Chapter 218: The Golden Color That Day
Eleven opened her mouth and wanted to say something more, but thinking about Aunt Mi, she closed her mouth again. Chinese Although the old princess has always been a good person in her impression, she really can't blame her sister Shuyuan for this incident.
Alas, forget it, she can't control it anyway, and it won't matter to her to bring the letter to the princess. In fact, there was nothing to do with Her Royal Highness the princess.
Shuyuan did not find Wang, and it is said that she left the house after lunch and went to the Taoist chief to listen to some sermon.
Shuyuan doesn't believe in ghosts and gods, because it's very simple, if there are really ghosts and gods, why are so many bad people living well, is it that as long as the good people are sincere, the ghosts and gods should punish those bad people?
But the bad people of the world are not few, nor do they receive any retribution; Also, Shuyuan believes in herself more, and she can't trust what she can't control.
And what is there other than oneself that you can fully control? Let's take silver as an example, only what is in one's own hands is called one's own silver, as long as it is in the hands of others, even if it is in the hands of Jin Chengye, Shuyuan does not think that it is his own.
Everything is most reliable by yourself, and it is better to point to anyone than to point to yourself. Therefore, she really can't understand what gods and Buddhas Wang is so obsessed with.
Since Wang didn't find it, she didn't stay with Wang for a long time, lest Wang come back and hear her girls mention it, and she would be suspicious.
Shuyuan was not in a good mood when he went back, and the people who were also in a bad mood were Lu Shi.
She originally wanted to wronged herself, and when her cousin came, she would be able to raise her eyebrows, and she would just be able to get more pity from her cousin: Look, I have been bullied like this by them.
However, Jin Chengye did not take action for her, but appreciated her knowledge in general, and praised her again and again, so that the Lu family couldn't say a word of his thoughts, and finally could only knock out his teeth and swallow blood, and endured it.
The great luck in the misfortune was that Lu thought that it was worth it in exchange for his cousin's good impression of him, so he still tried his best to make Jin Chengye happy at noon.
The next few days actually quieted down, and more than 20 days passed, and the Jin family's north mansion was actually calm, and nothing happened. This made Jin Chengye and Shuyuan a little incredulous, especially the person who secretly wanted to kill their husband and wife, why hasn't there been any movement until now?
The quiet days are not without benefits, but they are a little bitter Jin Chengye and Shuyuan, because their husband and wife have turned against each other, so it is really not easy for the two to meet.
The weather on this day is not very good, and it is a little dull that people have nothing to do with it. Shuyuan, who had slept in the afternoon, sat up and suddenly remembered someone: Lou's.
The Lou family didn't show up for several days, no matter what happened to the Jin Mansion, the Lou family also quietly didn't react.
I didn't care about it when I was busy, but it's a good thing to have nothing to do anyway. But today, Shuyuan's heart was a little stuffy, and she couldn't sit still when she thought of Lou's: Anyway, Lou's change from a wife to a concubine can't just be counted like this.
Not to mention the Lou family, there will definitely be people from the Lou Mansion. But nothing has happened until now.
Speaking of which, if it weren't for the old lady's occasional encounter or hearing people mention the Lou family, Shuyuan would have almost forgotten that there was such a person in the Jin Mansion.
Shuyuan didn't rush to invite Lou's family, nor did he rush to see Lou's family, but called Yinzhen to ask about Lou's affairs: There is almost nothing in the mansion that Yinzhen doesn't know.
Silver Needle shook his head: "Nothing special. Except for going back to her parents' house a few times, Aunt Lou didn't even go to Nanfu - it turned out that she had contacts with people in Nanfu, but she didn't go over after being invited to Nanfu a few times recently. ”
"I heard that the people in Nanfu were a little unhappy, so they also went far away from Aunt Lou." After she finished speaking, she lifted her skirt: "What's wrong with Aunt Lou?" ”
"Chew my tongue, and you are not afraid of rotting the root of your tongue." Lou is really a person who can't be chattered, and she will come when she is mentioned.
Shuyuan stood up with a smile: "You really haven't been here for some days, I was asking Yinzhen if you are busy these days, thinking that if you are not busy, please come and sit down." ”
Lou Shi looked at Shuyuan when he heard this: "Busy? You don't know what I can do. I know you're worried that I'm in a bad mood, don't you have to live good and bad days? She said Fu Shuyuan sat down: "I won't greet you anymore, anyway, I have never set rules in front of you." ”
Shuyuan glanced at her: "What are you talking about, what rules do you and I need." Sit down, and I'll have dinner at my place in the evening, and I'll let them make some good dishes. She knew that Lou must have something to do.
