"Shao Xi, I'm serious. Before I met you, I thought that I would live my life like this, and I would always be just a puppet in the hands of others, and I would never be able to control my own destiny. But after meeting you, everything you did made me understand that no matter what adversity you are in, you should not give up hope in your heart. Looking at the children you helped in Dongshi Lane, watching you restore the freedom of the girls in Mingfengfang, especially everything you did for me, it made me feel that you are the hope in my life, and it is your light that shines into my life and changes my destiny. It gave me the opportunity to be a whole new version of myself. ”

Shao Xi was said by Mei Ruoyan's praise as if he was touching his soul, as if he was sitting on an electric chair, his whole body was numb and crispy, from his spine to Tianling Gai, and he couldn't wait to escape from this room immediately.

Everyone likes to be praised, but this kind of praise that is almost praised by people to heaven always feels like they will fall and die.

If it was just a simple thank you, Shao Xi would be easier to accept, but he felt that he was not worthy of this kind of comparison of himself to the light in other people's lives. This kind of undisguised praise from the heart is more enjoyable for Shao Xi than beating him and scolding him.

Shao Xi is not afraid of others scolding him, nor is he afraid of others hating him, what he is most afraid of is that others regard him as a benefactor and are grateful to him every day, so he doesn't like others to kneel on him.

Maybe some of the things he did brought benefits to others, but for Shao Xi, it was just doing what he liked without harming his own interests. He doesn't think he's a good person, and he's not a person of insight who has the world in mind, he just likes to see the people around him happy, because then he himself will be happy.

"Don't, don't! I'm not a light, I'm not a god, you better treat me as a person! ”

Mei Ruoyan was amused by Shao Xi's helpless appearance, and she couldn't imagine that a high-spirited person would become so cramped because of her words, but it refreshed her understanding of Shao Xi.

"Alright! You're a good person. ”

When Shao Xi heard this, he was immediately unhappy, and said in his heart: "Are you praising me or scolding me?" How do you say that I feel like a licking dog? ”

"Ruoyan, I am not a person of noble character, everything I do has my purpose, but I hope that I can take care of the people around me when I do these things, whether it is relatives or friends."

Mei Ruoyan looked at Shao Xi steadily, and said gently: "Of course I know that everything you do has its own purpose, but your special place is here, everything you do will always take care of those around you who need help while achieving your own purpose." Just like when you start a school, maybe you have your own ultimate purpose, but your motivation for doing this is to help Mr. Hao and those children, so your purpose is not important, what matters is why you do it. ”

Shao Xi had to admit that Mei Ruoyan was right, it is true that he does many things for a purpose, but many times when he does something, although he will consider what purpose he can achieve for himself, he does not do it for this purpose.

To put it bluntly, every time Shao Xi helps others, he can always skillfully find a way to benefit himself from helping others, which not only helps others, but also benefits himself. It is both good for others and good for yourself! This is Shao Xi's principle of life all along.

Mei Ruoyan can see through this layer, Shao Xi is not only a little surprised, but also has some emotion in her heart. Although I never expected others to understand me, it always feels good to have someone who can understand me.

"Okay, okay, stop praising me! If you continue to boast like this, I don't know who I am. After making such a fuss today, I don't have the mood to listen to music, so I'll go back first. Tomorrow, I will ask the shopkeeper Cao of Taihe Commercial Bank to come over and finish the handover of the music workshop with Mother Yang, and then you can be present, I won't come, and I will come back another day to listen to you play that song for me. ”

After speaking, Shao Xi stood up and prepared to leave, but just now he turned around to leave, but Mei Ruoyan reached out and pulled Shao Xi and motioned him to wait for a while.

Shao Xi didn't know what was going on with Mei Ruoyan, so she turned around and watched Mei Ruoyan open the cabinet behind her and take out something from it.

Mei Ruoyan walked up to Shao Xi, handed him the thing in her hand, and said with a slightly red face: "I have kept the poem you wrote last time, and I have embroidered it into a brocade, which can be regarded as a collaboration between you and me." Today you gave me a free body, and gave me the rainbow and the glass like a god, so this Fang Jinpa will stay with you to make a thought! ”

Shao Xi took the brocade handkerchief, and saw that the poems he had inscribed on it had been embroidered by Mei Ruoyan with silk threads according to the original handwriting, completely retaining his own style, which was not bad at all.

The circle of newly blooming plums is embroidered around Jinpa, which looks vivid and lifelike. Thinking that Mei Ruoyan is surnamed Mei, the meaning of this circle of plum blossoms is naturally self-evident. Looking closely, there is a small character embroidered on the corner of Jinpa, which is the last word in Mei Ruoyan's name - "Yan".

