After being shocked, the anger in Shuyuan's heart dissipated, but he didn't relax at all, and his chest tightened. Originally, the relationship between concubines in the big house was a bit tangled: if you say it's easy to get along, you will get along very well, but if it's difficult to get along, it's hard to get along; And she doesn't have to think about the relationship between her and Lou's concubine, it must be extremely difficult to get along with.

Seeing that the nurse and the girls also followed, she didn't speak to Jin Chengye and Lou anymore, stretched out her hand to summon the nurse over, and helped the girls to leave.

She didn't know what to say, and she didn't want to talk to Jin Chengye and Lou Shi right now: when she woke up, she was married and had to be a mother, which already surprised her - she forgot about three years; Now, what shocked her even more was that she and her concubine shared a husband, and she really couldn't accept it for a while.

Thinking of her sister once said to her: I really want to live without my aunt; Now she really wants to tell her sister that life without her aunt will not necessarily be easy, let alone happy, and may be more "lively".

Lou Shi looked at Shuyuan's back with some concern: "Master, you better go and take a look." ”

Jin Chengye sighed: "Let's let her be quiet by herself." For such a big thing, she always needs some effort to think about it. I'll go back to the study first. His mood was similarly depressed.

Thinking of the reason why Shuyuan would forget the past, his heart was dark: he thought that he should give Shuyuan and his parents-in-law an explanation, but the elders such as grandmother and mother disagreed; Now seeing Shuyuan's appearance, the guilt in his heart is even worse.

He sighed deeply, gently patted Lou's shoulder, and turned away. Lou stood in place for a while, and then beckoned his girl not far away to come and went back to the room.

The sun shines all over Jinfu, but it can't penetrate Shuyuan's heart.

The nurse looked at Shuyuan and sighed: "Girl, don't be willful. It's been three years since I got married, because my uncle and aunt are about to reconcile and leave, this, this is really unreasonable. Even if it doesn't work out in the government, the lord and the lady won't agree. At the beginning, our family knew about it, my girl. ”

Shuyuan didn't make a sound, turned over and sighed: she knew that it was impossible to reconcile, not to mention that she still had a child in her belly; It's just that her chest is a little stuffy, so she will say a few willful words, which is just to vent.

Only in front of the nurse can she be petty, because she is not the girl of the Mu family but the daughter-in-law of the Jin family, and she must be in line with the rules in both speech and behavior. She is no longer a delicate girl in front of her parents, how can she be willful.

Thinking of this, she stroked her belly and silently thought in her heart: It's good to give birth to a son, if you give birth to a daughter, you have to send it to someone else to make rules after more than ten years, and it hurts to think about it. No wonder, when my sister got married, my mother cried into tears.

Come to think of it, when she got married, her mother didn't cry less, right? When she thought of this, she sighed again: give birth to a son, if she is a mother-in-law in the future, she will treat her daughter-in-law well and raise her as her own daughter - people have pampered their sons for more than ten years, how can they let other girls be wronged.

It's just that why did her parents marry her to Jinfu so ruthlessly, don't they know the difficulties involved? However, in her memory, her parents loved her very much, and there was no memory in her mind about how this family affair was negotiated.

I kept thinking about it in my head, and when I thought about it, I fell asleep in a daze. When she was asleep, she felt someone caress her forehead, and she woke up to find that it was Kim Seungye.

Her first reaction was to sit up immediately, not forgetting to stroke her face and then go to get her hair done; She and Jin Chengye are husband and wife, but they are still extremely strange, and she is always a little shy and overwhelmed when she faces her alone: "You, why are you here?" ”

Now because of the incident, Shuyuan doesn't know how to face Jin Chengye, especially when she is alone with him: Jin Chengye is not wrong, and Lou is not wrong.

"I'm just coming to see, it's time for you to take your medication." Jin Chengye looked at Shuyuan: "You, are you okay?" ”

Shuyuan raised his head and looked at him very seriously, and after a long while, he said, "What do you think?" She didn't have a virtuous answer, but she didn't want to mention her feelings to Kim Seungye.

If Jin Chengye understands, then she doesn't have to say more, if Jin Chengye doesn't understand, wouldn't it be superfluous for her to say it? Men, how can they take such things to heart, because women must be obedient and virtuous, and they must be able to tolerate people.

She didn't say anything more, got up and sat down on the edge of the table, didn't call the girl in to serve, picked up the medicine on the table and drank it on her neck.

In the end, her body is her own, and she will not practice her body when, under any circumstances.

Jin Chengye was a little unable to go up and down by Shuyuan's directness, until he saw her drink the medicine and hurriedly stepped forward to take out the candied fruit: "Eat some and avoid bitterness." ”

Shuyuan shook her head: "No need. Medicine itself is bitter; Suffering can't be avoided, and covering it is only a surface, so why lie to yourself? She sat down in front of the dresser and looked at Kim Seungye standing behind her in the mirror: "I, I want to get out of here." ”

Jin Chengye lowered his head: "Shuyuan, I'm sorry. His apology was strange, and he shouldn't have answered this apology at this point.

