Chapter 025: Back in the Year
Shuyuan looked into Kim Seungye's eyes and didn't speak for a while. In Jin Chengye's eyes, she could see the word sincerity, and she also believed Jin Chengye's words in her heart: The matter of Rui Ren's two children, Fang Fei, did have another hidden secret, but it was not like what Fang Shengshang wrote - it didn't write anything, but it was easy for people to misunderstand.
But she still didn't want to give up. It's not that she doesn't want to give up and doesn't believe in Jin Chengye, it's not that she doesn't want to give up embarrassment for Jin Chengye, she doesn't want to give up and leave.
She knows very well in her own heart how much she wants to leave the Jin Mansion now, how much she wants to break off with the Jin Mansion, and from now on, the bridge will return to the bridge and the road will return to whom.
Shuyuan didn't feel at home at home when he woke up to the Jin Mansion, and the only feeling was that he wanted to leave, and he couldn't wait to leave immediately. Of course, she knew that this was not possible and impossible: not to say that she was a woman, and even if she was a man, she could not divorce her if she wanted to.
How can you abandon your husband for no reason? Therefore, she could only hold herself back, and she could only keep persuading herself: wait for her parents to come and make the decision. Now that her parents have arrived, she knows very well in her heart that it is impossible for her parents to approve of leaving the Golden Mansion, and the reason is still very simple - she can't leave for no reason.
You don't remember just because you are sick, it is true that you are married, and it is true that you are pregnant, which pair of parents in the world will support their daughters to be so reconciled? Therefore, her reaction after seeing Fang Sheng was neither angry nor annoyed.
She even had a hint of secret joy that she finally had a "reason". Of course, Fang Sheng was secretly sent in, and of course what she said could not be believed, so she invited Jin Chengye to dinner, just to take a look.
Jin Chengye really didn't have anything to hide, and he didn't shirk it after that, but after two slaps, Shuyuan looked at him and couldn't open his mouth a little: If you continue to be unrelenting, you want to reconcile, is it too much? What does it make people think?
However, she really didn't want to stay, she really didn't want to live in the Golden Mansion, and she didn't want her children to live in the Golden Mansion.
"Don't swear that kind of oath, I take your word for it." Shuyuan thought and thought before she spoke, her eyes moved away from Jin Chengye's face, and her heart still trembled a little when she thought of Jin Chengye's poisonous oath - this man was really anxious; Actually, all she wanted was to leave.
Don't hurt anyone, everyone is good and dispersed, and go to the side from some big roads.
"There's something hidden in the end, right?" Shuyuan opened her mouth, she knew that if she wanted to reconcile, there must be a reason that could be justified: "What's wrong or not, you just need to talk about things, it's okay to say it briefly, you have to give me an explanation, right?" ”
If she wasn't pregnant, she really wanted to tell Jin Chengye what she thought in her heart, and believed that Jin Chengye could let her go; But now she doesn't have to think about it, not to mention Jin Chengye, even her own parents can't agree.
Jin Chengye lowered his head and said after a while: "There is indeed a hidden secret, and it is difficult to explain the bitterness in my heart, what I can say is that what I do is worthy of the conscience of heaven and earth." Shuyuan, we can have a long talk tonight, and we are not in a hurry at this time, right? ”
After he finished speaking, he stood up and helped Shuyuan: "It's not good for your health to eat now, I'll help you go to bed first, and the two of us will talk slowly on the bed." ”
Shuyuan was shocked when she heard this, and immediately took a step back: "No, no. Just say it here, just sit and say it here. Let the girls bring tea, and we will eat it while saying that it is better than going over there. She was afraid that Jin Chengye would do the things of husband and wife, even if Jin Chengye couldn't do anything to her now, but the thought of being in the same bed with Jin Chengye made her back sweat.
She wasn't ready, she really couldn't tolerate Kim Seung-ye sharing a bed with her, even if she didn't do anything, she couldn't accept it.
Jin Chengye slowly put down the outstretched out, and his eyes were gently and softly placed on Shuyuan's face: "Shuyuan, it's impossible for you not to be angry at all, but you really haven't moved your true anger." I think, you specially put Fang Sheng back and called me here, because you didn't want to hear what happened, right? ”
"You are eighty percent trying to weigh that this matter is not enough for you to leave the Golden Mansion and leave ——,," he sighed, "I." Isn't it? ”
Shuyuan's brows jumped when she heard this, is her mind so obvious? Or is Jin Chengye so shrewd? But looking at what he has done these days, it doesn't seem to be anything special.
"I can't blame you for having such thoughts, but I woke up and found that I didn't know a few people, and I couldn't accept it and thought about leaving. Blame me for this, blame me for not accompanying you well, and not telling you everything well and honestly, which will make it more difficult for you to believe me and want to leave. Jin Chengye stretched out his hand to help: "You sit down, let's talk here, okay?" ”
After Shuyuan's mind was broken by Jin Chengye's words, in addition to being silent, she really didn't know what to deal with: it was okay like this, at least it was better than speaking by herself. Therefore, she acquiesced, hoping that Jin Chengye would seriously consider it.