Lou didn't shirk either, and when he sat down, he just said some gossip, and it took a while to mention that Lu and Aunt Mi reminded Shuyuan not to be too soft-hearted: "I'm not you, if it's me, of course I can't do it, so I can only grit my teeth and admit it." ”
"You are a general of the imperial court, a person who can open your teeth and build a mansion, why do you want to admit it and endure it? Even if you send them away, can the prince still do anything to you for them? Women's families have shrunk their lives all their lives, and you finally got the opportunity to straighten your waist, why did you shrink your head instead. ”
Shuyuan just looked at her and smiled without speaking. She wasn't sure what Lou meant, and she didn't know if she wanted to borrow her own hand to get rid of the three, or if she really had to think about herself: she always felt that it was the latter.
If she uses her brain, of course, it is the former, but her intuition is the latter. So for a while, she looked at Lou Shi and was silent.
Lou Shi glared at her a few times: "You, forget it, I won't talk about you." Speaking of which, you and I are not good sisters, a man and two wives, how can the two of us have no worries. ”
"In the past, I also had some thoughts, and I used some means, so don't take it to heart. As for me, I'm here to make amends for you. As she spoke, she stood up and bowed deeply: "When I say this, my heart is bright." ”
The smile on Shuyuan's face gradually retracted: "It's true that you and I are not good sisters, but we are not enemies either; Just look at the old lady of the two mansions - I can't tolerate other people, but you are not something that cannot be tolerated, but guilt. ”
Although it wasn't she who made Lou's wife become a concubine, things always started because of her, so she always felt a little uncomfortable when she saw Lou's. Therefore, a few days ago, not only Lou avoided her, but she also subconsciously avoided Lou.
"Just say anything straight, I'm sure you won't really hurt me, just as you can trust me."
Lou shook his head with a smile, lowered his head and looked at the tea cup on the table: "It's nothing." Seeing that Shuyuan didn't believe it, she took the tea and took two sips in her hand: "If there is something, it is that the ugly daughter-in-law always wants to see her in-laws, no matter what, you and I always have to talk about it, it is better for me to come." ”
Shuyuan took a closer look at her, and always felt that she was hiding something from herself, but Lou Shi didn't say that she couldn't force her: "What is there to say or not to say, those names are just false, you are still the same with me as before." ”
That being said, but the truth is that both of them know it in their hearts. Even Shuyuan knows that if she is in a different place, she will not mind: the name is not false after all.
"From now on, your child will be my child." This is the only thing she can promise Lou.
Lou raised her head when she heard this, and after a while, she turned her head: "You person, no matter how many times you say you, you can't change it, it's always too soft-hearted!" ”
Shuyuan smiled: "There is no way. Don't talk about that, if you want to eat something, I'll let them prepare, and we'll have a good meal in the evening. ”
"You, don't block your breath with your master anymore, men's hearts are actually soft, and if you really hurt, I'm afraid it hurts even more than us women; If you ignore it like this, I'm afraid you'll be cheaper in the end. Lou didn't answer Shuyuan's words, but mentioned Jin Chengye.
Shuyuan avoided Lou's gaze: "Isn't it still you?" These days, I have lost my mind, and secondly, I think I may not know how to face you - I won't treat you lightly, don't worry. "It's a bit awkward to say that.
If she and Lou were not serving the same husband, then it would be more comfortable to persuade each other, but now she always has a strange feeling when she says it: it is as if she wants to push her husband into someone's arms.
However, that is also what Lou deserves, because Jin Chengye was also her husband.
Lou Shi shook his head, and turned his head to look at the cup in his hand: "Sister-in-law," she paused: "I still call your sister-in-law Shunkou, although you are younger than me, but you have really gotten used to calling for a few years." ”
"I'm really not used to you when you talk. Sister-in-law, do you think you really have me in your heart? Her voice was as soft as the vapor from the cup, and it also floated, and it rose like that, and then blurred the eyes of the people.
Shuyuan was a little stammered when asked, and she didn't know how to answer: because she didn't know how Jin Chengye was treating Lou's bottom up, and only Jin Chengye could answer this matter.
Also, she can't answer randomly, because she is not Jin Chengye, and if she answers, she can't give Lou any promises. And Lou must be very uneasy at this time, and he needs a commitment very much.
Lou let out a long sigh, and that sigh rose with the water vapor, hovering between her and Shuyuan and falling on the bottom of their hearts.
"I don't think so." Her voice was softer: "Sister-in-law, I entered the door later than you, so I knew from the beginning that my lord still had another wife; I also know that in terms of law, whether I marry in or not, I am only a concubine. ”
"But that autumn, the golden sun and the golden leaves made the master seem to be golden, so he stood in the yard, and I don't know why it stood in my heart."
"When my parents came to ask me, I didn't object. When the big saffron sedan chair carried me through the door, I was really happy. ”
"But it wasn't until I got to life that I realized that it wasn't enough to like someone, not even that golden day in the fall. So, when I was alone, I would cry at night, and I would fall asleep with tears flowing. ”.