Shuyuan looked at him and knew that he was rejecting himself, and sighed lightly and picked up a wooden comb to take care of his hair; She just tried it, because she already had the answer in her heart.

She doesn't know how to get along with Jin Chengye, since she doesn't know, let's not get along, and when she can't find a way to get along in the future, she can treat him as if he doesn't exist: it's much better than making it difficult for herself.

Jin Chengye walked to Shuyuan's side, gritted his teeth and said: "I blame you for fainting, if it wasn't for the previous ......"

"Master, young grandmother, the old lady and the lady are here, and they will invite you to come over in the hall to discuss the matter." It was the voice of a girl outside; It was this sentence that interrupted Kim Seungye's words.

Shuyuan ignored the girl's words, turned her head and stared at Jin Chengye: "What happened before I fainted?" She thinks Kim Seungye has something to say.

Jin Chengye looked at the guilt in Shuyuan's eyes even deeper: "I-"

"Girl," the nurse also came and knocked on the door: "Don't let the old lady and the lady wait for a long time, let Yulu and the others wait for you to comb your hair and change your clothes, right?" ”

Jin Chengye looked at Shuyuan and took a step back and said to the nurse outside the door: "Come in." He sat down on the edge of the table and said to Shuyuan, "I'll wait for you here." ”

Shuyuan saw that Yulu and the nurse had come in, so she didn't ask Jin Chengye again, but the question in her heart had already arisen: Is there a reason why she forgot the past? Also, what is the reason for Jin Chengye's guilt, it can't be for the sake of both.

Jian Ao should have made it clear to her parents before she got married, and she already knew it when she got married; Only now she had forgotten. Jin Chengye doesn't have to apologize at all for this matter, that's what you and I want, even if she forgets the past now, she can't blame Jin Chengye or anything.

Jin Chengye's guilt can only be because she forgot about her husband's family, and then think of when she angrily scolded Jin Chengye, he didn't do anything wrong but was not annoyed, and he didn't feel the slightest bit unhappy in the face of her rudeness: this is not quite like something that a man would do.

When her heart sank slightly, her hair was combed, her clothes were dressed, and she was helped by the nurse and Yulu to stand up: "You, go ahead." She really didn't want to call him a master, and she had a great resistance to this husband in her heart.

Jin Chengye seemed to know that Shuyuan didn't want to get too close to him, so he didn't come over and nodded: "Okay." Yulu helped the young grandmother. ”

Shuyuan looked at him deeply: Indeed, as a man, Kim Chengye was too cautious in the face of her wife.

Shuyuan raised her eyebrows: "I don't want to wear this dress, let's change to that blue one." After speaking, she stared at Jin Chengye, and what she was waiting for was an unexpected sentence: "Okay, I'll wait for you." Gyokuro, you are waiting carefully. ”

Jin Chengye was too accommodating to her, even if he knew that his elders were waiting, he still obeyed her: not because of the love between men and women, let alone his love for her, just because of guilt.

The guilt was almost clearly written on Kim Seungye's face, and the way he looked at Shuyuan's eyes and the tone in which he spoke were all wishing that Shuyuan had something to ask for him: what did he want to make up for.

Shuyuan didn't react to the stunned eyes of the nurse and Yulu, and lowered her head to look at the dress: "Forget it, let's still do this one, it's not good to make the elders wait for a long time." "She'll figure it out.

It's really strange to think about it, why did all the things she forgot belong to her husband's? Could it be related to Kim Seungye's guilt?

Although Jin Chengye was strange, he didn't ask much, but said, "I'm not busy." When the time comes, I will excuse myself from the elders, saying that I spilled tea and wet your dress, so it took more time. ”

Shuyuan looked at him directly when he heard this: "Why? She suddenly felt that she didn't have to wait for a later investigation, she could ask Jin Chengye directly on his face and see how he answered-Jin Chengye, what are you guilty about?

Kim Seungye didn't know why: "Shuyuan, what are you asking?" Then his face changed slightly, obviously understanding what Shuyuan meant, and his gaze immediately avoided: "If you don't change your dress, let's go over." ”

Shuyuan walked to his side, stood down and looked at him: "You want to give me an answer after all, the difference is just true and false; Well, also, can you convince me. She lifted her feet and crossed the threshold.

If Jin Chengye would have said it when she asked, she should have known it in the few days since she woke up.

She took a breath of air outside the house, and turned her head to look at the nurse beside her: does she know the inside story? Or, the nurse and the girl Yulu who accompanied the marriage are really as reliable as she thinks? It's really reliable, why no one has mentioned to her the reason why she fainted until now.

Sick? Her illness is really strange and strange.

Shuyuan's mind turned away from Jian Yu, because she found that the most important thing was not those entanglements, but what she forgot after all, and why she forgot - this is where Kim Seungye's guilt comes from; Whether she went or stayed, she always knew what was going on.

She doesn't remember how she was the daughter-in-law of the Jin family in the past, but now all she has to do is herself.