The chief treasurer of the Jin family is also surnamed Jin and is a member of the side branch of the Jin family. {Chinese Network Debut.}

The people of the scholarly family do not like to be contaminated with the smell of copper, but they can't live without gold, silver, and copper: therefore, the shops and Zhuangzi in Beifu are all taken care of by trustworthy people.

In fact, there are not many things that the treasurer of Jinda can do, and the old lady of Beifu is a very shrewd person; However, he is a very stable person, and he has won the trust of the Hai clan for many years.

But today, the big shopkeeper was not at all steady, he was out of breath when he ran, his clothes and hats were a little untidy, and he didn't even raise it to take a closer look at it: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry to find Mrs. and Seventh Master, and turn around to make amends." ”

After saying that, he was about to rush into the courtyard gate, and Jin Chengye only had time to say when he heard that he was going to find him: "I'll come when I go, the ladies are in the hall, you go over first." ”

Hearing Jin Chengye's voice, the big shopkeeper came back to his senses and knew that the person he hit was the seventh master; But before he could speak, Kim Seungye ran away, and he stomped his feet and turned around to catch up.

"What are you looking for the Seventh Master?" Shuyuan didn't have any impression of the big shopkeeper, but she knew the big shopkeeper: "If you don't wait for the master to come back, you can tell the ladies in a hurry." ”

She also walked fast with the hand holding the girl, where did she take that step like a double person? Seeing the big shopkeeper, he was shocked: "Young grandma, isn't there something wrong in the house?" ”

He just learned that the third old man and the old lady were gone together - Jin Chengye didn't deal with the aftermath of the elders, so what did he do in a hurry? And the young grandmother trotted all the way with a big belly, which really made his heart tight.

"Let's go to the second lady and talk about it when we come back." Shuyuan didn't have time to explain to him in detail, so she didn't stop when she spoke. If it weren't for the big shopkeeper's path to follow, she would have left the big shopkeeper behind.

The big shopkeeper's brows were furrowed when he heard this: "That, can you ask the young grandmother and the grandfather what happened to the second lady?" Because I'm also ...... for the second lady's business."

Shuyuan's pace finally slowed down a little: "What's the matter with the second lady?!" ”

The big shopkeeper and Shuyuan were talking, and naturally their feet were slow, and Jin Chengye's shadow couldn't be seen for a while; Jin Chengye is in a hurry, it's really a big stride meteor that is called a fast.

When he entered Wang's courtyard, he was shocked when he saw that the girls were all under the corridor: "What about Madame?" As he spoke, he stood outside the hall door.

In the end, it is the place of the elders, and Wang is a widow, and one of his nephews can't break in recklessly: no matter how anxious he is, he can't break in alone.

After he finished asking, he didn't wait for the girls to answer, and said, "Back to Mrs., just say that I have a big matter to discuss with Mrs. ”

The girl didn't dare to say anything more when she heard this, and she knew that it was a big deal when she saw Jin Chengye's appearance, so she turned around and lifted the curtain and entered the house; And Kim Seungye followed her into the house.

The girl went to the back room to reply, Jin Chengye stood in the hall and waited for Wang to come out, but she was inexplicably nervous, that is, she felt very inappropriate, and she couldn't find anything wrong for a while.

"Ahh

Wang sat on the ground and leaned against the bed, half covered in blood: she was biting the wooden comb to medicate herself, trying to wrap up the bleeding area, but she couldn't get it with one hand—her other arm hung down beside her and couldn't move, and the blood was flowing from the immobile arm.

Jin Chengye rushed forward, trying to hold down Wang's wound but didn't know where the injury was, because half of Wang's body was covered in blood, and his entire sleeve was soaked in blood, and he could see where he was bleeding.

"Doctor, doctor of trauma." Jin Chengye shouted for the girls to report to the doctor, and at the same time, he also saw the short sword with blood on Wang's side.

The short sword belonged to the general, and it was placed in the house by the Wang clan as a thing to ward off evil spirits.

"Auntie, you, why are you?!" Jin Chengye knelt on the ground: "Offended, aunt." He reached out to pull Wang's sleeve, but saw Wang's face pale in pain, and a snort of pain came out of his nose.

It seems that Wang's injury is not light, Jin Chengye can only give up, and looks left and right at the short sword on the ground: "Auntie, the sword can hurt yourself in your hand, but it can heal in my hand." ”

After he finished speaking, he cut the sleeve of Wang's shirt with a sword, only to see a deep wound on his upper arm: the exposed white color did not know whether it was flesh or bone, and Jin Chengye did not see it clearly.

Wang's pain was covered in sweat but he didn't exhale the pain, so he let Jin Chengye tie a strip of cloth on his arm to stop the bleeding: "What I did wrong is irreparable." Because she still had a comb in her mouth, her words were slurred.

