22 Dugu Fanwai II: Destined to be lonely
"If we want to make a name in the rivers and lakes, we must have a worthy weapon, I heard that the weapons of this family are very good, and they are also surnamed Dugu!" said the young lady on the road, she did not find that my love was abnormal, because she was very excited now, because she was about to meet a large family of people surnamed "Dugu".
But in the end, we still couldn't get the weapon, and we didn't even let the door in, how could the two fledgling little ghosts ignore it with the arrogance of the Dugu family.
The days with my young lady were not long, only three years, but the happiest years of my life were accumulated in those years.
In the past three years, we have traveled a lot, met a lot of people, learned more things, and of course, caused more trouble. Including going to the Dugu family's Tibetan Arsenal to grab a sword.
I don't know why, but the young lady can always easily find some big people, and coax those people to be willing to give advice. She won't avoid me about these things, and always pushes me to those people and then looks like "Miss Ben is too lazy to learn, you kid hurry up and learn to come back and teach Miss Ben slowly".
In this way, we also have a little reputation in the rivers and lakes.
Once I went to Dali and was invited by the Dali royal family to be a guest. Dali is a small country, and it is far away from the border, and it does not have as many courtesies as the Central Plains, but it is still comfortable. Emperor Dali was a gentle monarch and very hospitable. But his brain is a bit like a stupid big Xiao Can, and many times he can't slip through a line. The princess is a fairy-like figure, although she is old, she can't hide her dusty demeanor.
During the conversation, the young lady intentionally or unintentionally revealed the information of the Xiao Mansion to Emperor Dali. The emperor's dark color has changed dramatically at the moment, and it is because of this that the trip to Dali ended our three-year happy time. Because we were taken back to the Xiao Mansion by the Dali Emperor, there was another equally stupid man with us, who was said to be a great official and a concubine of Western Xia. I don't understand how such a royal family can be interested in the Xiao Mansion, but when I saw the three old men in the hall kneeling on the ground and hugging each other and crying bitterly, I understood a little.
At that time, I was already taller than the young lady, and she also burst into tears when she looked at the three men in tears. The soft little face leaned on my arm and rubbed it, and she said, "Dugu, don't leave me, okay." ”
Well, I whispered, but I wondered how I would be willing to leave her.
I'm waiting for me to grow up, and I'll take good care of her when I grow up.
But before I grew up, she met a man named Ouyang Yu.
That man was just the son of a businessman, not a martial artist. The young lady called him a sick beauty, because he was weak, not sick, but poisonous, and chronic poison for more than 20 years. It's been a long time, and it's been in the heart early.
I don't know how they met and fell in love, but by the time I knew it was irreparable.
Ouyang Yu knew that she was sick and afraid of dragging down Miss, so she ruthlessly designed her twice to make her die to leave her, and later she would not leave after Miss found out.
When I saw the young lady that year, she was coming down from the White Camel Mountain, and her face was pale. After careful inspection, it was found that she was poisoned, the same poison as Ouyang Yu. At that moment, I really wanted to raise my sword and go up to the White Camel Mountain to cut Ouyang Yu, it was the bloodiest time in my life, and I was not so impulsive in the years that followed.
It's just that in the end, it didn't work out, because the young lady asked me to take care of it.
The poison was not given by others, it was herself, she tested the poison on herself, and she wanted to find an antidote for Ouyang Yu.
It was not an easy task to test the antidote, and it took a total of a year, during which the young lady was very weak and risked several times. But sometimes I am still a little grateful for the poison on Ouyang Yu's body, because in this way, the young lady has accompanied me for another year, so that I will have more memories in the poor years in the future.
That year, we bought a yard near Yanmen Pass. It was a very difficult year, and the only pleasure was to accompany her to watch the snow at Yanmen Pass, and whenever I was at that time, I would always hope that the snow would never stop.
It was also in that year that the aged Flowey finally went.
The young lady was so weak that she didn't even have the strength to be sad. Just leaned on me and said softly: "Dugu, if I can't survive this time, you have to remember to have a pet." ”
"Okay, what do you want to raise? That was the only time I called her that, and I was so nervous that even the tips of my fingers on her shoulders were shaking.
"You can keep a carving, but remember that the carving is not too pretty. ”
Hearing my silence, she asked again, "Why didn't you ask me why this time?"
I smiled and wrapped her in a big coat: "Because I'm Dugu!"
In the end, even she laughed along, laughing and laughing and crying: "No matter what, you must be good in the future." ”
I hugged her and said sullenly, "Well, you have to be okay too." ”
The young lady shook her head: "You will eventually become the best." ”
"I'm just a superfluous guy who has been kicked out of my house. ”
The young lady raised her hand and pinched my cheeks with great effort, just as she had done all these years.
"Dugu, behind the rise of every great man, there will be an unknown bitter past. ”
"I don't want to be a great man!"
"So what are you going to do?"
I buried my head in her shoulder, and the oil in my hair was faintly scented of osmanthus. I just want to be your one-man poppy, but I never said it.
She wanted to raise an eagle, even though she had never seen such an animal in her previous life. After that, as long as she was asleep, I went to hunt eagles, but the big eagles were vicious, and the young eagles were hard to find, in short, in this year, I could not complete the task of raising an eagle.
A year later, we finally dispensed the antidote, she went back to Baihushan to get married, of course, Ouyang Yu never knew where Miss went that year, Miss told him that his explanation was that he went to retreat and practice.
This year, Ouyang Yu built a white camel villa in White Camel Mountain to welcome his bride.