This woman gave the brocade handkerchief she embroidered to the man, which has a deep meaning, not to mention embroidering her name on it, that is, showing her admiration, although Mei Ruoyan did not say it, but Shao Xi understood it in her heart, but it was not easy to refuse.

It's not that he doesn't have admiration for Mei Ruoyan in his heart, it's just that he recognized Ye Ziyuan as his wife before that, but now the matter after his death has not been completed, and the revenge has not been avenged.

Since ancient times, there has only been one wife, and the people who remarry are all small, and now she has recognized Ye Ziyuan as her wife, if she accepts Mei Ruoyan, how should she deal with herself in the future? Didn't you wronged her?

But it doesn't seem appropriate if you don't accept this brocade in front of you, after all, the poem on it was inscribed by yourself, and now it has become a cooperative thing between the two, and it seems to have a meaning of love in the hands of either of them.

Shao Xi thought about it and decided to accept it. In any case, this is Mei Ruoyan's heart, if she gives it back like this, won't it hurt the other party's heart?

"Ruoyan, I will take this veil, but you should know that I have a lot of unfinished business, and I have no time to think about anything else until these things are completed."

Mei Ruoyan smiled and said, "Although you haven't mentioned it to me, I know that you must have a lot of things to do, and I don't intend to disturb your life, I just ask you to know my mind." As you said, even if the clouds are all over the sky, there will always be clouds and fog to disperse, and when the sun shines, it will not be too late for you and me to talk about this matter, and I will wait for you. ”

Having said that, Mei Ruoyan has revealed her heart to Shao Xi, and has shown that she has no intention of embarrassing him, but is willing to travel with Shao Xi after everything is settled.

Faced with Mei Ruoyan's such a frank confession, Shao Xi was moved in her heart. Is it too much for a woman to ask for nothing for herself, no fame, no return, and to wait for herself forever, just to be able to walk hand in hand with her in the years to come? Can you bear to refuse?

Shao Xi folded the brocade handkerchief in his hand, put it in his waist bag, looked up and said to Mei Ruoyan: "I know your mind, since you are willing to wait for me, then after I finish all the unfinished things, I will definitely take you away from Daliang, indulge in the mountains and rivers, travel all over the world, live a happy life, and stay away from the grievances of the rivers and lakes and the disputes in the court." If you will, I will fail you. ”

Mei Ruoyan walked up to Shao Xi, raised her hand to pull the somewhat wrinkled collar for him, and gently rested her head on his shoulder.

He muttered, "You don't have to worry too much, just do what you need to do with peace of mind, and I will be here waiting for you." If there is really the day you say, even if it is the edge of the cape, thousands of miles, I am willing to follow you, and when you and I have gray sideburns, we will find a place where no one can find and live together for the rest of our lives. ”

Shao Xi raised his hand and wanted to hug her, but finally put his hand down. Now I can't promise her anything, and I don't know what the final outcome of what I have to face will be? If she is given too much hope now, Shao Xi is afraid that one day she will not be able to fail her.

The Feng family is full of revenge, and the life history of his body must also be investigated, now in Shao Xi's heart, he no longer puts himself out of the matter as he did ten years ago, since the two people have become one, then they have to take on the things that the two people have to bear together, whether it is their own or Feng Yuyan's.

Shao Xi is not sure how the things he will face in the future, let alone what the final outcome will be, so at this time he can't make any promises to anyone, he can't promise anything to anyone, he can only go all the way like this to complete those things that he himself is not sure about.

In fact, if he really chooses to be reluctant now, it is not impossible to choose to lie down, but is this really all he wants? I left a lot of regrets back then, do I have to leave so many regrets after coming to this world?

Lao Hu has sacrificed so much for himself, should he fulfill his wish for Lao Hu? Feng Yuyan's body was occupied by himself, so should he do something for him? It would be fine if he was a rich boy as soon as he crossed over, but since he had already borne these things, he didn't want to escape like before, so he chose to be reluctant.

These are the debts that he has already carried, and before paying off these debts, Shao Xi doesn't want to owe new debts, so he doesn't dare to promise Mei Ruoyan anything, so he can only make her wait, but he doesn't know what the outcome of the final wait will be.

"Thank you for being willing to wait for me, although I can't promise you anything, but at least I can assure you that I will always keep you in my heart, no matter how long it takes, no matter how far I go."

Mei Ruoyan grabbed Shao Xi's hand and replied softly, "That's enough." ”

Shao Xi took a step back, removed his shoulders from Mei Ruoyan's head, nodded lightly at her, and turned to leave Mingfengfang.