happily and the other learned seriously. Emotionally, they have also grown by leaps and bounds, not only like lovers, but also like master and apprentice.

Aunt Mei to Mei Shiqing, in addition to "love", maybe there is also "grace".

After Aunt Mei completed her studies, she and Mei Shiqing often spent time before and after, chanting poems against each other, playing games and painting, and their hearts were in touch.

Such a match made in heaven was actually destroyed by Li Wei. When the people of Wuwei County knew what Li Wei had done, they all sighed for the sad ending of this pair of fairy beauties.

How could I not? Of course, in addition to sighing, there was also a hint of anger in my heart. Inexplicably irritated.

It affected me so much that I became more affectionate and reticent, and after a month of locking myself in my room, I still pestered my dad to learn the water nature with him. I don't want any more life to slip through my hands.

I don't quite understand what I'm thinking, my emotions are mixed. At one time, my mother thought that I was in love with Aunt Mei, and she was very anxious and explained in every way. But am I? I'm only thirteen years old, and falling in love with a nineteen-year-old big sister seems incredible!

But if it weren't for love, why would she be so saddened by her death? After she died, I wept bitterly once after seeing her stiff corpse. I haven't cried since. It was as if the tears had flowed out at that time, and my expression became colder and cooler, and at the same time, as I grew older, I became more handsome.

I often hear the admiration of others, and I often receive messages from my mother that the daughter of a certain general or a certain minister is looking for death to marry me.

But why, hearing these news, my sneer made my mother's heart tremble.

When I grew up, I could reassure my mother no matter what, but only my life's events worried my mother. For complicated state affairs, she can easily solve them at her fingertips. But for my heart knot, she couldn't untie it.

Of course, that's all for later. I didn't know it at the time, but in fact, my lifelong feelings were destined as early as when I was thirteen years old, and Aunt Mei was going to be entangled with me to the end after all.

I was only thirteen years old, and even though I was devastated, I couldn't do it.

After dealing with Aunt Mei's funeral and locking myself in the East Palace for a month, Nangong Ao's visit made my heart boil again......