Chapter 043: Heart-to-heart

Sookwon doesn't mind that Yinzhen is a smart person, as long as she doesn't have bad intentions. For Yinzhen's pretending to be stupid in the past, instead of blaming her for not doing her best, it is better to think about whether she didn't do well enough in the past and didn't let Yinzhen step down to do things.

You can't just blame others for everything, sometimes if the cause is on yourself and you can't see it, in the end you can only harm yourself.

On the contrary, now Shuyuan thinks that silver needles are more useful. Because Yinzhen pretended to be stupid in the past, everyone thought that she was cautious and stupid, and of course she had a lot less scruples in front of her, so Yinzhen probably knew more things than Yunwu and the others.

So she didn't delve into it, but continued to ask Yinzhen: She didn't believe it, why didn't the old lady like her if she was willing to let Lu Fuhui live in the Jin Mansion.

Silver Needle sighed: "The old lady said that her life was too hard, and she killed her mother." ”

Shuyuan was a little incredulous: "It's that simple? "She thought there were a lot of hidden secrets in it, just because her life was hard? Thinking about the heirs of the Jin family's Beifu, the old lady really can't say it if she doesn't care.

"Where's Cousin Fuhui?" Jin Chengye stepped into the house, and when he saw that there were only two people, Shuyuan and Yinzhen, he asked casually; At the same time, I picked up the cup and wanted to drink tea, so I just picked it up and put it down.

Shuyuan looked at him with a smile: "What, isn't it good to think about tea?" ”

"How can I be so particular? I just felt that this tea should be Fuhui's cousin's, so I put it down. Jin Chengye looked at the silver needle and smiled: "I originally thought it was your tea, but then I saw that the tea was in the wrong place, so I saved it and of course I had to put it down." ”

Shuyuan wanted to lose her eyes, but she also knew that the more she cared about Jin Chengye, the more she would catch her, and she would not stop until she was blushing and her neck was thick, so she deliberately didn't hear his words: "It's not strange that you say it's strange, everyone has such a half-cousin in the family, and it's better to be close to the cousin." ”

She went to the old lady. I'm wondering if I'm going to move back to the tea garden, it's hard to leave the family with no place to live, right? After she finished speaking, she sat down: "If you don't go to the old lady's place yet, I will go over in a while, and I can't even say a word if I don't occupy someone's place." ”

Jin Chengye looked at her with his eyes: "Are you sure you are careful?" He didn't bother but looked at her very seriously, and then shook his head: "Don't go to the old lady." I was just worried about you, where do you want to go? ”

"Who said everyone has a cousin?" He looked at Shuyuan: "I sound a little sour about this." He grinned and was very happy.

Shuyuan couldn't help but glance at him: "Less proud, sour?" I'm afraid I'm so sour, you're going to shout for help. I'll tell you Jin Chengye, there's nothing to discuss about this. I told the old lady that I wouldn't agree to this. ”

"My parents can't call the shots, you know. Don't mention anything about the husband and the husband, you want to say that the husband is still talking about the wife in my place, and if it doesn't work, we'll break up......"

Jin Chengye turned around and greeted the silver needle who was neither advancing nor retreating: "Come in." Give me the tea, you can go again, I don't know if you are thirsty. He took the tea, and the silver needle slipped away.

"Tsunade?" He repeated it and shook his head with a smile, he had never heard of it, but he understood what Shuyuan meant. After drinking the tea unhurriedly, he looked at Shuyuan: "Let's talk about something serious, okay?" Come, sit down Shuyuan. ”

He pointed to the chair opposite him: "We have something to say clearly, sit down, I won't eat you; Or, are you afraid of me? ”

Shuyuan sighed: "You really want to get down to business?" Radical generals, you can use it. After last night, she didn't know why she was less restrained in front of Jin Chengye, but she had an indescribable "resentment" - she just wanted to refute what he said, and it didn't matter whether it was right or wrong.

Jin Chengye waited until Shuyuan sat down and looked at her seriously: "First of all, I don't want to have another room." It's not that I'm unfilial, it's not that I don't want to continue the incense for my second uncle, it's just that I don't want to marry another daughter-in-law. To be honest, with Yun Rong on one side and you on the other, I can't cope with it. ”

"Both of you are my wives, and I really don't want any of you to be sad or unhappy as a man; But there's always going to be someone who isn't happy, right? He sighed: "When I was a child, I heard my parents talk about old ladies. ”

"The old lady of the two mansions didn't tie the knot because of the marriage? And neither the uncle nor the father took a concubine, which is also related to the old lady's knot - no one wants to block his mother as a son. His eyes were dark and shiny: "I'm going through what my grandparents went through right now." ”

Shuyuan was a little moved when she heard this. It is a matter of course for men to have three wives and four concubines, and it has been like this since ancient times, and it is etiquette at every turn, and it is the offspring of cigarettes at every turn - the great truth is lifted again and again, in fact, it is not that the man is lustful if the layer of window paper is pierced.