On the day they got married, I left White Camel Mountain.
At the bottom of the cliff, I accidentally found the eagle that had been injured by falling, and the color of the fur was mixed, and it was very ugly. As soon as the mind moved, he raised it, and this cultivation is a lifetime.
Since then, I have never been to the White Camel Mountain, but every year I will go to the small courtyard where Miss tested the poison and developed the antidote for a period of time, and then went to Yanmen Pass to see the snow.
In the fall of the following year, the young lady gave birth to a fat boy. She began to erase the evidence of her walking in the rivers and lakes, sealed all her martial arts, and it is said that there was a secret decree that future generations would not be allowed to enter the rivers and lakes. and then became the housemother of her Ouyang family safely.
Although the poison on Ouyang Yu's body has been resolved, his body has been hollowed out over the years. Weakened year by year, he went after more than ten years, leaving behind a huge family business and orphans and widows.
The news was brought to me by Xiao Can, who I hadn't seen for many years, and I stared at his face carefully for a while, and I could hardly find the shadow of the stupid big man back then, and I knew that there were some things that even if I paid attention to them, they couldn't stop it from fading away.
This is the first time I have set foot on White Camel Mountain in all these years, and the first time I have seen a young lady who has become a woman. However, the person who married her is no longer there, and the young lady is no longer what she used to be, sitting on the edge of the mourning hall with a blank look in filial piety clothes, and no one asks anyone who asks. Kneeling next to him was a young man who was also wearing filial piety, and Ouyang Yu's shadow could be vaguely seen on him.
I tried my best to walk over as normal, and even though a thousand words came out of my mouth, it only turned into two words that were low and hoarse and trembling: "Miss." "These two haven't been called in years.
It took her a long time to raise her head and slowly focus her gaze on my face: "Dugu, are you here?" and then when Yu slipped to the eagle behind her, she smiled, the kind of physical and mental exhaustion: "It turns out that you are really him, Dugu, do you hate me?"
I suddenly found that I was speechless in the face of such a young lady, even though my chest was like a cannon. In the end, he was so angry that he spewed out
A mouthful of blood came, only listening to his own voice, and said word by word: "I hate, I hate that I didn't take the opportunity to take you away in Yanmen Pass back then!"
The young lady still smiled lightly: "If that's the case, I'll hate you, Dugu." ”
Swallowed a few mouthfuls of the sweet blood that surged up his throat: "You can hate at least it means that you are still alive!"
Mademoiselle said no more, but wiped the blood I had just sprayed on the coffin with her handkerchief.
In the evening, the young lady drove everyone away, and she was the only one who guarded her. I was afraid that something would happen to her, so I slept on the roof of the mourning hall. In the first half of the night, I heard Xiao Can enter the mourning hall to persuade Miss: "Yao'er, Ouyang Yu is not the only one in this world. ”
"But what's the meaning of the world without Ouyang Yu?"
"Yao'er, not only do you have no husband, you also have a son who has just lost his father. ”
"Brother, don't worry, I'll wake up and measure. ”
Xiao Can left, I smelled a burst of incense in the middle of the night, and I slept peacefully.
When I woke up the next day, I found that the White Camel Villa was extremely chaotic, because the housewife was missing. At that moment, it seemed as if my heart had lost its ability to beat.
She loves Ouyang Yu so much, how could she leave. When there was no news from the whole village for a whole day, I moved Ouyang Yu's coffin with trembling hands. The young lady snuggled up to Ouyang Yu and slept peacefully and contentedly, with a trace of blood at the corner of her mouth.
Looking at Xiao Ouyang, who had no strength to kneel in front of his parents' coffin and lost his spirit, I suddenly felt blurred vision, cold cheeks, and reached out to touch it, so I would cry too. When the fingertips came to the front, I realized that it was blood, and it was actually blood and tears!
"Miss, you are so cruel!"
Close your eyes and turn around. I have never been to the White Camel Villa again in my life. Miss, I said I would protect your happiness. But that doesn't include the son who even you can't bear to give up! From then on, White Camel Mountain has nothing to do with me.
Later, I went back to Dugu's house, and it didn't take much effort for me to become the head of Dugu's family. The Dugu family has collected a lot of messy but exquisite martial arts for forging weapons, and he knows a lot about all kinds of weapons. After many years of sexual indolence, I actually created a set of kung fu that is not bad - "Dugu Nine Swords".
Later, I changed my name - Dugu Seeking Defeat. Indeed, as Miss said, Wang Ba is very.
Later, the Dugu family declined, because my family master was looking for opponents all year round, and I couldn't win.
I didn't react much to the decline of the Dugu family. Because my heart is all about getting defeated. Someone asked me why I was so attached to myself, and I thought maybe it was because I was still alive, and I needed a thought to be alive. Maybe it's because Mademoiselle said I'd be the top person.
I wandered around the rivers and lakes, looking for opponents. Maybe I just want to prove to Miss, Miss, you see that there are still people who can beat me, and you are wrong.
But in this life, I couldn't find such a person.
It turns out that what the young lady said is always right.
The young lady said, "You are Dugu, so use a sword." ”
The young lady said, "You are Dugu, so this name will be used first." ”
The young lady said, "You are Dugu, so you should raise an eagle." ”
The young lady said, "You are Dugu, so you will be the top character." ”
The young lady finally said: "Dugu, it turns out that you are really him!"
I think maybe there is a certain number in the dark.
I am alone, destined to be lonely.
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