Chapter 188: The Past
Mo Qing sighed and raised her hand to wipe her tears for Tong Hanyin, "Don't cry, I don't blame you." ”
Mo Qing's words touched Tong Hanyin's sadness even more, and she suddenly hugged Mo Qing and cried.
This cry is very sad, containing years of sadness and pain, and containing the longing for her daughter. At this moment, all emotions erupted, and Tong Hanyin wanted to cry bitterly.
Tong Hanyin's cry made Mo Qing's heart seem to resonate, and her eyes were red. But after all, she is not a real girl, she has a mature mind, and it is impossible to cry with her like a little girl.
Mo Qing raised her hand and patted Tong Hanyin's back gently, "Okay, don't cry, let's talk about it when we have time, okay?" ”
Mo Qing's words successfully persuaded Tong Hanyin. She felt as if she and her daughter had reversed their positions, and it was a shame to have her daughter comfort her now.
She got up and wiped her tears, "I'm sorry, but I still have you to comfort me." ”
Tong Hanyin got up and went to the bathroom to wash her face before coming back, she poured a glass of water for Mo Qing, "Drink water." ”
Tong Hanyin looked at Mo Qing, calmed down a little, and asked, "Mo Qing, haven't you thought about looking for your mother and father all these years?" ”
Mo Qing shook her head, "Grandma has never told me about you, I know she is afraid that I will be sad." My grandmother insisted on providing for me to go to school no matter how hard and tired she was, and she hoped that I would live a good life with my own efforts in the future.
My previous wish was to be filial to my grandmother after being admitted to university and working. But unfortunately, my grandmother didn't wait for that day and left me early. ”
Tong Hanyin's tears flowed down again, "I am an unfilial daughter, and I put the responsibility on your grandmother." Did your grandmother tell you about me before she died? ”
Mo Qing replied: "Grandma only said that I should not resent you. Say you didn't mean to abandon me. She also gave me a pendant, saying it was a token of my father. ”
Tong Hanyin sniffed and said, "I guess your grandmother can't be sure if I'm still alive." When I left Gufeng Village, I didn't know if I would be able to live. Haven't you thought about finding your biological father? ”
Mo Qing said: "I didn't look for him, but fate arranged for us to meet by chance again, and later he also knew that I was his daughter." I haven't recognized him yet, but we're pretty good. This year's Chinese New Year is with him. ”
Tong Hanyin was shocked when she heard this, "You actually met?" Still celebrating the New Year together? Does the Xu family accept you? ”
Mo Qing said: "Only the uncle of the Xu family and a cousin of the Xu family know about me, and the others don't know my identity. ”
Tong Hanyin continued to ask: "Then did Yu Yaxin embarrass you?" ”
Mo Qing was stunned for a moment when she heard this, "Yu Yaxin? I haven't met her, I've only heard of her. ”
Tong Hanyin was very strange, "You have celebrated the New Year with Xu Tingyan, how can you not see Yu Yaxin?" Aren't they husband and wife? ”
Mo Qing looked at Tong Hanyin, "How can they be husband and wife, Uncle Xu has been single for so many years and has never married anyone." ”
Tong Hanyin couldn't believe it when she heard this, "How is it possible?" When Xu Tingyan had an accident and returned to Jinping, his eldest sister soon came to me, saying that Xu Tingyan had married Yu Yaxin in Jinping, and asked me to stop being delusional.
I also know that a village girl in the countryside of mine is not compatible with a high-ranking cadre like Xu Tingyan, but I didn't expect Xu Tingyan to change his mind so quickly. I also know that Yu Yaxin has been chasing Xu Tingyan, she has always liked Xu Tingyan, the two of them are a good match, and it is normal for them to get married, so I didn't doubt Xu Tingyan's words. I didn't expect her to lie to me. ”
Mo Qing said: "Not only have you been deceived, but even Uncle Xu has been deceived. She lied to Uncle Xu that you were married, and asked him to stop worrying about you. She was instructed by the old lady of the Xu family to deceive you at both ends, just to break you up. Of course, there is also Yu Yaxin's obstruction in this.
Uncle Xu also found out the truth of some things after knowing my identity, and he also fell out with his eldest sister. I didn't go back to the Xu family's old house to have a reunion dinner together during the New Year, but spent it with me. ”
Tong Hanyin thought of Yu Yaxin's hateful teeth, "I know that whatever I say is suspected of shirking responsibility." But I was really forced to do so. When I left you, I was afraid that Yu Yaxin would persecute our mother and daughter. I don't care about myself, I'm afraid you'll be poisoned.
Back then, I had just given birth to a young man in your village, and a young man found me. He said that Yu Yaxin sent him to spy on me, but he did not tell Yu Yaxin about me giving birth to Xu Tingyan.
He said that Yu Yaxin was very persistent towards Xu Tingyan, even to the point of desperation. If I let her know that I gave birth to Xu Tingyan's child, the child will definitely not live. Yu Yaxin's family is powerful and powerful, and it is easy to kill a child in a remote mountain village.
The educated youth said that he was going back to Jinping, and if I stayed in Gufeng Village, then Yu Yaxin would send someone else to spy on me, and then the child's affairs would not be hidden. He said that if you want to keep the child, either I will leave Gufeng Village with you, or I will leave Gufeng Village by marrying. In that case, he told Yu Yaxin that I would marry and leave Gufeng Village, and Yu Yaxin would no longer pay attention to me and Gufeng Village, then you would be safe.
I have been persecuted many times by Yu Yaxin, and I also know that I can't fight her. Your grandmother also persuaded me to leave after she found out, and our mother and daughter can have a glimmer of life. And after a long time, others will forget that you were born to me before marriage. It's good for you too.
I can't guarantee that I will survive if I leave by myself, how can I take you with me. Your grandmother said she would take care of you. She also said that she had an older brother overseas and that I could go to him if I could escape overseas. Your grandmother prepared a few nests for me and let me leave overnight. ”
Mo Qing knew that Tong Hanyin was very difficult back then, and she couldn't take care of her children at all in that era, not to mention Yu Yaxin's eyesight.
Mo Qing asked, "Then where did you go back then?" ”
Tong Hanyin talked about the past, when Tong Hanyin left her hometown and went all the way south, she had to eat if she didn't eat, and finally reached the southernmost point, and then smuggled to Nangang. When I first arrived there, I was unfamiliar with the place, and I was still a smuggler, so I could only do some low-level manual work. Later, after getting familiar with some of the environment, I found a job as an operator in an electronics factory.
It is relatively easy for Nangang to communicate with country Y, and after Tong Hanyin settled down, she wrote a letter to find her uncle according to the address given by her mother. She actually didn't have much hope, after all, after so many years, where would people's addresses remain the same? Unexpectedly, a few months later, the brother mentioned by Mo Qing's grandmother really came to Nangang to find Tong Hanyin, the niece. Then he took Tong Hanyin to country Y.