"I'll go, and the kids will go with me." She sat down and spat out a soft word.
Jin Chengye sighed: "Shuyuan." He swallowed back the next words, and he didn't need to say that Shuyuan should also know that it was impossible for the child to leave with Shuyuan, if Shuyuan really could leave the Jin Mansion.
"What did I do wrong, you say I'll change it." He pursed his lips and patted his legs: "One day husband and wife Bairien, we have been husband and wife for three years, Shuyuan; I can understand your feelings, and you have to think about it for me, how can I give up to you, to give up our children in your womb? ”
Looking at Shuyuan but could only see Shuyuan's crow and crow's hair, Jin Chengye said softly: "Shuyuan, my husband is full of words - where I don't do well or do wrong, as long as you say it, I will change it." Shuyuan, don't think about leaving again, okay? ”
Shuyuan didn't speak, and silence was a refusal at this time. She didn't want to stay, and the Golden Mansion gave her no place to be nostalgic.
Jin Chengye looked at the silent Shuyuan, knowing that even if he told the truth, he would not be able to change Shuyuan's mind, but whether he said it himself or not was his attitude.
So he thought about it for a while and said: "Rui Ren and Fang Fei are indeed not from the girl, and I don't know what the intentions of the person who wrote Fang Sheng are, but it is really very thoughtful to say only one sentence about this matter." I don't want to mention it, but no one in the Jin family wants to mention it because it's dishonorable. ”
"Ruiren and Fangfei's mother......"
"I wanted to wait until you got well before I told you about it." Sun pushed open the door and helped the old lady to stand at the door, and there were a few girls kneeling outside the door.
Shuyuan and Jin Chengye hurriedly stood up to meet them, helped the old lady to sit down in the room, and served tea to Sun's family before Shuyuan could sit down: If she wasn't pregnant, where would she sit in front of the old lady?
The old lady let out a long sigh: "I really don't want to mention this, it's really a very shameful thing." Alas, the debt owed in the previous life. She waved her hand and called Shuyuan to her side: "Your aunt has a daughter who died a few years ago, and those two children are her twins." ”
"The girl's family gave birth to a child in her mother's family, you let us ...... such a thing" The old lady turned her face away: "Where is the face to mention!" People like us can't afford to lose that face, and besides, if this matter is going to be spread, do the girls of our Jin family want to say that they are looking for their in-laws? ”
Sun stood up and bowed his head: "It's all the daughter-in-law's teaching." ”
The old lady shook her head: "Chengye, why don't you help your mother sit down?" Where's the blame for you? Looking at the old lady of the Sun family, she shook her head again: "It's just a bad fate." I don't want to mention the past, but when I think about it, I really don't have the face to explain to the ancestors of the Jin family. ”
Shuyuan was completely stunned on the spot, letting the old lady grab her hand, a pair of eyes remained on the old lady's face but nothing was in her eyes: when she saw that Fang Sheng, she guessed a lot, but none of them were reasonable.
It's not Jin Chengye's girl, it's Jin Chengye's concubine? But why did she have to put her two children in her name? Although there is a difference between the named one and the real one, it is also a very high elevation of two children.
If it wasn't Jin Chengye's concubine, was it Jin Chengye's red face outside? It's not as good as the child born by the concubine, and there is no reason to raise the child as a concubine, for fear that others will not know about such ugly things?
Therefore, she couldn't think of a reasonable reason when she thought about it, but she didn't think that the real secret had little to do with Jin Chengye, and those two children were not Jin Chengye's children at all!
The old lady shook Shuyuan's hand: "I have wronged you, child, we know that we have wronged you, but we can only knock out our teeth and swallow blood for such a thing; She was clean, and she left not long after the child gave birth, but the child was innocent, and we couldn't throw the child out. ”
"Two children, can only, can only be like this. I didn't tell your parents the truth that day, so I really couldn't open my mouth. She said this with another long sigh.
The matter is revealed now, but Shuyuan can't tell what it feels like in her heart.
Shuyuan slowly looked back at Jin Chengye, but found that Jin Chengye lowered his head deeply, not looking at anyone in the room at all, standing behind Sun as if he was a wood carver.
"Giving the two children a name is just because I am afraid that others will guess something, and it also makes Chengye bear a false name, saying that it was caused by a foolish girl when he was a child." Sun met Shuyuan's gaze: "You also knew about Shuyuan, so we neglected to take care of the two children. ”
"It's not that we are ruthless, but we feel hot pain on our faces when we see two children. It turns out that Shuyuan, you didn't take care of the two of them personally, but no one thought about treating the two children harshly on weekdays. ”