Jin Chengye hurriedly said: "No one blames you." ”

"Aunt blames herself." Shuyuan came in, and she was relieved to see Wang's blood—it was much better than she expected; At least, people are alive.

Wang's temperament is as the general said, soft on the outside and strong on the inside, and it is not uncommon for her to be deceived, but it is really unforgivable for her to admit the wrong husband.

No one blames her, but she blames herself, she can't forgive herself; Therefore, she has to punish herself: not only to give an explanation to the Jin family, an explanation to her husband who has not returned home, but also to give an explanation to herself.

Wang Shi spit out the comb: "For my mistake, I should apologize with death, otherwise how can I be worthy of the master?" I—I can mistake someone else for a master......"

Shuyuan looked into her eyes: "You're not mistaking, you're afraid." After waiting for three years, more than a thousand hopes when the sun rises, and more than a thousand disappointments when the sun sets, you are scared in waiting, afraid that you will never be able to wait back to your second uncle. ”

"Even if you meet every day, even if you tell yourself every day that your second uncle is still alive, he will definitely come back, but you are still scared day by day. At this time, a person appears, and his appearance is almost the same as that of his second uncle, and you assume that he is. ”

"You are not deceived by a liar, you are deceived by yourself, deceived by your own fear. You are afraid, and you can't face the fact that the second uncle is really immortal, so there is such a person who comes out, and you immediately catch him, like a drowning person grabbing a straw. ”

Wang's tears flowed again: "He won't come back?" It's not coming back, isn't it really going to come back? ”

Jin Chengye had no way to answer her words, and Shuyuan had no way to answer: that answer was too cruel, and the seriously injured Wang couldn't bear it at all.

"No, he'll be back!" Wang Shi suddenly wiped the tears from his face: "He promised me, and I can feel that he has not passed away, and he will definitely come back." ”

Shuyuan originally wanted to use this to make Wang accept the fact that the general was really immortal, as long as she didn't know how the general died; But he didn't expect Wang to turn around, and finally decided that the general was still alive.

Perhaps, there is a thought that is easier to live. Shuyuan thought of Zhao's words, and before he could give Wang a new idea, Shuyuan could only let Wang continue to wait.

Waiting for someone who will never come back may wait until Wang's gray hair is pale: will Wang figure it out at that time, or will he be obsessed with waiting for him to wait with his face every day?

Shuyuan didn't know, and Shuyuan didn't dare to think about it anymore.

"I've done something wrong, I'm sorry sir. But I didn't see the old man come back safely for a day, and I didn't get him another bowl of his favorite Yangchun noodles for a day, how could I leave like this? Wang Shi spoke slowly, she was talking to Jin Chengye and Shuyuan, but also to herself, and to God.

She needs a reason to live: not to be afraid of death, but to die like this unwilling and blind - if the general can be as well as ever, she will not hesitate to die now.

I'm sorry General, how could she still spare her life.

"I think he'll want to see me, and I'll want to see him, and I'll be relieved to make sure he's okay. But if I live in the world, I can't forgive myself, so I think I should teach myself a lesson and give my lord an explanation. ”

An arm.

She will use an arm to atone for her sins. But she's just a woman, it's one thing to be not afraid of death or pain, but whether she has enough strength is another.

Also, the sword is not a sharp weapon for chopping things, if it is a knife, well, the general's knife must be excellent, and it is difficult to say whether the arm will really be cut off.

Is it stupid? Wang doesn't think he's stupid. She knew very well that if she didn't do this, she would be ashamed in her heart and would not be able to deal with herself in the days to come, and even if General Jin came back, she would not be able to see him again.

Only in this way, at least she can see him again, get him another bowl of noodles, listen to him again, and tell him how she has missed him all these years: if he is well, she can go with peace of mind, and atone for all her sins today.

Jin Chengye didn't know what to do when he heard this, and slammed his fist on the ground: "Second uncle, if the second uncle is here, he will be distressed to death, do you know?" How can you be blamed for those things? ”

"After all, silver money is a person outside the body, not to mention just a few Zhuangzi, a few shops, a thousand taels of silver, even if you give all your possessions to people? Are those coins really heavier than your arm—does the second uncle really care about those coins instead of you, aunt? "Sookwon knows more than Kim Seungye.

The big shopkeeper told Shuyuan everything, so Shuyuan knew that Wang's sins were not just deceived.

It is extremely difficult for ordinary people to forgive others, but it is easy to forgive themselves. But for a person like Wang, who is extremely stupid, it is easier for her to forgive others, but it is difficult for her to forgive herself.

To untie the bell, you still need to tie the bell, and if you really want to break the knot in Wang's heart, there is only one general. Otherwise, Wang Shi is afraid that he will not be able to face himself in the future: will he regret it when he thinks about it, and he will stab himself once he regrets it?

"He doesn't care, just because I know, so I, I can't forgive myself, I can never forgive myself." Wang raised his head to look at Shuyuan, there were tears but no crying.