However, the men will not admit this, they have already decided that having three wives and four concubines is a matter of course, and where can they think about how their women feel every day? No, it's not that they haven't thought about it, it's just that they ask women not to be jealous, to live in harmony and to be like sisters: how is it possible?

Needless to say, look at the back houses of each family and courtyard, and then listen to the cases of wives and concubines who have been alarmed for a while, or the cases of spoiled concubines and killing their wives - men whitewash the false peace for their own selfish desires, and dream of the harmony of their wives and concubines.

Kim Seungye is different. He has two wives, but he thinks of the unhappiness of the two wives, and it is really not easy to think of this.

"I've always tried to make you and Yun Rong happy, but how can I do two husbands well by myself? By now, I know very well that there are some things that I have a heart for but are powerless. I'm already sorry for you and Yunrong, I don't want to hurt another person. ”

"I don't want to hurt you and Yun Rong. Shuyuan, you don't have to say too much, I won't agree to this. There are many ways to continue the incense in the second uncle's room, and it is not necessary for me. ”

Shuyuan turned his eyes away, and was stared at by him with such a serious gaze, it was really not as good as when he was smiling: "You can actually think of these ......"

Jin Chengye smiled bitterly: "Is it hard to think of? Men are also human beings, women are also human beings, and men who are cuckolded will be furious and want to kill; A woman and a husband must be calm, and they must be able to love each other - that is really a deception. ”

"They are all people, and women certainly can't tolerate things that men can't tolerate, so most of the restlessness in the family is because of the dispute between wives and concubines. But when I understood it, I already had you and Yunrong, so I didn't want to add another person, and the four of them wouldn't be happy at that time. ”

He said this and looked at Shuyuan: "Since you got sick, I have understood that I will never let you be hurt again." Shuyuan, I just want to tell you not to worry, there is no way to discuss the affairs of my relatives in the Lu family; I would never say yes. ”

Shuyuan tilted his head to look at him: "That's all serious? ”

Jin Chengye stretched out his hand to hold Shuyuan's hand: "You admit that you want to leave, I've been thinking about it for the past two days." Now I just want to ask you one thing, why do you want to leave? ”

Shuyuan wanted to withdraw her hand, but when she met Jin Chengye's gaze, she turned her face away and didn't move: "It's just a ...... for a while."

Jin Chengye interrupted her: "Is it okay for you to say what is in your heart?" We are husband and wife, we have to spend our lives together, and we don't know how many things are waiting for us in the future. The others don't count, at least the two of us can be honest with each other. ”

Shuyuan lowered her head and didn't know what to say for a while: why did she leave?

"I'm just homesick. Everything is so strange here, and I don't know anyone, I only remember my parents and the people and things over there. She didn't look up, and her voice was a little muffled: "Add to that the mess, and I'm even more homesick." ”

Jin Chengye pursed his lips: "Aren't you because you hate me?" ”

Shuyuan looked up violently, and met a pair of black and white eyes, which were really worried; She wanted to laugh a little, but she couldn't laugh when she saw his seriousness: "I'm really just homesick." ”

Jin Chengye smiled, stretched out his hand to touch Shuyuan's belly, in fact, he wanted to say hello to the child, but when he saw the nervousness flashing in Shuyuan's eyes, he withdrew his hand again: "You'll remember, Shuyuan." Our kid, he wouldn't want the two of us to be separated, would he? ”

Shuyuan was slightly stunned, and then spat him: "Your dim sum machine, don't move, okay?" Besides, I didn't say I was leaving. She blushed a little when she said this, and hurriedly added: "I don't necessarily have to stay." ”

Jin Chengye looked into her eyes and ignored her last sentence: "However, you don't regard this place as home either." Seeing the change in Shuyuan's eyes, his hand tightened slightly: "It's not your fault, it's that I didn't do well, if I'm good enough, you won't want to leave." ”

"Shuyuan, give us a chance, and give our children a chance, okay? Stop thinking about going and try to make this place home, stay and see if I'm a good father, if I'm a good husband. ”

Shuyuan lowered his head and looked at his belly, Jin Chengye was right, a child can't live without a mother, and of course can't do without a father; If Jin Chengye wasn't a thing, of course she wouldn't let her child have a bad father, but Jin Chengye is actually not bad.

"Okay. You can give it a try. She raised her head and said seriously: "But I won't compromise on everything, and I won't take you as my heaven for everything." In short, I just won't change myself to accommodate you, and if you can't stand it, say it early. ”

Jin Chengye smiled slightly: "I have a little secret that I haven't told you, in fact, I like you very much now." In the past, you were very virtuous, but you were less angry, less real, and made me feel very distant. ”